*snugs up tight* Good night, beauty... and good night, threaddu. <3

Am I part of the beautiful ladies of Mene now? 8DDD;;
Lulz~ xDD;; <3<3

-noms on Cryssu- I was around and got m ine, thank you verymuch. :points to 'em saved in her commissions folder:

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Page two nudge.

Come buy Cryssu and Matt-chu's pretty little cookies and packets~

owo; Annachu denies the beautiful.

/leaves labushock landmines

*nurses stomachache anxiously, waiting to shower before mom's birthday dinner* I suck...

Ryl, Ise, Anna: Of course you're all part of the beauties of Mene. ;DD <333

Iseh: *snuggle* You're the only one. ;~;

You do not -3- :bops:

Nnnhhh... I feel too anxious today. It won't go away.

You see this, by the way? I was proud of it yesterday but now I hate it. .-. Cherry Flavored Antacid by ~PetulantReflection on deviantART

Edit as of 2:27PM EST: Okay... So, some really insensitive things have me crying. I think it's time to just close thread and refund gold...

Or just hide behind the painting for a while...

Why are you anxious, luff? Particularly bad dreams?

Nuh, I hadn't seen yet. I like~ You definitely pushed yourself, I can see you improving so much lately. <3 Why hate it now? D8

Mew? At home? :cuddles:

Yeah, that's part of it... Nightmares every night, several times a night... But I've been in an increasingly bad way since just before mom's heart attack and it doesn't seem to improve. I'm always tired. There's drama here nonstop, Matt has maybe an hour of time for me every day if I'm lucky... Then there's this...

http://www.menewsha.com/forum/1766476913-post375.html

Sankyuu. <3 I did. But iunno, I keep seeing flaws and going, 'rawr, why did I think this was so good? DX This needs fixed, and this...'

Yeah... For whatever reason when I went upstairs, my grandmother was here for mom's birthday and there was a scale sitting in the center of the room. They said I had to weigh myself as everyone else had.

And sure enough, as I've always insisted, I weighed the least amount, by a lot. And my mom goes, 'funny, cause you look so much bigger than Sam', 'thanks, mom....' 'no, you're built differently, you're shape is different, you just carry things heavier, yaddah' 'yeah, I got it... *walks downstairs as her sisters are incredulous at her weight, believing it to be a lie*'

I've maintained this weight for a good eight years, not counting the fact recently I gained 15 lbs over a few months from stress, then lost it ALL in UNDER A WEEK because I stopped eating in anxiety.

When you take my shirt off, you see my ribs very clearly. But I'm always called fat.

<_< :waddles onto MSN about stuff:

*snuggles Iseh affectionately*

-3- You just need some realistic commentary on the matter, bah. What are friends for?

Eating? *loving nom*

Oh, oh... XD I dreamt I got a valentine from you. <3

xD; I don't taste good, I swear!

xD; I'm.. so terrible about giving those out. Guh.

You always say that. >:

It said you looooved me. And had some silly doodles. XD And I was all, 'yay <33'.

'Cause I don't? D8

xD Because I do luff thee~ I just... haven't been doodling again lately. :ears wilt:

How do I know if I don't try? I should just lick your cheek as greeting some day.

You better. You've been too busy hiding from that stalker that keeps calling you and hanging up. But it's just me. D:

Dx; Nuuuuu. Jace does that just to bug the crap out of me, the prat.

u.u No, my stalker and tormentor has been depression and lack of motivation. If I wasn't so busy running I'd answer my phone calls.

I like to do it to Matt. XD Wait until he's minding his own business and lick his forehead because it's so cold.

Let's run together. We can take turns carrying each other. <3

*wrinkles face up and rubs forehead, just imagining it* Gahh, so many sneak forehead lick attacks. DD: Apparently it's the only part of me that's smooth and hairless. D:

>3 Mwehehe.

I hate it when you get me back, though. D:

xD I see Matt shares my plight. Jace does it straight up the side of my cheek. Slobber, eew.

We shall~ But you already have a wife and a husband-to-be. What shall the world think of us? D8

Iseh: Pssh, he instigates.

That we are poly-amorous and they're jealous of our happiness!

Oof, I meant to play some fangirls and upgrade my stuffs by now, but as you can see I have failed. :lol:

Can I name them anyway? If so, can we call the boy Gustaf and the girl Carmelita? :heart:

I'll check back in a while ~ have some writing to do. Bleh.

LOL, they're at stage one, so they can still be named. <3

I may or may not randomly update people's stages from time to time... :ninja: Because I feel bad otherwise. I like making people happy. XD

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