12-06-2009, 04:04 AM
Ever feel that you just don't fit? Yes, well, I know that feeling every time i join a group role play. They are always to busy with other parts of the role play and I never seem to stay in one for long. I either lose interest in it or find no connection in the role play to anything I can do.
My name is Shishi Kokoro, known to most as Nanashi Utaka for my original role play character. The name Nanashi Utaka is normally shortened from Nanashi Utaka to Nanashi and then further more down to nana, nani, or nan (depending on who i'm dealing with.).
I am a very uncomfortable person to work with, for some people. If you don't like dramatic role plays and over reactions to every small little thing. I tend to delay on messages due to the ADHD reaction I have (I have ADD technical but tis now a form of ADHD.). I warn you if you don't like waiting roughly three to seven minutes to get a long reply don't message me to role play. I have been told I am vague and tad bit random in role play posts so if you expect me to be specific in a five paragraph post go away now.
Another thing I will turn you away for is if you are a female role player that plays male characters please do not message me. I am pansexual but only do one on one STRAIGHT role plays where I am the girl and my partner is the guy. In turn I want my partner to be a guy play a guy. It makes me uncomfortable hearing the words "i didn't think you'd mind" when I start a role play and find that i'm role playing with a girl who plays a guy...it will get you blocked! Fair warning moving on!
I am looking for a romantic role player, up for anything (including sexual or intimate scenes.). I ask that if you are uncomfortable with specific things or are not up for anything give me far warning of what you would like me to make sure I don't include. In turn I will ask for you to respect my limits as well. I don't mind violence and detail is fine but to much detail is overkill.
I don't mind you stating in a few lines that state the fallowing :
You carefully came upon a enemy, and before he knew what had happened you had pulled a dagger and covering his mouth. Soon after shoving the dagger deep into his back. Just as it was all the way in it had been quickly removed. You move back into the shadows unseen by other guard, who would soon rush to their fellow soldier's help, as he bleed out onto the ground.
BUT if it sounds like this :
((Note names have been changed to protect the identity of said character and people who have been stated in the words you are about to read.))
"Bob carefully came upon a enemy, and before he knew what was happening Bob had pulled out a special nine inch bladed dagger and covered the man's mouth. Muffled screams were the only noise heard as the blade pierced the soldiers back puncturing his lung and soon filling it with blood cups of blood as the majority of the blood sprayed out as the blade was quickly removed. Bob retreated back into the shadows smirking as the man convulsed from the mix of pain and lack of air as the blood filled his lungs and pints of blood seeped threw the street. Drawing the attention of other enemy soldiers."
That will be the end of your messages to me. The role play will most likely end soon after the second type of that kind of post. I will be fair and give you a warning and point out that it makes me uncomfortable to read such things.
This request of not so graphically unsettling word play is also requested with Sexual / intimate scenes. If you have questions of what this means I would rather not explain it on the posting thread. I ask please any questions you have save for private messages weather on IMs or Private Messages. Thank you.
If you ask for a role play character profile I can give you one if you have a specific RP type or plan you would like to use. If you don't ask for a character profile I'll assume you want to describe the characters threw out the first couple posts. I will normally use third person posts for role plays most days. Though night time is normally when I lose third person ability and switch to I's and my's and me's. I warn you of this now if you have a problem with it. I will apologize and try to catch it but it's a problem i have at times.
I am open to any type of role play as long as I am not dismembered or consumed or pretty much killed / physically altered in some way that cant be changed back. Magic is okay. I can handle magic, spells, ect. I can handle castles and princesses, assassins and school girls. I cant handle anything where I am chopped into little bitty pieces so badly that a spell cant reform it for fear I'll come back missing something or with out magic being dismembered so you cant put it back. If you understand that and fallow where that goes I'll be fine.
I said death was not appreciated, I meant most the time. If I was suffocated and died for a few seconds but was revived soon after via CPR or shock paddles I will be fine with it. Drowning is okay if I'm brought back. Stop breathing in my sleep and can bring me back I'm fine...you get it moving on.
I know it looks like a lot but skimming threw isn't that hard I think.
More problems I have besides the one's above I'm semi literate. I cant spell decently and I completely fail at grammar and punctuation. Spell check is my friend most days.
Weird times I am online. If I'm online I'm online. If i'm not I'm not.
Currently the fix to that is if you catch me on after noon my time which I'm in (GMT: -06:00 but also known as:) Central Time Zone in the U.S. if that helps you. You can normally keep and eye out for me after then and find me soon or later. I'm never not online just classes distract sometimes.
When messaging me I do expect long term role plays so if you are not on the same hours as me please inform me of when I should keep an eye out for you. I'd be vary thankful.
I will be requesting a role play type you are looking for, any limits you have, any cravings you have at the time, and any problems you might have when it comes to keeping a long term role play lively.
I'll also want a messenger system, I have at this time only YIM and AIM that work. My MSN will not work any more on my computer and I find it hard to keep up with one messenger on a site like Meebo or IMO.IM if I had a few going I would be okay but I have little use for such things and it seems to be forgotten and more of a bother anyway.
Why do I ask for a Messenger system you ask? i prefer role playing over them due to speedy replies and quick updates on status and emergency change in plans. Where email style messages you might send two messages five minutes before I check both takes me seven minutes to reply to the role play and you're gone by the time i get the got to go message. Where as it takes me half the time to see the word "i've got to go for now be back later."
If you've decided that you don't like messenger system role plays still give me one so we can talk back and forth there getting to know each other while waiting for one of us to reply if there's a delay in mail posts you can check to make sure it's okay and as well as before makes it quick with the messages of delays and aways and offline statuses.
Again, I don't require plots but(!!!!!) I want you to know what you want to role play and understand I want romance in what ever time period, group, style role play you choose to ask for. I don't want to be like "So role play, huh?" you're like "yep..." I reply with a "What kind?" and the words "I don't really know." come out of your username. It's just wasting time in my mind.
Also, I don't mind one liners. I, at the same time, don't mind 3 paragraphs if the roleplay calls for it calls for it. Just understand my post size will vary depending on how much I feel I can write that time. I don't have a set in stone post count. Since I'm asking you to be my role play partner I don't want you to expect me to milk out the fact there's nothing i can reply with. I'm not going to dance around the fact there's nothing I can say, and i don't feel like reading that from my role play partner to. SO if you feel you cant type a long page about nothing being vary vague about the fact that you don't know what to say...Just make it short. I wont mind as long as you get the point across in what you write. if it takes you three paragraphs to describe the look on you character's face and you could have made it just as good in one ...go for the one paragraph description, please. it saves time and makes me not have to get out my glasses and read nine hundred words that could have simply been cut down to only three hundred.
Simply saying if you have to type it all out I don't mind at all just don't expect my reply to be as long as yours for I don't expect that from you.
Well now, that's the end of that.
Please feel free to message me for any questions and what not.
I am sorry I wrote so much, still didn't mean too.
Thank you for your time and hope to hear from you soon,
Shishi
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