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My internet keeps on going out =/

OMFG my i just hurt myself sooo bad >__<
GOD I"M GUNNA KILLZ MYSELF *Not really!!* D: my back was feeling better and i was trying to stetch and FUUUU D: hurt myself badly TAT

Ohhhh I have to work D: and my back still hurts from last night. I need to go to the doctor. My boss is not going to be happy because I'm sure my doctor will say that I need to stay home from work =/ which means they're going to only have 2 people.. cause the other guy will be on vacation soon. *sigh*

hey i thought of an idea for an rp on ernya.. its posted in the quest forum tell me what you think

I changed my profile on here. ^^ I think it looks perdy.

I'm pretty sure Tommy is gunna get fired. I'd be surprised if he's not. And I can't act like I don't care any more cause I do. And I know he hasn't been looking for a job like he said he has. I really doubt it. He has no money because of all the days he skipped work and I don't think he's even paid rent which was due yesterday.. I don't have any money because my checks have been small and I have been trying to pay off my bill. I'm really stressed and pissed off and I really don't know what to do =/ How come I always find lame guys :(

I wish I knew what to say.
I'm sorry.

Oh i'm so sorry meg. sometimes it is difficult to pay rent on time, trust me I know. is there anyone you can barrow the money from? if so that would be good...

My parents, but then they will ask why. I want my parents to like tommy and If I tell them i have no money cause tommy didn't go to work or because he's fired then they will start bitching at me like they did when I was with Adam =/ My mom already called him worthless and asked me why I'm still with him..
It's cause I love him. And even though he's irresponsible I've never been happier with anybody else. I wish he and I were more alike in that department. *sigh*


I posted in the rp I said I would :P

I can kind of understand where your parents are coming from. I know you love Tommy, but I never hear about anything good that he does. Every time you talk about him, it's always something negative, so I have kind of formed a negative opinion of him, even though I don't want that. But at the same time, I know you're happy with him. You were miserable with Adam, and I could see it. You didn't want to do ANYTHING while with Adam, but with Tommy you're more willing to hang out with friends, which I take as a good sign that Tommy's treating you right.
I dunno. I don't want to offend you or anything, but I think Tommy needs to rethink a few things in life. I know he wants to sit around and play all the time, but he's living on his own, and he has no where else to go if things fall apart. Because even moving back home would cost money, and if he doesn't have a job, then he's stuck. I want to like him, I really do, but I never see him, and I never see anything good that he does. I just have to take your word for it.

Well the only reason you hear bad things is because it upsets me so I go talk to my friends about it. It's the same with Mike and Russel. I hear a lot of bad things about them and never any good. But I know Mike and I know he is good guy so when you tell me things he did to piss you off or make you sad I know its just cause he's a guy and you can't change that about any of them lol. Tommy is going to move back to TN his mother will pay for his plane ticket. So, I'm guessing he'll probably move soon cause he'll loose his job soon. I don't know if he was serious when he said that, but who knows. I have lots of good things to say about him and lots of bad things to say about him. But the good things outway the bad things. Like every night if i'm in pain he will do anything i tell him to so I'll feel better. He always does nice things for me and he's the sweetiest guy I know. He tries to make me smile when I'm sad and he never gives up till I am finally in a better mood. He's just the most wonderful guy I've ever met, but he just has some major flaws. I don't want him to be judged badly because he's a loner and extremely antisocial and because he's really freaking lazy >_> Cause really. That's his only flaws except for when he's being a guy. And he's just joking but still being a tard cause he knows I hate that when he does it. But that small stuff really doesn't matter. He's a good guy, he just needs to get his life in order. He hates his life and it's because of work. I tell him to find a new job but he wont. He's going to get his hours cut starting next week I think or the week after. So we wont have any money. I hope he will be happy with not working 4 days out of the week, but i hope he will understand he can't go buy video games and pizza all the time either. So how do you enjoy your life when you are either working every day at a shitty as job or you work jsut a few days a week but you have NO money for anything? I don't know. I'm going to be stressed either way. Because he's always depressed and hating his life or because we dont have any money to pay for food -.-
So I think I got off topic. I don't want people to see tommy as bad, because hes not. And people only see him that way because i talk about him when I'm upset and people don't like to hear other people gush about their boyfriends, or thats how I feel when I try to say good things about Tommy. Tommy doesn't like to hang out with people outside of working so it is hard to hang out with my friends with him especially because TOmmy and I are on different work schedules. We usually have 1 day off the same and we usually want to spend it together, not with friends (no offense). Because we never see each other during the week. I didn't even get to see him on our anny accept for 1 hour. He is always asleep or at work when I'm awake.. And I'm asleep or at work when he is awake. So we rather just spend the day together. I would like to hang out with my friends and him at the same time seeing how all involved people like hanging out with him/with friends.
Soooo After all this typing (i could go on) I just don't want people to see him as a bad person, because you know he's not if he makes me so happy =P

I can understand where you're coming from. But the thing about Mike especially, is you and Cassi do see him. So you know he's not bad. No one sees tommy, and while it's because of the reasons you listed, the fact remains that no one sees him, so it's hard to really pass judgement. And I don't always rag about Mike. I have a lot of good things to say about him too, and Cassi has a lot of good things to say about Russel. Like I said, I want to like Tommy, but it's hard when I never see him, and I can understand you both being busy, but it would be nice to see both of you together at the same time. It would make it a lot easier to get to know the real Tommy. Even when he first moved here, or even when he came to visit, I never really got to know him.

