HIM attracts no-one people take one look at HIM and scarper

Oh HIM...

Pff job hunt still going horrible... I wish my parents would give me a loan so I can get a computer and get my business started.

OOH >(
The Postal services are mean!

HIM's on the bin tomorrow

Star wants her mummaaaay
:cry:

HIM isn't your mummeh but HIM is here

~huggles HIM~
Stupid postal people telling her to stay in today to receive her package means she's not been able to see me like she promised :(
But she's still coming later on, but I'd hoped to spend most of the day with her :(

*Cuddles the Star*


HIM WANTS A FLYING SHARK

I want a flying car...Don't see that happen yet.

They be on pre-order til 14th of octemmber. I Want One Of Those torments me with it's video of the shark in action.

Mummy's staying the night :heart:

HIM's mummeh is sat opposite HIM

Star's Mummy is sat beside Star
:heart:
Star's missed her mummy

Home
Now
I'm sick of asking
I'm demanding now
I want to go home.

How about HIM comes to you ?

How about Star learning to deal with it? It seems harsh, but you're acting like a four year old who has their first day at school. Try to avoid seeing the downsides and start seeing the upsides. There is no one who tells you what you need to do. You can manage your own time. PARTEH! WHOOOO! You don't have to kick people home because someone tells you to. Oh and did I mention parties yet? AAAAND private times.

I'd kill to get a home for myself, seriously.

UH, no I'm sorry, I'm not you
I don't like parties, drinking, clubs, all that crap.
I actually LIKE my family
unlike you who can't seem to stop bitching about yours.
I have NEVER been away from my parents before so i'm sorry if i'm taking this bad but do not preach to me like you know me, every thing about me, and all that crap, because you don't
Yes I may be acting like a 4 year old but that's because I think this a a fucking mistake. I don't think I should be at university.
The rest of the people in the class have ideas popping out of their heads and crap like that whilst i'm sat drawing on my paper.
I don't KNOW what the fuck i want to do with my life, i'm hate to say it but some people actually DON'T have their freaking lives planned out by the age of 17 or whatever
I have really bad Anxiety so this is testing me no end! so WHOOPS! SORRY I thought my online friends might be a little more supportive as did I mention, I HAVE NO ONE HERE TO FUCKING TALK TO!
so don't you god damned DARE get all up on your high horse and talk down to me because you don't know the first fucking thing about me

Well, I've picked a terrible time to come home early.

I find it hard to just say things like "Aww, I'm soooo sorry *hugs*" because that's just words. Actions get things fixed and you have to take them yourself. I try to give advice in the most constructive way possible but sometimes I get the impression you think I'm trying to attack you when I want to help.

I love my family and I live away from home. Everyone is different and personal attacks are uncalled for under any situation.

I'm sorry Kat...
Normally, I'd let people walk all over me, but I just can't do that right now, I've had enough and I'm saying what I feel.
If that results in a personal attack, i'm sorry, but I said it
for Too long people have just used me a welcome mat, and I'm fed up right now.
Yes, I'm easy to manipulate and push around but at the moment, Someone who doesn't know the first thing about me telling me what I should and shouldn't be doing is enough.
Yes I'm going to say things that are wrong, yes, I might offend people at this point in time
but everyone has their limits, and this is mine.
How many times have I sat in this thread and been nothing but nice to people when they come in bitching and whining about their problems
but now I've got an issue, I'm being slammed into the wall about it.
That's not fair, because right now, I need comfort, and I'm not getting that ANYWHERE.
I'm fragile and at the moment I'm breaking apart, I'm not used to this and I don't like it, I just need SOMEONE or SOMETHING to hold me together and silly me, I thought that might have been MY thread on mene.

Whoah, stop the cursing. No need for that, Miss-Everything-Is-Wrong-With-Me-And-I'm-Remi.
First of all, who says I meant parties as in drinking? I sure didn't. I don't like clubs either and I hardly drink alcohol and when I do it's just 3 small glasses of lager. A party could just be gaming or watching movies, listening to music and generally having fun.

I do like my parents, though I matured a bit faster than they had hoped and they need to adjust. Heck if I got the oppertunity to move out, I'd do so, because then I can truely grow as an adult and so can you.

You need to learn to let go of your fears and confront your monsters. It's no shame that some people have idea's all the time and you don't. You're still learning. Stop comparing yourself to other art students. If you do that, you'll never become better and you'll never get rid of your blocks. Instead of moping, ask them if they can help you finding idea's. People who study art aren't that scary, some might be snobby, but a lot might actually help you.

And if you have Anxiety, go see a doctor to help you find some new friends, because you're too damn scared to open yourself to new things and LEARN.
You don't sound scared when you go to doll meets, getting new friends is just like a doll meet, only you don't know what the other person's interests are and neither do they know of you.
So stop hating and pitying yourself, because you're not worth that.

And I never said I know you, because I don't. To me you seem like a girl who wants to meet the world, but is just too damn scared and needs a little push in the right direction.But hey I might be wrong. Stop locking yourself up and go out, have a lemonade at a pub or something and loosen up.

for Too long people have just used me a welcome mat, and I'm fed up right now.

This, right there deserves a medal.

I don't understand half of the crap you say
who or what the fuck is a Remi?

So what If I'm shy, and I tend to keep to myself, I hate making the first move.
Say whatever you want, but I blame the bullying.
I'd give ANYTHING to be the little girl I used to be, but she's not coming back and I'm this wreck of a human being at the moment, so deal with it.

I am not going to see a doctor, I hate crowded areas, this is nothing like a Doll meet!
FOR STARTERS!
At a doll meet, there's a common interest
the God Damned Dolls.
This illustration course? nope. Nothing in common. there is no one thing connecting us all together. NOT to mention, the fact that with a Doll Meet. you get to talk to the people before you meet them.

Secondly, Have you SEEN students at freshers week and the beginning of term?
They're hung over practically Every.Single.Night.
ANY form of hanging out will involve Alcohol.
One girl was bitching abut her room mate not drinking for religious reasons and was planning on spiking her Fucking DRINK!
and people AGREEING WITH HER!

I don't Give a crap what you think i should do.
because frankly, I'm not gonna do it regardless.
all I wanted was a little bit of holding together today. Feeling Particularly fragile because my Mum's left again so now i'm back on my own.
people deal with things in different ways, and this is mine!
so Up yours really.
I don't care anymore.

Gawd, those people sound horrible, honestly. What the crap, where's the respect where you are?
I'm not going to ask if you've tried to make a connection, because that's futile. And I'm not going to give you my bully story either, because you'll say I'm getting on my high horse again, so.... I'm done.

Honestly: best of luck there.
And good bye, for I won't be coming into this thread any longer.
Reason: It seems I'm not needed or even wanted. And no this is not just about this little disagreement.

Good riddance

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took you long enough to realise...

woah, let's everyone breath!
no body pick on Star in her own thread.
this is the place she feels safe for God's sake!!!!!
she is having a hard time adjusting and that is okay.
everyone has a difficult time when they first leave home, some can hide it and others feel paralyzed.
Star is one who can barely survive.
she will survive *because we will be here for her with love and understanding* but let her express herself while she survives!