another mental disorder?

Si.. and NO it's not Bi Polar, though it could be used for it.

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We got ADD, Depression, Insomnia.. we're so close to the 4th one ; ;

seizures, then.

DING DING.. epilepsy.

You, sir, win 9001 internetz :3

thats a lot of drugs to take. well, a rather heavy combination.

Yes, but they all make my day so much easier :)

when did you start taking meds for these things?

Hmm.. Well ADD started in 7th grade with Adderall (but it gave me bad side effects), so that I've had for a while.

The other 3 came along last year when I tried commiting suicide (lawlz and I FAILED at failing). But ever since I was put on these medications, it's like my entire world was flipped upside down!! I've never been so happy or felt so satisifed in my life!

The Ambien I only take on rough nights, which is very rare anymore.

my roommate takes ambien a lot. i suppose she's trying to find the same combination of medications.

I would highly discourage self-medication, as I used all the wrong things until I went to a professional (psychiatrist).
Ambien is good when you're not tripping balls on it.

Purple frogs on my bed and trees growing out of my monitor were.. awesome, but probably not helping.

well, she's currently medicated by doctors and self-medicating. not pretty. always in and out of hospital for seeing shit like you just described.

I found out the trick with Ambien.

When you're feeling sleepy.. SLEEP!!! Do NOT fight it, or else it's like you're dreaming while you're still conscious. If you stay awake, then all that stuff happens. One night, I peeled all of my nails off-- its just best to sleep when your body tells you to.

Like take it and just lay in bed and don't do anything else but wait for it. That's what I learned on it anyway.. but then again, I had the 12mg CR which is mad strong ><;

I'm not even in the mood to read the few posts I missed...

Yay, Yooyoo woooon.

Welcome back, Aru :)

Hey.

Distract me from hating my life right now pleeeease~~

I'd ask what's wrong, but that's not very distracting.

My luck sucks. Terribly.

I'm sitting here thinking "FML FML FML" over and over.

Something distracting pleeeeeeeeeeeease

...That really makes me more curious you know.

someone ate my peanut raisin mix.
grh.

*peeks back in* longer nap than previously expected XD

hi katch!

helllooooo~~~ *slinks over* ^^

slink XD

It's about Kevin *sigh*

He randomly said "I wish my life was simple so I could date you"

and then long story short he has a friend who has been friends with awhile who really likes him and would be terribly hurt if he dated me, but she's 14! Yes, you suffer heartache but you GET OVER IT. I know I've suffered PLENTY and you know what? I'M OVER IT. Sure, not my PTSD stuff, but I'm over the guy who made me have it! He thinks she'll start only talking to him with one word or some shit, but if she REALLY cares she'll accept he chose to be with someone and whatever makes him happy makes him happy. I know that I would if he decided to be with someone, because I really care about him and I want him to be happy, but he's such a pushover.

He needs to realize THIS HURTS ME TOO.

Then he did make a valid point. You can't ENTIRELY judge until you meet them, since I did get a crush online before and hung out with the person in real life and was just not attracted physically, but I don't think it'll happen. >.< I adore scrawny toothpicks and I've seen his pics and he IS a scrawny toothpick and he's seen PLENTY of my pictures and he likes me and we get along fine mentally and we fight but we move on!

But my luck is ALWAYS terrible with people ALWAYS! People take advantage of me, use me, end up really being assholes, disappear, and the list goes on! I could list on and on and on about how my luck sucks. OH OR THEY END UP STRAIGHT OR GAY! That comes in too! I'm soooo over this D: I want some luck coming my way!



Ugh... I'm done ranting about it... *goes into angry corner*

when i'm not in five layers of sweaters and moody i slink rather well, thank you ;D

lol

edit: o__o woah, i walked into somethin there...*worries after Ru*