We did this on another website, basically if you have something on your mind, something you need to blurt out, someone you want to rant about - heres the place to do it without being judged! You don't really need to say the names, it's just a little place to let your heart out really.

For example, mine;

I really wish I'd say something to her, tell her exactly how I feel about the way she's been.. It's not fair that the fact she's my 'best friend' yet, I'm the one who has to make the effort in the relationship? And because our friend goes offline or something - she needs to as well because she 'has to go', which in translation is 'i'm bored.'. :sarcasm:
something she's said once too often.. gah, can't solve it. -.-

I hope monkeys okay, she's worrying me, especially with the status updates :/

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those are actually what i'm posting, i guess they're example but they're true examples. :yes:

Its weird how you can be with someone for a year, and yet still not know how they'll react or if theyre even listening. I love him to death, but its hard sometimes...
he's really into games and its so bad sometimes that i'll say something, and he doesnt even know i'm there. i tested it one time by moving some stuff around in his room, and it took him 10 minutes to realize i'd stopped watching him play,then got mad at me for touching his stuff >.> he says he's gonna fix the computer addiction problem, but idk. i hope he does, or i'm gonna have to throw that laptop out the window >_<!!

i don't know what to do anymore.
it feels like i've tried everything, given everything i can give, and yet something always gets in the way.

maybe it's just best to give up?

Gah.. I need to finish writing this chapter asap. I've had all day to do it but I've been spending time with Ela o.o' .. Although, it's been so worth it <3

Why couldnt she have thought before inviting me? Maybe if she would have thought, she would have realized how awkward it was for me, being amonst people I've never seen before. Then roller skating. She knows im a klutz, but she still takes me roller skating with a bunch of friends who twirl around on wheels so perfectly! I don't know what to think. Was it on purpose? Did she mean to leave me out, after all these years we've been friends? D:

Why does she have to be so stubborn over something so stupid? Does she even realize I don't want her there? She's a good friend but sometimes she needs to take a step back and realize she needs work before ever correcting someone else as well! Gah.

Talking about pills makes me realize the only reason I take the dreaded "A" one is because it helps me forget you cheated on me 2 years ago.

i dont really know what to say. i just cant get over the fact that there is still the two of us... why the hell did this happened? i'm so stupid! god! just because of freakin love! and there you go... even fi you know that the person's cheating on you.. you just keep on doing what you're doing and keep on loving and hoping to be loved back. am so tired and sick of this!!! i just hated it! i really want to move on and let things go and let them be. i dont know whats keeping me from letting go. fear of losing my best friend? my best friend doesnt even fear of losing me... what the hell is wrong with me?? why am i doing this to myself!!!!!??? oh god! how i wish i have let them go back then.... i wish i had...

it all depends on what your giving up on. but personally i just don't give up. on life, i've come close on more than 1 occasion but now i no longer live for myself. i live for those around the ones who would be sad to see me go. giving up on a person is something i wouldn't do either i believe that everyone has some good in them and there is no such thing as a hopeless person. everyone carries within them the ability to change preferably for the better.

I think my boyfriend is completely avoiding me. I don't know what I did. I told him I was stressed. He assummed I was talking about him instead of my druggie friend I just don't know... I love him and don't want to see him go.

I'm clingy and I'm boring.
I complain too much and I'm too sad for my own good.
I need to be happy.
I can't decide and I'm just worthless.
I'd kill myself but, that's selfish.
I feel rather stuck.
Lost.
Sad.

Mm.

I have the choice of going shopping or sleeping.. I need to go shopping for clothes for college else it'll wait til friday but i need sleep. SO badly. ;-;'

I am such a WoW Addict... my account ran out of time yesterday and payday isn't till tomorrow.. I'm already suffering withdrawal. My husband has decided that it's not a WoW addiction, but a Social addiction. >.> *looks around* He's probably right...

I'm in absolute agony yet I dont want to say anything because I know the exact response I'll get from her. I don't want that.. Eh, I hate this -.-

I'm insanely frustrated with this guy.
He loves her - he wants me. He doesn't want to be with me but he likes me. But he's not fighting to keep me if I want to leave.
I like him. A lot.
I want him.
I want him to hold me, I want him to kiss me. I want to be around him and I'm addicted to him..
He seems so cold and detatched.
He doesn't care that he hurt me and I'm so frustrated.
>.<
I just want him and I know I can't have him.
I'm sick of him avoiding things and treating me like I'm an idiot.

The only reason I want to become a Psychologist is so I can manipulate people for the -better- instead of destroying them like I'm use to. If I'm so good at creating mental scars, maybe I'll be even better at soothing them.

ehh.
I have big time trust issues.
I'm scared he will look this up right this moment and see something >.>
He might even see this D;
If anyone really wants to know,
Pm me
;___;

I'm so happy with myself right now. I did something totally out of character for me and I'm proud of it. I'm shy. I always have been. But this weekend I went out to a bar where I knew only one person - and she was bartending - and I made about 20 friends. How? By breaking out of my shell and talking to people. That's all it took. And I absolutely loved it.

You really hurt me when you said I had no heart and soul. You were so quick to judge you never gave me a chance to explain myself. :(

Ten years of friendship, you're sacrificing for a guy you met two weeks ago?
Yeah, I do consider it degrading to fuck a guy after a week. And yeah, I think you're stupid for dating a guy that numerous people have told you is not only crazy, but a cheater. I hope you don't expect me to be around forever. I can forgive, sure, but you're making me hate what you're turning into.

Man I always do this!!!!!
is it just me that seems to always leave major assignment sheets at school and then forget what needs to be done!!!!???
God I'm an idot! must....do...project..... Grrrr!

I really wish I could learn to open my mouth and let somebody know who I am again...
But I know that I won't 'cause I'm just too scared...
And what scares me even more is that I don't think I ever will again.

I have close friends, I have really close friends, but no matter what, there's always something that no one knows about me, and it's probably what I want to tell them the most.

Menewsha is the bane of my human existence.

Originally Posted by Liquid Diamond

Menewsha is the bane of my human existence.

Why is it the bane of your human existence? Also what other existences do you have? Tell me, please? :P

You've done it again sweetheart -.-
You're NOT telling me the truth >;l Stop acting if you've to go and just tell me you're bloody bored of me!
"I had to revise" don't give me that. I make the effort to talk to you now, I miss when I barely knew you and I used to get that happy message saying "KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE! ;D <333" instead of now "ohai, didnt see you online :)" just block me on everything because your excuses don't work on me anymore. You've changed.. so so much. but of course, as per usual I'm just old news to you, aren't I? You think a near two year friendship is too long? .. thanks. thanks a lot because i love you too. some best friend. ;l


on the plus side.. i've had the best ever weekend, thanks to her. my twin, my sister, my family.. we live miles apart but just talking how we do, i've not been this happy for a long time :3
extremely glad to have a friend like her. <3