She doesn't want me to get the tattoo now (because she made me move back home and now because I don't have a job yet she wants to kick me out and will do so if I don't have a job by the 31rst) so by making the choice to get it anyway I will disappoint her...

It used to hurt a lot when I disappointed her but then I grew up and realized that no matter what I do I will always be a disappointment because I just don't want what she wants for me so in a way I don't mind anymore (I'm trying to lie to myself.. it still hurts)

But we've already paid for part of it and it's a dream that I've had since I was a little kid.. So for once I would like to have once of my dreams finally come true..

Yeah, sometimes it doesn't matter how hard you try, it's not going to be enough for someone else. And that isn't fair. :( *hugs*

*Hugs* I mean during spring break (3 WEEKS ago) she was fine with taking me and everything and she waited til THIS WEEKEND to tell me she thought it was a poor decision and wasn't going to take me...

So I am having my friends Mom take me *hopefully*

:/ Seems to me that she should have thought it through more if she was going to change her mind on if she thought you should get it.

I am doing alright Liz.

Sindi how are you? Welcome to my thread.

She only changed her mind because she's unsure about whether or not she is gonna let me live here...

Thank you Kirin <3 I am doing alright
just hoping tomorow goes as planned

or there's gonna be a grumpy sin online tomorow night lol

Oh? Well then I hope things go good for you tomorrow.

Thank you bunches
and thanks for letting me vent in your thread heheh *blush*

I haven't read back... though I won't make you repeat it.

Good to hear, Kirin.

And Sin, I hope you get the tattoo and that your mom doesn't give you a hard time over it.

I want a tattoo. I just can't afford one.

I hope she doesn't like ignore me for like weeks or something silly like that but I honestly wouldn't put it past her.. I just wish she could accept me you know..
I mean I am sorry I'm not the pretty in pink baby she wanted but I can't help what i've gone through and how it's shaped me you know?

I want one but I'm not sure if it's more me liking the idea of one or I actually do want one.

I actually do want one. You guys want to see the image I want as a tattoo on my shoulder?

It's the one of Kirin, isn't it?

I wanna seeeee

Alright Sindi.

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That's BA- I love it

That's Kirin.

What's it from?

He's my original character and the name of my account.

Wowo that is super cool ^ ^

Yeah. I want him done on my left shoulder. My own personal shoulder angel.

That's really neat..
I plan on drawing one of my tattoos

I did not draw that. It was drawn for me.