lol I think she was talking about a microchip~ XD

Hello, hello, Ceri! I didn't realise you had a thread this event. xD

Kent, I guess that. XD but I think Sasa got bored of my acting....
*sad*

Thank you for upgrading my stuffs, darlin' :heart:

Thank you for making the announcement, Matt. :heart:

Had a lot of RL stuff come up unexpectedly, but now I am finishing these stages to deliver! >D

Suona: xD Aww. At least your dog would close the doors if she could, I bet?

Yeah it is. >[email protected]; We had one that wouldn't stop breaking in all summer because she discovered she could knock down our screen door (It's not sliding, it's just this big wall of screen you have to manually set).

And not long ago my tom cat decided to be tough and got into a fight with a bigger cat. It ended in a vet visit. =/ He has a small hole in his third eyelid that will be there forever. Big dummy.

Ahh. X3 I have a golden doodle who lives at my dads. :heart: Big ol' thing. @[email protected] Very affectionate and playful, but she's twice my weight so she knocks me over a lot.

Aww, poor bunny. T___T I'm glad it didn't end up as snake chow. I'm afraid to feed Matt's snake. XD I love Lucile, but I don't ahve the hard to give her baby mice, since I've owned many hamsters and had a rabbit as a kid.

Hey Meave and Sasa! <33 Now I want chips. :drool:

Kent: I think you're right. XD

Iro: ! <3 Long time no see! I meant to pop into your shop but I keep forgetting. :gonk: :heart: I hope you've been well!

BellyButton: It was my pleasure. X3 I appreciate the company.

I'm doing okay, I hope you are too. xD

No worries about that. I understand being busy. :D

I've been better. XD A lot of bad stuff happened here, but today I'm okay. ^^ Glad to hear you are, too. <3

Yeah. >[email protected] Between taking my cat to the vet, wedding planning, and my mom having a heart attack, it's a wonder I don't forget my own head. XD

Edit as of 6:08PM EST: Ugh, Why is nothing going right with this art? D:

Edit as of 6:56 PM EST: *head/desk* So frustrated.

lol You can do it! I believe in you! >:D <333

Your pets don't want to cooperate. They say, 'no, we're tired of being drawn, let us sleep!' naughty pets. :gonk:

lol Show them who's the boss! D< They're not allowed to be uncooperative! :illgetu:

That's right, they're not! T____T *shakes fist at them*

I think I'm just very tired. z_z; I can't seem to feel rested the last couple days, and I was up half the night coughing. But it doesn't feel like a cold. Maybe allergies because there's some lilies in vase upstairs.

Maybe you should take a quick nap and get back to them afterwards? o 3o

Nah, it wouldn't help. Plus I've only been out of bed for about five-six hours today. I just need to regulate my sleep schedule.

Matt will be here on the 25th, so that will help. :heart: ....Aaand then make it worse like it always does. Lol. xD

My insomnia is so bad that if Matt doesn't put me to sleep I stay up to 8am or later. @[email protected]

When he's here on the other hand, even cuddling watching a movie IN A THEATRE I start to fall asleep from snuggling and feeling safe. So when he can't be here to put me to sleep he talks to me over webcam until I calm down. In bed is where I do all my thinking, so I have anxiety attacks a lot when I should be sleeping. z__z

But when he leaves I tend to not sleep at all for days because I'm so sad. It's silly being me.

In the past, I remember thinking a lot before going to bed. I'd end up going to bed pretty late. X3 So, I understand~ It's not silly at all. <3

Lol, it's not on purpose at least. it's like, you're trying to sleep, so you start thinking about your sleeping, so of course you can't. So I try to clear my head and the more I try the more random thoughts pop in my head like, 'did I feed the cat?', to 'will Matt and I own a car in the next year/will I ever go to college like I planned?'

@[email protected];; Last night I was so, so happy about moving out and suddenly started crying because I realized I wouldn't see my family any more. Most people go to college, so they get used to being away from home, but I've never been away for more than two weeks before.

lol Yeah, I remember~ XD It seems to go on forever. I try to just be optimistic~ ; w;

That's one reason why I want an apartment that's near my parent's house or near a bus stop that has a bus that can take me near my parent's house~ X3 I don't think I've ever been away from my parents. o 3o

I count or sing a song in my head over and over. It's the only thing I've found that works. Usually I sing the letters of the alphabet over and over. oO

I want to live near home, but there's just no work here. It's a very small town, and all the animation studios are in the big city. But I really don't want to move. vv

Especially when I'm watching Criminal Minds right now. X____x I love this show, but it leaves me so terrified to live city life.

lol That's cute~ XD

Ah, I see. o 3o I live thirty minutes away from the city and I don't think it's too bad here. But I sorta just wanna live in the city while I go to college 'cause I hate taking the bus and I don't want to learn how to drive/get a driver's license. XD Have you guys already bought a place to stay? Maybe you can live in the outskirts? How far away is your small town from the big city? O:

lol City life is a little intimidating. X3 But I guess it depends on what part of the city you live in.

