aaah, I don't know why I didn't see the spoiler bar

how are ya, zea?

what are ya'll talking about?

Zeap - Oh, and I don't really know what made me think you where a guy.. I just.. I donno. I tend to make the assumption most people I interact with over the Internets are male. So unless I'm given a clear hint thats what I go with... Never trust an Avatar! Look at facade for example.

Its very possible the the first will all ways be the best Kat. Those kinds of things its difficult to take in more then you did when you first experienced it.

No problem, Woody.

[Kat] I'm good thanks, just a little sad :/
We're talking about the charity art contest.

[Soda] True, true xD

I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you sad, :(

I'm.. I'm... I'm bad with genders I guess?

Zeapear - Here have a balloon... Makes you feel better!

noooo!! a sad zea?!!! *huggle* not good!

yeah, I still might go again next year.

You didn't make me sad, I thought it was funny xD

-huggles Kat- .... ; -;

They are all so cute!!

Why are you sad Zea?

Kat: I can understand. I mean, you will take away something completely different, even if it's not as profound and altering as the first trip. It's still cool to do and experience :3

^_^ Why so sad Zeap?

so my prismatic llama just became a muppet!

A muppet?? Ooooh make him DANCE!!!

*goes too look at the charity* you people make me curious.

A muppet??? I want to see Linn!! lol

i have to finish his stomach and his hands then i'm done

Hormones... -shrugs and prepares to unload- There are these two guys in my class that I have pretty big crushes on, they're the 'popular' boys and almost everyone likes them, except my best friend. I'm not that great looking and I'm not feminine or... Appealing. My friend is really pretty and athletic and so on, she already has an online boyfriend but I think one of the boys likes her... It makes me kinda sad ; ~; I know It's really shallow and stupid of me...

:3 Sounds cute though... I mean, it has to be cause he's a muppet now


Aw. Don't worry about it too much Zea. If she is uninterested, then nothing will happen at least. It's alright to be a bit jealous of your friend, so long as you don't forget all your good qualities..... Oh man, did I just make that sound like the feel good sappy talk??? Oy. Point is, it takes a while to grow in/ be comfortable with your own skin.

it's not shallow or stupid of you, zeap... i think we all went through that before

[Woody] I guess so, I'm trying to ignore it and so far It's working...

[Linn] Aw, thanks <3 :hug:

^^What Linn said.

I still get a bit envious of some of my friends if they get attention.... I mean, it's silly, because I'm sure most of the attention comes from creepers BUT everyone feels that way sometimes.

:hug: that's not stupid of zea. that's normal. :yes: you'll get over it all and things like that tend to work out so long as someone doesn't do something overly stupid. *awful advice giver*

Awe Zeapear ^^

You know 90% of attractiveness is confidence. Being girly or.. Attractive by your own standards doesnt really matter. Think of it this way, we are our own worst critics. We see negative things in ourselves that others do not see.. First step you should see if you can talk to either of them casually, or both. Find out if you have things in common, try to do things together socially (not romantically) and you may be on your way to acquiring a awesome catch.

About your friend, like woody said, if she's not interested there's no worries at all. (Gah people are posting so fast so I'll just hit post to!)

[Woody] Yeah, I guess I'm still just getting puberfied, so It should all work out eventually xD

[Kat] No, I think that's good advice xD

[Soda] Thanks <3 I'm not really going to pursue it though... I'm just jealous of my friend (I know that sounds really bad...) also, whenever I try to talk to him I panic xD

Oh, and Linn, this is the boy who gave me a high five :3

edit: I'm probably also imagining that he likes her xD It'd be like me to do that...

really, zea?

oh, its so true that we all see negatives when it comes to yourself (unless your an overly smug annoying person)! its awful, but we learn slowly.....I think. I'm still working on it myself.

ahhhh i remember that.... yea that makes it a bit tricky... does your friend know that you like him?

really, zea?

oh, its so true that we all see negatives when it comes to yourself (unless your an overly smug annoying person)! its awful, but we learn slowly.....I think. I'm still working on it myself.