Eh. If i had my way i would be too.

CZ should be getting off work right now; he'll be driving back out to K-town tonight and tomorrow I go back to P-town after group with him. Then we'll be in P-town for the long haul.

I've been thinking about getting a breast pump so that I'd be able to go back to work and Spawn would be able to have breastmilk until he's at least two - even if it comes in a sippy cup. I'd be working the opposite shift of CZ, probably thirds, but what do you think? I'm just getting really antsy at home and it's driving me nuts. I know he'd love being the stay at home parent but I'm going insane trying to do this.

I need moar.

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Brb, Spawn going to bed.

Shit, Grab a pump and go for it! You both are obviously unhappy in the roles you are playing thusfar, swtich the fuck out of them! Whatever works best for you and him and your son, is 100% the best way to live.

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Also, DIDJA HEAR? Prop 8 was overturned by a judge in California, because it violates the Constitution! *Double dances*

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*pop N locks*

w00t! Booyah to the Constitutional rights haters!

*dances and dances some more* Oo, I should bake some yummy goodies in celebration! But what to make!?

KALUAH BROWNIES

I'll just drink the Kahlua instead~! How about I bring pumpkin muffins and cheddar biscuits when we visit you as celebration?

mmm yes on all accounts.

I am impatient for CZ to be back even if he's tired.

Crap, I can't tell if the crying I hear is the tv or Spawn. :stare:

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PS - I am impatient to see you as well. You should be here.. Right now~!

If I had magic skillz i would pop over for a few. do you have a web cam? we could skype if you wanted to.

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well, video chat.

Dude, I do. I had totally forgotten. I'll have to shut the door so I don't feel weird talking to empty space and my computer screen.

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Skype username - scribbled.lore

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Bah, it's taking forever to log in. I think the internet connection might hate me.

dood, i think i have to install skype on this thing, its gonna take me a minue too

Skype has no love for my network settings and I can't change those because it's not my internet connection to mess with. :stare:

i've got to restrart my comp, to fully install skype. be back in like 3.

Ahah! I got Skype up and running.

THIS IS TAKING TOO LONG.

I know, right?!

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What's your username so I can add you for future conversations if we don't get to talk tonight?

I have no idea. when i get one i'll let you know. I'm going for kwackquack at the moment.

Lmfao. Okay.

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Hopefully CZ will be home soon. I'm starting to get tired.

well, that's def my user name, I just need to get skype to work.

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How was your day?

Except for the horrendous storms it was pretty uneventful. I think I left my water bottle at group today. Kind of annoyed about that. Tomorrow is my last day of this group before I make the switch over to the bipolar support group. I'm kind of nervous.

also, i don't think this is going to work for tonight. This is embarrassing but i think i need my bro to install this for me. All i'm getting is a loading wheel when i sign in. I have no idea what i'm doing wrong. none of the FAQ questions apply to me

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Why are you nervous?

It's a new group after this with new people and I may not like them as well or the new lady who will be in charge of the group. Also, I had the same problem at first but restarting the computer worked. :)

The icon isn't even showing up on my desktop.

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FINALLY I GOT IT

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fuck this shit. never mind.

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Its midnight, and i'm frustrated, and i'm going to sleep. I'm sorry we didn't get to see each other. Love you, tell CZ i love him too. Give Spawn a kiss for me.

That was frustrating last night. :stare: But neither of our faults!

But that does explain why the door was shut when I got home. Skype can be such a pain sometimes. v.v