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12-20-2009, 04:47 AM
Whoa sorry I poofed for a bit. XD I joined a forum that will hopefully help me calm down this internal drama thing I've been going through lately. I'm too nervous to post though. ;w;
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12-20-2009, 04:49 AM
Awr
*huggles Kaci* you poor thing you.
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12-20-2009, 04:49 AM
Staralight: From now on I won't think of him as a bad person x3
Kaci: Aww, we're here for you too! ^-^
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12-20-2009, 04:50 AM
Teal: Thank you. ^w^
Kaci: and yea! What do you think people from all over the world that you just met a few days ago are for? >w>
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12-20-2009, 04:52 AM
Staralight: Yea, I think I'm going to name him Apollo ^-^ I really like that name.
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12-20-2009, 04:53 AM
Lol Yay! Go Apollo, God of the Sun, twin brother of Artemis! And lover of pretty little tween girls! ((The oracles weren't usually women they were girls.))
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12-20-2009, 04:54 AM
lol xD I heard he was also known as the god of art before the god of sun (am I wrong? Dx)
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12-20-2009, 04:54 AM
Staralight - Yeah. D: Not knowing yourself absolutely sucks! And yes, it's kind of weird how I go to forums to get help instead of going to my mother. XD But I can't tell her this until I'm absolutely sure about this thing. o.o And I don't have therapy until Monday. D:
Teal - Aww thank you! <3
And ooh Greek Mythology? I'm fascinated by mythology, yet I know almost nothing about it.
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12-20-2009, 04:56 AM
Kaci: I'm right there with you xD I'm clueless about mythology, though it interests me a lot (:
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12-20-2009, 04:59 AM
Cough no he wasn't a god of art.
God of the Sun, Lyre (which is music so I suppose art...:/) but not actual art. Just that one instrument. And there was one other thing. >wO I forget.
I study mythology quite a bit. Anywhere from Sumerian myths to greek. I stop at Roman and late European.
Kaci: I understand you perfectly.
My mother is a ninny, love her, but not the brightest crayon in the box. And her way of fixing my problems is by telling me 'shit happens then you die'
soooo trust me I understand.
>w> I stopped therapy in High School. Lol now I'm in a psychology class.
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12-20-2009, 05:00 AM
Ha! So I was misinformed lol.
I would like to study mythology, but there's no way for me to read the books (not anywhere near a library) and I don't trust the internetz for most information xD
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12-20-2009, 05:03 AM
I was surprised that my high school was where I found a lot of the books that I read.
And actually so everyone knows Makrua's name. Is a misspelled and misprounced name for Lucifer. Which is why I studied him so much.
>w> A bit strange that a 5 year old's imaginary friend was that guy of all things, but eh so it is.
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12-20-2009, 05:06 AM
Staralight - My mom's actually pretty smart, but I have no idea how she'll handle this. XD She's very accepting though. I talked to some other people about this, but their responses, while having good intentions, just made everything worse. :gonk:
And my imaginary bff when I was a child was a pikachu. o_O; I'd have conversations with him...as in me going "pika pika" and stuff. o.o;
Teal - BUY BOOKS OFF THE INTERWEBZ.
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12-20-2009, 05:06 AM
Staralight: Imaginary friend? I never had one ;^; Lol, that's sad. I couldn't even make imaginary friends as a small child xD
Our highschool library is like...Old dead books about...Some poets I've never heard of and pointless stories. Or Twilight books that have taken a beating.
Kaci: I would if I had a credit card xD I need to open a bank account...
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12-20-2009, 05:09 AM
Lol I though the same thing of my library, but really you have to crack open some of the ones that have titles so old that they're gone.
And actually everyone had an imaginary friend. Most children have one during early development. From 3-4 so it's very possible you just don't remember. I only remember Makrua because well..He was a pyschological shield for me while growing up.
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12-20-2009, 05:10 AM
Aww I really wish I could remember mine xD My mom told me once that I used to play with my guardian angels, but I don't think that's what was going on ^^; I think I was just lonely..
I have to go for a while, but I'll talk to you guys later! ^^
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12-20-2009, 05:11 AM
Alrighty ttyl Teal!
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12-20-2009, 05:12 AM
Teal - Beg people to buy you books off the interwebz! :eager: and bye bye~
Staralight - I had so many imaginary friends. I swear I went through one a week. I remember at one point I actually thought I was my imaginary friend. :gonk: I had convinced myself I was a male dog named "Lucky". >_____>; THen when I found out I wasn't a male dog named Lucky, I was all "OH WELL. WHEN I'M SEVEN I'LL JUST TURN INTO A BOY" o_O
I was a freak child. XD
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12-20-2009, 05:15 AM
Lol well just think you weren't the freak child that had Lucifer as your imaginary friend like me. >w> Because you know that went over so well with people. (I live in the south of the USA.)
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12-20-2009, 05:17 AM
Staralight - Ah I see. XD I kinda want to move to the south, but I have a feeling people wouldn't be accepting of me. >.> But the south is so beautiful and spacious. I live by NYC. Like, five minutes away from it. I can walk outside my house and see the skyline. o_O
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12-20-2009, 05:20 AM
Lol well it is very pretty I give you that.
But the radical Christians all live down here too. >w> They're the ones that freak out over things like BJDS and call them the spawns of Satan.
I once went to a chruch where the took up all the kids yu-gi-oh, magic, and pokemon cards and threw them away. Didn't matter that they didn't actually know the child, just did it. Saying they'd go to hell for it. OwO I want to leave here so bad.
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12-20-2009, 05:25 AM
Jebus. D: I remember my mom made me go to Catholic school, which was really, really weird because I'm pretty sure she's atheist, if not agnostic. Well anyway, she made me go to Catholic summer school, and they basically told me I was going to hell. :gonk: I was like...eight or something. Then they forced me into penance/confession/whatever it's called, and they got mad at me because I had a panic attack. X_X; Once I got so scared I threw up all over the book...
And my mom still sent me after that! the only reason she stopped sending me was because they changed the program so the family had to go to church in order for the child to attend.
Yikes.
I have nothing about Christians as a whole though. But that religion is just...not for me.
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12-20-2009, 05:29 AM
Personally believe what you want to believe that's fine. It's just their religion is full on inaccuracies. Just like that bit with Lucifer not being apart of their religion until later.
And the zealots make it so terribly hard to swallow. >w> I just avoid them if I can. Nice Christian or not.
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12-20-2009, 05:38 AM
Oh I agree with you about the crazy Christians and what not, they basically ruin everything. But I think it's the same with any group. Kind of like PETA giving vegetarians and vegans a bad name. I just couldn't imagine avoiding someone just because I don't like their religion. o_O;
Then there's also crazy BJD owners who make me ashamed to be part of this hobby. XDD; But that's another story!
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12-20-2009, 05:43 AM
Lol well it's not their religion that's the problem for me. It's the zealots of that religion. Because even that person isn't one, they have a friend or family member who is. And it just saves on the drama that would eventually ensue.
Also I have an emotional reason. A girl I was best friends with ended our friendship on the bases of 'she needed get closer to god and I was in the way of that.'
Yeah crazy BJD owners and EXTREME yaoi fan girls all make me sick of my own hobby some times.
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