Yeah. Like I said. I know Mike and I know Russel (kinda.....). So you can say "Arg Mike did this and he's such a butthead and he made me mad" and i'm not going to think bad about him cause i know how he is.
So when I say stuff about tommy I'm worried people are going to read that and say Oh tommy is a jerk and we can't trust him. So a lot of the time I keep stuff to myself which makes things even worse cause I have nobodhy to talk to about my problems becuase i'm so worried people with judge him off that >_<
And I am going to try to get tommy to hang out with my friends more since his hours are getting cut. So people can know what he is like, but that sad thing is.. Tommy doesn't act the same around other people as he does me. So people don't know the real him >.< He doesn't like hanging out and being around people so he might seem cold rude distant w/e when he's really funny and upbeat and fun to talk to >.>

I bet he is. I do hear a lot about how funny he is, and I know he's made friends from work (even though those friends are jerks) so I know he has the ability to be social. But I say if you have to put up with his lame friends that disrespect your place, then he can hang out with people who are very polite and fun to be around, like Cassi and me.

Well thankfully Tommy has given up on that guy. >.>b Pretty much at least. The dude has been wanting to hang out and Tommy says no. Awhile I didn't feel good and Mike (tommy's friend that i told you about) wanted to come over. Tommy said no because I wasn't feeling well and Mike got pissed saying that Tommy was making up excuses and only doing what i tell him he can do. So I don't think Tommy likes him so much any more. Besides Tommy knows I hate having Mike over because the guy doesn't have a car and wont fucking leave. Last time I made him stay over because i wasn't going to take him home -.-

xD I know Tommy's not whipped. The guy's got a mind of his own. Well hopefully that's the last of him you'll ever see. The guy seemed to bring out the worst in Tommy it sounded like. The same thinng happened with Cameron whenever he was around Nick. They both turned into giant buttheads and my feelings always got hurt. Thankfully I'm not with Cameron anymore.

I think it is a guy thing.. They act different around other guys (depending on the other guy). LIke I notice if you are friends with the other guy your bf doesn't change too much. If you're not friends with the other guy your bf acts the same. Lol weird thought, but it seems to fit in a lot of cases xD Like when Mike and Tommy talked Tommy talked to mike normally xD (your mike).
tommy isn't whipped but he will do things when I ask him. Like if I need a back rub or if he can get me a drink while he is up. Nice things like that. Adam never would do those things unless he got something in returen i.e sex -.-

I've hung out with tommy a couple of times, he seems like a sweet guy to me, and I'm not thinking any differently of him because of his flaws, alot of it is because he is working in one of the worst jobs on the planet!!! and about him not cleaning house, i can't really blame him, i mean I HATE TO CLEAN and you guys know it. but i try to do at least one thing a day, be it dishes, or laundry or whatever

Originally Posted by Alexial_Rose

I think it is a guy thing.. They act different around other guys (depending on the other guy). LIke I notice if you are friends with the other guy your bf doesn't change too much. If you're not friends with the other guy your bf acts the same. Lol weird thought, but it seems to fit in a lot of cases xD Like when Mike and Tommy talked Tommy talked to mike normally xD (your mike).
tommy isn't whipped but he will do things when I ask him. Like if I need a back rub or if he can get me a drink while he is up. Nice things like that. Adam never would do those things unless he got something in returen i.e sex -.-

I love it when guys do that, without wanting anything in return. It shows they really care about you. I can see Tommy going the extra mile too, and asking if there's anything else you might need while he's up. Mike does that a lot. And yeah, Adam wouldn't do anything for me unless I did something for him. It was gross because he always wanted to talk about sex or anything else. It was like "ew." I was so glad when Mike moved it. It kept Adam at bay.

Originally Posted by toriana

I've hung out with tommy a couple of times, he seems like a sweet guy to me, and I'm not thinking any differently of him because of his flaws, alot of it is because he is working in one of the worst jobs on the planet!!! and about him not cleaning house, i can't really blame him, i mean I HATE TO CLEAN and you guys know it. but i try to do at least one thing a day, be it dishes, or laundry or whatever

Ugh. I hate cleaning. But I know how it is too. doing at least one thing a day. It really does go a long way if you keep it up.

Yeah Tommy always asks "anything else babe?" He's so cute because I'm stubborn even when i'm in pain. I want to do something and Tommy is like.. No! Stay! Don't move. I'll do it! Lol It's cute.

As for cleaning. Who likes to clean? Nobody! XD My apt is always dirty >.< I can't keep up with it. At least I get tommy to do the dishes.. He doesn't do dishes cause we pile them in the sink and they get kinda gross and he is freaked out by that he wont touch it. It's so funny xD One of these days i'm going ot clean everytihng and say "you mess it up I'll kill you" and then it will be clean forever =D

I can do your dishes for you. xD I'm the only one that does them here. It's not that bad. Even if the dishes are piled in the sink, theres really not that many to clean. It never takes me that long to do them. Also, check out my profile. Ish pretty with pastel colors.

very pretty mii

I like her avi. I kind of want the black version of the dress.

You can almost afford it.

I can't find that rp

Yeah I'm going to save my monies though xD

Tori: Just make a new one?

Bored bored bored D:<

And I don't wanna go to bed yet :(

Cassi needs to get on Ernya ~w~;

What's the link for the tread?