lol. i seriously thought demyx was massively hard though. and it wasn't like i couldn't defeat his weird water clones, nope never had a problem with those. it was the freakin' geysers that always got me, every single time.

I don't even remember fighting him. I had more issues with some of the colleseum matches!

I'm going to go eat dinner. bbl.

i don't even know if i did all the colleseum matches..... i hated demyx for awhile, (even though now he's one of my favorite characters) simply b/c i couldn't beat him it was funny.

kk. we may be going to eat dinner in a little bit so not sure if i'll be here.

I got far in the Colosseum on both games, but I never beat everything.

i'll have to look at my old file... i know the second time around, which i still haven't beat i've only beat one colloseum game.

I want my game systems!!!! I also want to steal my brothers Fire Emblem game.

lol. to have game systems you have to have a computer though..... i wish ps2s should be more portable i don't play it as often as i want to cuz i have to sit up in my room and be unsocial to play it.

tv you mean? just put it in a grocery bag with the controllers.

yeah i meant tv. not necessarily what i meant. i want to like take it downstairs and play it but i don't think my dormies would like that too much.

ah, I understand. I would feel guilty playing a game by myself in the lounge.

yeah. plus none of my dormies are really that interested in kh. there's like three or four besides me....

how sad...

Oh my god!!!! *clings to and sobs* I just killed one of my fav. chars. in my novel!!! He was so awesome, but he died all heroic and self-sacrificing. I'm so sad!!!!!

it is sad and makes me look like more of a nerd in comparison....

was it necessary for said character to die???

lol! be nerdy here with me kay?

yeah, poor Lucian!!! I didn't want to kill him, but there was no good way to avoid it! I'm realizing now though that I could so easily kill all my good guys and have the empire win, its no fair!! I didn't mean to set up the plot so practically the only place it can go is to death!!!

no problem. especially since it is very fun.

.................bravo kate, that sounds like an amanda type story right there. no happy endings.

WEEE!!! fun! *skips over and hugs*

I know! I don't write so morbid as you! I have a serious case of Manda-writing here! death for everyone! *throwing out hand fulls of death like confetti*

*blinks* so not hyper right now....

lol.... my goal is to still write a story that has a happy premise and ends happy. i mean dream wanderer if i ever finish it may have some sort of happiness.... but that story is not by any means i happy story.... hopefully you'll be able to get to a happy ending...

*sinks to ground* awwww......

I have my original plot idea which does end happy and with a kiss at the end and such. But it just doesn't seem at the moment as if thats possible...

sorry... i woke up at like 9 this morning even when i didn't really have to.

well make it possible...

so i'm watching seventeen again right now. it's pretty good.

I've seen that movie without the sound on the plane. ^_^

I'm still trying to devise a way for Lucian to live even though it appeared he did. I never technically said that he died, just that his eyes went grey and sightless. If he lives, I can work he rest of it out so they all live I think.

only way you've seen it? bet it made absolutely no sense?

have fun with that. be the infamous author that goes 'I killed a character but I'm not really.'

I could hear small parts of it and I made up names for the people that I didn't know of, so it was kinda fun. yeah, it didn't make the most of sense.

yeah....I don't want it to end of cheesy or retarded though.

i bet. it's a very funny movie. though a little bit awkward at times.

yeah no one wants there book to end with a slice of cheese... hehe, sorry i'm in a weird mood.

that was just....weird. *checks for fever* you sure you're ok...?

hehe. i think it's the fact i'm fighting to stay awake right now... i really do believe that's it. hopefully i get a second wind soon.