I think my art is always cute. I don't try though.
I suppose that makes sense. it's bad to force things, but maybe just a little? tell yourself to work just a little. when it gets too much like forcing you can stop and try again the next day or week.

I don't know. I do believe that you can love someone, even become intimate with, in the right circumstance even if it's against your sexuality. people are more adaptable than we tend to think. of course this would seem more likely in young people who are not set in their ways.
there was something in a tv show though where something was mentioned about women becoming lesbian after an oppressive relationship because they wanted the softness and understanding that another woman could give. but after that need wore off, they would go back to being straight.

a twist huh? hadn't thought of it as a twist because I think people naturally expect a happy ending especially if there is love involved, but I might use that. thanks. and the father was nuts from the start. he's an abusive bastard.

Yeah, it is cute.. unless it's pain and then it does what it wants sometimes *shudders*
Well, I might just go with more ideas. Sometimes I don't like to go bakwards, and just want to keep moving forward so the sketches get pushed to teh wayside and moved over so that more art can be created.

I suppose young people are the most flexible. THough there were these two grown women that I worked with that one eneded up leaving her husband to be with this other woman and she also left her 2 kids... so... things happen I guess. Like, fried green tomatoes? I wrote that before I read that next part >.>

Well, I was expecting something more along the lines of romeo and juliet, so you come to expect stories like that to end with someone dying and being unhappy, where people didn't learn that they were wrong until it was too late. Like the father. And the one guy is named Julian... the male version of Juliette? :P

pain? what's pain?? XD
but you only really improve by finishing things.

things like that do happen yes? I feel like I should get the fried green tomatoes, but I don't.

romeo and juliet? I like that actually. I guess Julian is the male version of that name, but I never realized it. You're giving me good stuff to work with. I'll be real set to write when november comes around!

I know. I know. I should. Maybe I will do something today. The spider man sketch is calling out to be completed. :P

Fried green tomatoes is a movie. It's a really good movie actually. I liked it. I'd watch it again. :P Or.. I think I will watch the rescuers and the rescuers down under today XD

Bwahaha. I guess outside ideas can come in handy sometimes. :P I like that you're not going that traditional way though. I still see it as a twist XD

go draw!! *cheers*

what's it about? I know I know, but I don't remember. omg, I haven't seen the rescuers movies in forever. I always liked the down under one.

I live for plot twists. usually my twist is a happy story going dark in the last page and just ending like.....~creeeeepy city wtf?~

Yes, draw. I am a mid-day draw-er though. So it'll be a bit. I tried to sleep in today, despite having gone to bed at 2 am, I ended up awake at 7:45 T^T Doomed.

It's about uhm, well a woman who is in an abusive relationship and this one girl who has always been a wild one who eventually end up living together after the one who is married is beaten and then they end up killing the husband and cooking him up but they never tell anyone O_O I love the down under one too! So coool! I always wanted a huge eagle to ride around on after seeing that movie!!

That's just mean! I mean, seriously.. cause they are like, oh yea, close to the end, they are gonna be fine and then, BAM! Darkness and stuff and no more happy.

wait, what time is it for you? sounds like you need to sleep more. I'd be drinking coffee and miserable if that sleep schedule was mine.

ah yes. now it's sounding familiar. reminds me of that Dixie Chic song "earl had to die". which is hilarious as all get out.
they fly on an albatross in the first movie though right? I always through the albatross was cool!!

*giggles* that's my brand of evil. I've done it in a lot of stories now, included the one I recently sent into a contest.

it's 9:40 Am now. Been up for 2 hours. I'm not really tired though. i think if I go back to bed now I'll just get a headache. Though I do feel cold. Prolly just a shower will help with that. I can't really drink coffee anymore. No caffeine. Well, I'm not at the point where I really need it. I'm just happy :)

Yeah, the mice are on the albatross. He's funny. But I mean the eagle in the second one, the golden eagle and how come that eagle doesnt' talk to the mice, or do things not deem it appropriate to converse with their food? Oh, and I love the little lizard guy!

That is pure evil. =.= I always gauge the ending with the remaining number of pages and kind of try to get a feel for it without actually looking.

I intend to sleep in till 11:30 or so. that's when my alarm usually goes off. ah yes, no coffee for zephi. a shower sounds nice. I didn't take one tonight.

I don't remember the eagle, but I've loved golden eagles since I was a kid, so maybe that eagle is why?

well, I try to drop some hints. but I like to leave it so that you don't know if you'll get the happy or the sad ending. But I think it's really satisfying to end things on a dark note.

I think I might go and do that actually. Really soon.

You don't remember the eagle? It was like, the main point of the story. That and the kid was trying to save the eagle so he was getting in trouble with the poacher. But really... Marihoote. The eagle. lol

Is it really? I've never done that before. Then again, I've still not really finished any decently long stories so I don't have to worry about the endings.

good idea.

aw. it's coming back to me some. but I don't really remember the movies. I only ever saw them a few times. I more of just remember liking them.

well, it is to me, but I'm weird and we all know it. I think the ending is the most important and I love endings. it's why i hate what I'm writing for class now. I don't know what to do with the ending. I'm only half way through maybe.

I liked the kangaroo in the down under movie better. Though he had a really small part and was just one of the poached animals in with the lizard that eventually broke out of his cage using his tail to pick the lock XD

Oh, what is it that you have to write for your class?

Zephi and Kat <33

How the heck are ye?!

Lavi lavi ^^ ohemgee, I'm good ^^ Was getting ready to go to bed, so I thought I'd stop in here before then and see what was crak-a-lackin :P

What's new with you?

Well glad i caught you before you go then! Have i missed much in the awesome life of Zeph while i was gone? xD

Im good too, just looking after my cold ridden family (why i haven't caught it yet i'll never know) :P

Of course. Every day is an adventure and every night is uhm... an epic time of fighting with the blankets between being too hot and too covered or being too uncovered and freezing. Darn weather! School soon, spent a month in the woods.. training... real hush hush stuff... got back, got pregnant, saw a cervix up close and personal, red deer as well (you can nearly drive under them they are so huge), chased off theives, caught a hedgehog, let it go the next day, had knee surgery, got better, regressed, started physical therapy again, going to frankensteins castle for halloween... etc.. etc... you know. the usual *sips tea non-chalantly* How about you dear? Glad to hear that you're not sick at least XD

oh my, sounds like a busy time you've had!

And pregnant? =o

To be honest mine has lacked massively haha. Lookin for work, finding work, not working anymore. gettin a boyfriend, splitting with boyfriend, and now it's mostly spent with my head in a book and looking after mother! xD

Things happen. Either they happen on their own or you make them happen. How better to be alive then to live. Oh yea, and I've decided on a half sleeve for my left arm and something for my right thigh.. muahhaha...

Aww, well you've really had a busy time as well :( Sounds like, it was the best of times, it was the worst of times, sometimes you get knocked down, but you get up again, cause can't ever let anything keep you down XD Maybe you should come here... I've just picked up a runny nose from somewhere! ugh... You're sickness proof :D

Hi guys!

Zeph! Pregnant! That's really great!
(I hope)

*falls asleep* but in reality I need to go grocery shopping.
so, what's up guys?

hey, ladycakes
i'm cold, eating chocolate covered almonds and working on some arts!
what's up wiffchoo?

that sounds nice. I want to nap, but I need to go to a poetry reading i less than an hour.

are you going to read any poetry yourself?

no. it's someone who came to the school. he's a slovanian poet. he talked to my class earlier today.

I'm going now. bye.

have fun, yo