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Raven did not answer Secari. Not hiding anything from him, simply because she did not know how she had gotten there. She watched though As he was sent back. Not in the painless of ways either. He disappeared though, just as quickly as he had come. Maybe now though he could help Raven. Since it appeared she was in a solid form in the white world. Raven at the very least wanted to Tell Alzeid where she was. She walked back to the tree, feeling alone as any souls started to fade from her sight.

Alzeid stayed besides Raven and wished that she would wake up. but she showed no signs of it and that only made him worry more. None of the doctors could do anything for her since she did this to herself. SO he decided to take the matters into his own hands. He placed his hand on her head and merged with her. The next time he opend his eyes he was in a weird world and in the distance he saw Raven by a tree. He smiled and ran over ot her.

Raven watched as the bird flew away into the distance again. To her left and book appeared, making Raven smiled as she lifted it up. Prying open the pages to find it being blank. Raven flipped through probably every page, not even hearing the footsteps running up to her. "Why is it empty?" She asked herself, flipping back and forth between covers. She heard the footsteps stop in front of her, and looked up. Seeing a transparent Alzeid. Guessing from what happened to Secari, it meant Alzeid was temporary in her mind.. "Its blank.." She told him, holding the book up to him,

Alzeid walked over to her and looked at hte book. He then smiled at her and said, "it is blank so that you can fill it with what you want." he said softly and his voice sounded close and yet far away.

Raven nodded, reaching her heand up to take hold of a feather pen. "Come sit." She asked him while opening the book. Then stopped to hold her head as a small pain hit it. "I am very confused." She started, "What is going on?"

Alzeid sat down next to her and sighed, "your on a bed in the nurses office. They have no idea what to do with you since they cant wake you up." he said as he looked at her.

Secari looked into Amy eyes and let his own tears fall. "Amy... No it isn't..." he whispered and sat up despite the pain. He then wrapped his arms around her and kissed the top of her head and held onto her. "No it wasn't your fault... Far from it..." he whispered and let his own tears fall. He then looked into her eyes and smiled softly. "You did nothing wrong..." he whispered and kissed her softly. He then pulled away and said,"And nothing will ever stop me from loving you..."

amy laughed shakily and moved closer to him, wiping away his tears. "i wish..." she shook her head and looked into his eyes. "and i love you too secari, nothings going to change that. you dont know how much it hurt to see you like that." she breathed heavily not able to move away.

Raven sighed, moving herself closer to Alzeid. She reached up to give him a kiss, only to fall into him. She got back up, pulling her legs up to her chest. "I shut my mind down... and I can't remember how to get back now..." She muttered to him, "I am afraid to go back. He was controlling me on earth..."

Alzeid sighed and looked at her, "he isn't going to hurt you or control you anymore. he is dead." he said softly and moved closer ot her and wished to touch her. But he was only a ghoast in her mind. "and I will stay here with you till we find out how to get you back." he said as he smiled at her.

Raven got up from the tree, happier at the fact of him being dead. Stretching a bit, before walking forward. "The raven welcomed me back. I have been here before. How did I get back last time though?.." She asked herself. Side stepping a bit to look at Alzeid. At her feet green grass started to grow and spread out, filling a wide area around them. The tree itself turned into an apple tree. "I love you Alzeid." She told him with a smile.

Secari looked into Amy's eyes and smiled reasuringly. "Dont feel bad... I'll never do that again..." he said and chuckled. "I don't think my father is coming back." he said and smiled. He then kissed her again and smiled wider. "I promise..." he whispered and then the doctor cane up. "We need to treat your wounds." he said looking at Secari seriously.

Alzeid sood up and smiled at her, "I love you too." he said as he walked over and wished to touch her. This was her word though and only she could make things happen it seemed. "and maybe if you think about ocming back you will or something. Or how ever you are making all of this grow." he said as he looked at her.

amy looked at the doctor and nodded, trying to figure out how she could leave him. she turned back to secari and kissed him as gentle as her lips could and she backed out of him. "you better get better. fast." she warned seriously.

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Raven smiled. "I want to make you whole here, but you are also on earth. That would be unfair to completely take you from there." She told him, then an idea popped into her head. "Maybe I could shut this world down. Just like I had my physical mind... I should be bounced back. or lost.." Raven said muttering the last part and looking away. "Should I try it?" She asked him, wondering what he thought of it.

Alzeid looked at her and smiled, "I dont know but I will be here every step of the way. if your are lost then I will become lost with you. So go ahead and try if you want." he said as he looked at her.

Raven thought about it. Then shook her head. "...I think I will kick you out and try it." She said with a smile, walking closer to him to kiss him on the lips. Knowing they both could not feel it, Raven still lined it up just right. Holding for a few seconds before breaking. The white behind her started to shatter like glass, as Raven pushed Alzeid from her mind and out.

Alzeid fell out of her and onto the ground. He quickly got up and took her hand into his and hoped that she would be okay for if she wasn't he would be lost without her.

Raven looked around as the entire space shattered into nothingness. Sending her into total darkness. The feeling of someone holding her hand though started to wake her. Raven slowly opened her eyes, though it seemed as the light entered them, more and more pain entered her head. Giving her a massive headache already. Alzeid was sitting right there though, waiting for her. "Hey.." Raven said, trying to lean up, but gave in and decided to just lay back.

Alzeid smiled at her and kissed her gently. "welcome back." he said as he smiled at her and kept her hand in his. he had been so afraid that he would lose her and now he would stay by her side from now on.

Raven reached up and stroked his cheek. Feeling the real him next to her now. "How are you feeling?" Raven asked him. Knowing he had been merging with her a lot. Normally merging with other humans or elves made him very sick. At least Raven remembered the last time he tried to.