Don't you think it's weird? XD

And well, my town is two hours from the city we need to work in, so we want to live somewhere inbetween. I definitely want to be on some safer outskirts if we can find a place. We've been apartment hunting, but haven't settled yet. We won't be getting the apartment until May, and that's only if Matt can land a job, I think. >[email protected];

Well, I have a social disorder. It's one of many health reasons that prevented me from graduating or working a job. >[email protected] I become anxious around large crowds, even if I know them. So even classrooms make me a bit nervous if I don't have a friend sitting with me to keep me soothed. It developed when i became really sick from the other health problems and was missing class... I'd come back and be bullied very harshly by students and teachers.

heyow guys! what's up!

Hello there. ^^; Not a lot I suppose... Yourself?

Edit as of 9:12PM EST: Errr... Yes. Some people draw what they feel.

@Cryssu - lol A little, but it's cute too~ X3

Wow, that's pretty far. O: Welp, I hope you find something perfect~ ;D

Awws, that sucks. D: So it's an anxiety disorder? I hear that happens a lot when you have lots of health problems. D: I don't understand why you'd be bullied for that. ; x; Some people are so weird.

Edit: lol Cute! XD If only~ ; w;

*pets her doodle* It's okay, self. D: It's the tablet's fault, not us. Not us.

Kentu: 8D So long as it's cute.

Yeah. @[email protected]; I live in what is called 'cottage country'. I don't understand why, though. My grandparents have a cottage, and it's three hours north of here. :roll: And in real cottage country, where the mountains outnumber the people. It annoys me for people to call a well populated city a tourist trap, but I realize that almost our entire economy is based on tourism. The town has festivals every few weekends, and when the weather is poor the entire city suffers financially.

Yeah, it's an anxiety disorder. I've had severe anxiety and depression since before I hit puberty because of a poor home life (mostly due to living well below the poverty line, and living with people who have problems getting along). As I got older I kept getting sicker. Stomach diseases here (I have several of these T__T), new allergies, poor immune system so I was always coming down with severe infections (strep throat, bronchitis, pneumonia, etc), along with a cancerous menstrual cycle.

There were days where I aws either too sick or too sad to even wake. I would sleep for sixteen hours and still wake up in crippling pain so bad I couldn't walk.

As I got older, I just became sicker and sicker, so I was at the point where I would only go to school maybe once a week, and spent all my time in hospitals. The more school I missed, the more my mom fought with me, the more stressed I became, the more sick. It was an awful cycle.

When i would get to school, some teachers would be supportive because I brought the doctor's notes and would discuss my problems in private, but most believed me to be faking. They'd say no one in history did as poorly as me.

I got by, I maintained good grades, but eventually all my friends surpassed me and I had no one to work with. I knew no one, and the other students looked down on me for being older and still in their coarse. I was very, very often accused of being a drug addict if I did show up because my eyes would be red (I rarely to never slept in high school AT ALL).

I had one teacher pull me aside and humiliate me in front of the classroom because she believed me to be a terrible faker on a day I was very dizzy, she cursed me up and down and everything. I threw up all over the washroom as a I result, and she kicked me out of her coarse.

Eventually I was so frightened of everyone's accusations I would begin hyperventilating on my way to school. Often I even vomited or coughed up blood.

Under doctor and guidance councilors orders I finally had to drop out. vov

My health and stress improved exponentially, but I'm told it will never really be better.

Originally Posted by Ise

Lol, that was the point of our avis. ^^

I SOOO knew that! >.> <.< >.> ... not. XP

Originally Posted by Ceridwen_Crystaline Ikoda

Arikana: Uh... Dragonball Z? X'D

I didn't actually watch any today. >[email protected] So you'll have to keep me posted with awesome facts. XD

And to be honest, I like the law shows too. XD I can only watch so much Olympics a day, lol.

Yep, i'm cloning Ise. :3

Never watched it before. Sorry. D:

D: Tsk, tsk! D:
Where's your Olympic spirit, Crys? D:<
Don't make me make Murchu punish you! >.> <.< >.>
And we have two gold since yesterday! 8D Yay! <3

I hate most law shows.. I only like Sue Thomas F.B.Eye. :3 Even if the episodes normally shown on CTV are repeats since the series ended like 3-4 years ago. D:

You're cloning Ise, or she's cloning you? >.> <.< >.> ;D

*cranks up Flobots, clearing out negative thoughts with productive ones* Le sigh. I'm going to reimburse everyone for these pets in a bit. Just make them free as they'll be so late.

Arikana: Lol, a bit before your time? You're like four years younger than me. >O>; My sisters are six and seven years younger, so they don't really remember much more than what they watched with me.

We only own one tv? XD; So, uh. Can't watch them if no one else wants to.

Ah, i love law shows, but I'm a bit sick of there constantly being new ones. -.- Most of them suck now adays so I really only keep up with Criminal Minds. I'm not a tv person.

I'm the clone, she had her avy a good few hours first. XD