Well, I'm officially homeless, and have been staying at my best friend's house. But now his mom doesn't want us there so we've pretty much been in his car for 24 hours. Just snuck into his house when his parents were gone to eat and take a shower. I've been having to function off of three or four hours of sleep a night, while also staying out of his house as much as possible, which means being physically active all day, after which I return to his car and get three or four hours of sleep, and repeat the process. Today we went to San Jose State, and fell asleep in these semi-comfortable chairs, all curled up awkwardly, so now everything hurts.

Summary: Erik is gonna collapse pretty soon. @[email protected];;

Aw D: That sucks ass!

It's pretty lousy. -_-

Derp derp. What have you been up to?

Playing Zelda and shiiiiz xD

ZELDA.

Which one?

Originally Posted by DearSweetAru

GO TO CALI.
WE HAVE... um...
Hm...
uh...

COME TO CALI AND TAKE ME AWAY D:< XD

I'm guessing that no one isn't happy in California ( I don't blame them either)


anyways Hi everybody

Phantom Hourglass :D

Yeah, I got some friends who like Cali xD I ain't a big fan.

Got Photoshop! 8D
Drew a little eight-minute sketch just now. More serious stuff will come eventually.
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w00t :D Nice job.

Thanks! I've been drawing like crazy for the past few weeks but I can't seem to finish anything. All I want to do is sketches most of the time. :/

Speaking of eyes.. apparently one of the guys I met on Friday night seriously thought I was on coke, because I have naturally mahoosive pupils. Also, my super liver can be really fucking annoying. Annnnd I'm exhausted but my heart is beating like.. I dunno. Something really fast! So I can't relax and sleep and *teeth gnash*.

I like your sketch, Erik. I was just looking through some of my old drawings the other day and realised I need to start drawing more again.

Ljos: DOOO EEEET. *o* I wanna see your drawings. Show mee. What did you draw?

Also, is that normal? The eye-liver-heart thing? O_o

Haha, I don't have a scanner so I can't show you. Well, there is a scanner in the house I'm watching at the moment, but I don't have my drawings with me. I really need to get a sketchbook..

I... have no idea! I mean, I don't think having abnormally large pupils means there's anything wrong with you.. maybe I have better night vision? xD I dunno though, I don't have the comparison to other people. I just know that loads of people think I'm on drugs. Seriously, I've lost count of the times people have asked. And I don't think having a liver that heals up is bad at all.. just really annoying if you want to have a fun time out and not sober up in like ten minutes all the time. If it's a really good night out I won't mind, but if it's just a blah night out or people are being difficult (like last night, a bit), it can get really annoying, because I'm just standing there, stone cold sober.
I have no idea about the heart thing. I had just been watching the Doctor Who finale, which had been pretty exciting, and then I kept hearing sounds and seeing shadows everywhere, so maybe I was just really tense. *shrugs*

I want to watch another film or draw, even though I should be working on pictures, since I'm not tired at all.
Also, midnight! I think this is just about as dark as it gets. Interesting.

Drawings D:< DRAWINGS. Well, when you can.

Hm o-o I don't really know what to say O.o bum bum...

EDIT:
OMFG D: LJOS HAS A NORMAL AVIE!!!!

Haha. I was cosplaying as The Doctor from Doctor Who. :P Changing it now.. no idea what to do with it.. dum-de-dum.

Yeah, the boring Ljos avatar was rather shocking. XD
Now it's much more like it.

I just spent a bit drawing. I haven't been able to relax in weeks and weeks, so drawing has been difficult. I can't concentrate on anything. Augh.

Haha, it's odd to be complaining about a very effective liver, but I understand. Can't have fun. XDD

Ha ha, back to normal ljos! Ha ha XD

I know how you feel for the drawing thing.

Hehe. I was trying to do a performer avatar, not sure if it's a success or not. We definitely need a circus themed update! 8D (Me? Obsessed with juggling stuff? Never!)

I know the problem, though I've never been in the same boat as you are, so I'm imagining it intensified. I never seem to be able to relax properly, even if there are no really pressing problems in my life. Wish I knew the miracle cure, though if I did, I would be asleep right now. xD

Yeah.. I'm just hoping this doesn't mean its healing power works long-term and I won't damage it somehow just because I need more alcohol than most people. P:

I love circus-themed stuff in general.

Yeah, I dunno, I've always had serious issues with relaxing, sleeping, and liking people. I fail at life. Hurr...

Who doesn't love circus stuff? Really!

I've had issues with sleep for some years now. I'm so jealous of people who can just fall asleep whenever, wherever. I wish I just had an Off button, life would be soooo much easier!
And well, I think you're great, and I love your drawing, if that helps. :D
Edit: And yes, I realised after I posted that it sounds like I'm just saying that to make you feel better now, but I really do.

Also, I just noticed one of your pets is called Staralfur.. where's that from?

I really love clowns. Not so much the stereotypical rainbow-afro kind, but the kind that's actually talented. XD
It irks me when people are "scared of clowns." Because they never really are scared of them. They just pretend to be because for some reason it's like... the COOL thing to be scared of clowns for some reason. ¬_¬

Yeah, same here. I've had sleep issues since I was a little kid. It suuucks. O_o I have a friend that can go to bed at 10pm on the dot. Does not compute!

Aww! Thanks! I think you're awesome too. And I never say things like that just for the hell of it, just so ya know.

Hehe, I have no idea what Staralfur means, but I named a bunch of my little squiby pets after Sigur Ros songs. Because I love them. *_*

I like to ramble.

As for the circus....I haven't been to one for a very long time. Probably not since I was a kid. But I did meet a clown recently who specialized in balloon sculpting. I got myself a flower. I stood in line with all the little kiddies to get one. ^_^;;
Tell me why this is reserved only for little kids? >.<

DON'T WANNA READ.

HELLO NEW PERSON :D WELCOME TO EELIEJOO! ALL RAMBLERS WEEEELCOOME :D

I've never been to the circus o.o though I've seen circus themed stuff then like... Batman when they show what happens to Robin? It looks neat.

I really needta do themes and update the member page D: I'm baaad.
Not like Yooyoo or Leaa is any better D:<

Speaking of clowns and circus...I rememeber in elementary school...the theme for the year was practically that. Barnum and Baily...There's a sucker born ever minute. Did a whole program on it. Singing-wise. We painted a whole mural about the circus. And so much more!

I don't think I'm a very big fan of the circus. It doesn't really draw my interest for some reason....

Isn't most of the stuff, cliche? And geared toward children?

Hello, new person!

I really have an aversion to most circuses, at least the ones that use animals, as they're usually poorly taken care of, and stressed out of their minds. Then of course there's Cirque du Soleil, which is basically the best thing ever. Don't even get me started on them.

Aru: Well, YOU were the one who decided to do the member pages. XD And as Leaa has been busy or something and GG has been (as we know) missing, no complaining about them not doing anything! XD

AUGH I just want to sit here and draw all day but I caaaaan't. -_-