that's ok donal! just have issues over here. :P but i'll be fine.

what issues, llonka?

oh self image ones again. :P i get to where i question myself... like if i'm really pretty and what i need to do to change myself. or if i'm good enough for hubby.

Psht. He's lucky to have you, llonka! D:<

i know, i just get like that sometimes. :P

Well you should remind yourself that he's lucky to have you. Put a mirror over his side of the bed with the words "You're the lucky one" on it XD

haha that'd be cute. i dunno i've just felt kinda down lately. :(

Why llonka :( Don't be down.. do cool craft stuff instead. Damn Pintrest gave me a million ideas and I have no craft store XD

hai gaiz! :3

OMG... O_O Is that a Dia I see? :glomp: Why hello sexy pants, how have you been?

Haha, yea I crawled out of the sewers of Hell to make my Mene run this morning.

I've been great!! Deciding what I want to do today... how are you ;)

Moping about XD Hubby just flew out to AMERICA today. Doesn't come back til August 27th or so. I couldn't get time off so he gets to spend time with the kids (lucky) I have knee surgery on tuesday but I'm about to make some ramen and watch some hulu XD

Hell has sewers? That's good to know. Any turtles down there? :D

i dunno. *hides in the corner*

One of the Ninja Turtles died and he's here :D And of COURSE it was sewers!! Demons need to go to the bathroom, too!

You don't see him until August?! Oh my goodness, how do you do it?! I remember being long distance and I would cry when Richard left me :( You must be magic, thats the only explaination.

Good luck on your knee surgery :heart: how long until you recover??

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HAI LLONKA!! :3

Don't HID llonka! I hear that when you spread out, and physically take up more room like an asshole would do, you actually FEEL more confident O_O crazy huh?

Was it Raph!? If it was, I'm totally going there. Or Mike. 2.5 months will suck. Lots of LOOOOOONG showers ;)

Well, they say 4-6 months til I can run again :)

i suppose. just feeling ugly i guess. :(

hope your surgery goes well zephi.

So not true. Glomp on Dia then ;)

XD

thanks llonkie :)

RAPH WAS MY FAVOURITE!!!!!!!!!! <3

llonka, you're not ugly :heart: I don't know why you would ever think that-- did your hubby say something to you or something??

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My boyfriend told me I was fat and I just verbally punched him in the nuts. Be happy with who you are, thats what matters :D

not really. i asked him what he thought of my hair, well i don't know how the subject came up, but anyways i've dyed it a reddish blonde color and in a round about way he's said he doesnt like it. he "doesn't like red hair".

and i'm feeling blah because i'm not losing wieght in my face like i thought i would. i know it takes time. i know i should be doing things for myself but i can't help but want to please hubby. :cry:

and i think a lot of it is i don't get enough attention. i give all my attention out to the boys and hubby and don't ever really get anything in return.

Raph is a sexy turtle XD

If he said something, I'd have to hurt him. :| That's just stupid if he did. YOU GAVE HIM TWO AMAZING BOYS.

Ah... my hubby doesn't like blondes >.> So I don't dye it that color... OMG llonka! BE GLAD! I want to gain weight in my face! I WAS JUST THINKIN THAT. It amkes you look younger. SERIOUS. He should want to please you as well.

You guys need a date night. Like.. set it up, once a week, or once every two weeks. Don't even have to go out, just maybe go to the back yard at night and relax just you and him. It could be SOOOOOO cool. Llonka I wish I was there! I'd host a date night for you <3

*Jumps into thread* BOOBIES!!! *huggles everyone*
How are my lovelies today?

Boobies everywhere ^^

You shouldn't want to please him so badly that you compromise who you want to be. Richard likes long hair, mine is insanely short. He likes thin bitches, I'm huge. The fact is, though, that he loves me. And your husband loves you dearly! It shouldn't matter what his ideal woman is, because you're everything to him anyway. No one is physically perfect, you know.

And losing weight takes time, but you'll get there ;) But do it for YOU, not your husband.

Definitely do it for you.

On a side note, short hair is hot and sexy <3

My short hair gets all the bitches.