Originally Posted by Kanaria

I copied Emma, and I'm assuming Emma coped you.

Oh boy, you're a trend starter. :'D

I did make mine similar to his hahaha
I like it, never thought of doing it, so I decided to make something similar with what I had :3


And Congrats Zellie on the championship :)
And way to advertise your fanclub xD;


I'm going to head back to bed I guess...
Night :(

Originally Posted by Emma Corrin

I did make mine similar to his hahaha
I like it, never thought of doing it, so I decided to make something similar with what I had :3


And Congrats Zellie on the championship :)
And way to advertise your fanclub xD;


I'm going to head back to bed I guess...
Night :(

Why?

I haven't even slept yet.

I'm also making a banner type thing :]

Because I feel like total shit because you're upset with me so I'm going to go back to bed....

-bonks-
Zellie, get to bed :/
You're going to exhaust yourself completely and get sick :(

Originally Posted by Emma Corrin

Because I feel like total shit because you're upset with me so I'm going to go back to bed....

-bonks-
Zellie, get to bed :/
You're going to exhaust yourself completely and get sick :(

Can't sleep.

Thank you for at least saying "upset" and not "angry" or "hate"

I may be a little upset... or alot, but I'm not angry and I don't hate you.

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Originally Posted by Kanaria

I'm also making a banner type thing :]

Can't wait to see, and you still have to finish that wink art!

I really, truly am sorry Azazel..
I wasn't lying when I told you I was crying..
I went to bed still crying..
That doesn't make a difference, but I wasn't lying in anything that I said..
And I'm very very sorry that I hurt you..
You must know that wasn't my intention..

I don't blame you for being greatly upset with me..
I wouldn't blame you if you hated me..

Originally Posted by Emma Corrin

I really, truly am sorry Azazel..
I wasn't lying when I told you I was crying..
I went to bed still crying..
That doesn't make a difference, but I wasn't lying in anything that I said..
And I'm very very sorry that I hurt you..
You must know that wasn't my intention..

I don't blame you for being greatly upset with me..
I wouldn't blame you if you hated me..

......

Hate... why you'd even assume that at all is beyond me.

Because hurting you is the worst thing I've ever done and I feel absolutely vile for it..
You'll be upset with me for quite some time, I know you will..
I just..
I can't forgive myself right now and it's going to be hard doing it later on..
What I did was awful, beyond vile, and I deserve to be hated for not having a filter on how I'm feeling..

Ok so I guess I need to reply to your PMs right now.

The mindset you have right now has got to stop.

Hopefully attempting to reply will settle opinions.

Why reply, I already know how upset you are with me..

Zel, it's what I've grown up with, I've told you that..
I don't know how I can make it any more clear..
Maybe now you'll believe what I told you was true..
You've seen it yourself, you've seen my low point..
Last night was horribly low for me..

I've replied.

Maybe this message will change your opinion finally.

Maybe the mood will lighten?

Not be so tense?

-wraps my arms around your waist and buries my face in your chest-
I'm so sorry.. So very, very sorry...

Originally Posted by Emma Corrin

-wraps my arms around your waist and buries my face in your chest-
I'm so sorry.. So very, very sorry...

*hugs you*

It's ok Emma. You Had a bad night. It happens.

although it may have upset me It would never make me hate you.

Thank you :cry:
I really am truly sorry, for everything...

Originally Posted by Emma Corrin

Thank you :cry:
I really am truly sorry, for everything...

*puts a single finger over you lips*

Shhhhhhh It's ok Emma. Don't be sorry.

Everything will be alright.

*wipes away your tears and holds you close*

-nods-
I trust you that it will, for quite some time :yes:
I promise, no more tears and no more doubt. Until the next wave of low hits me T_T
But I will try to remain positive, I promise.
-hugs tight-

Originally Posted by Emma Corrin

-nods-
I trust you that it will, for quite some time :yes:
I promise, no more tears and no more doubt. Until the next wave of low hits me T_T
But I will try to remain positive, I promise.
-hugs tight-

That's all I can ask.

*hugs*

I hope you got the message I sent.

I will anxiously await a reply.

I'm sorry it took so long, it was really long to write T_T <333
I promise, with all my heart, that I will try, for you.

I dozed off. *Holds Emma* <33

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My cat is watching me type, and bats at the screen when I move the cursor again. I'm such a sucker for cute things ;~;

-snuggles Kana-
That's okay, everything is fine now :3

Hahaha!
That is really adorable :3

I wish I had a kitten again T_T <3333
Without the potty-training mess hahaha

Oh yay, I was quite worried about you two.

Everything is fine, I think :3
We talked things over this morning~
Things aren't fully back to normal, I don't think - but they're better than what they were for certain :3

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So much for going back to bed hahaha
I gotta be up in a half hour or so to shower, then have to leave for school an hour after that xD;;

It's 2:38 am for me. I ought to be in bed, but I can't sleep.

It's 6:40am for me and 5:40am fo Zellie xD;
I've slept a good 6 hours or so - Zellie, on the other hand, hasn't slept a wink T_T

I should be in bed myself, but talking things over with Zellie is much more important right now~ :yes:
Besides, it's too late now anyways hahaha

I fell asleep for about an hour, but I fell off my bed :gonk: So here I am now, watching "What a girl wants" with my kitten.