Ah it's sweet.I like it.

I really like that song too. I am in a really good mood today. I am giving myself an emotional and personal make over. I am really happy that I found this site now. I call this my second home now, and I want to try and help it out any way I can. I might even talk with the owners and the people that run Menewsha if I can get a job working for them. I am in business and I think I could be of help to them. If I would ever win the lotto, I would also give a ton of money to them.

Yue: your really kind :hug:

Well, that is what a lot of people say. Like I told you before, Desi was in a bad mood and I got her to smile and feel better. I didn't do it to get anything out of it, just to make her feel better. I like helping people out and don't mind just being there if a person needs me. I have just got to the point that I know I need to help myself too. I have been in bad shape in my life for far to long. My entire being is crying out in pain and I have finally realized that I can do something to change that. So this is me doing what I really need to do to make my self better.

Yue: wow, you a great friend, and i hope you get better soon

Thank you, I know I will. I have the support of so many people, from all different walks of life. It is kind of refreshing seeing people that really do care. This is why if I would end up getting a lot of money, one thing I would do with it is help this site out. The only thing I would ask is make a CI, EI, and commemrative item based off what I wanted. I would even show them what I would want. I would then ask them to give me all of them and I would have 1 other set made to give to a lucky person. That would be for a contest though.

Yue: awesome

I would make it a December themed one, because my birthday is in December. I think I may ever get three, one for me, one for the contest, and well because we share a birthday one for Desi.

Yue: that really kind ^_^

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im going now ^_^

Well, I treat her like I would a little sister. As I don't have any sisters, I tend to treat younger girls like they were my little sister. So the fact that Desi is really nice to everyone, and we share a birthday. I would do that for her. Like I told her before, if I ever meet her in real life, and had the money to do it, I would send a certain someone a plane ticket to see her too. I think you know who that is Jake.

See you later Jake and have a good bike ride.

Okay, now this is really dead. I hope I'm not all alone again.

Are you here Kai, please talk if you are.

Alas, I have returned. I'm too wired to sleep xD

This is going to be really funny, cause if no one comes on I'm going to get the prize for 500 most likely. You should so see what I said to Jake just before he left, and didn't see =(

I'm kind of at a loss on what to talk about. =/

It's okay, I am too. I also mean that, Desi is a really cool person, and she really thinks of you as a brother. I think that is so sweet of her, and that she doesn't want to see you in pain. She is going to make some man very happy one day, cause she loves as though it were the only thing to do. I think that is such a great quality to have. I just hope that she never gets hurt because of that though. As people like that tend to see a lot of pain before they are truly happy.

Yeah. She has the benefit of youth on her side though. ^^

I know she does, it's just that even in youth, that quality is rare these days. I can say this cause I was just like her in my youth. I have always just been nice to people no matter what. It's just how I am. It's just that people tend to take advantage of that, and use your kindness in a selfish way.

That's what happened to me Yue. That's why I'm not so nice anymore. ^^

Phht. BS. I calls you on that Magi. Cause you are nice so :P

*pokes Magi*

Magi, what is your email address again?

I agree with you also Lix, you are a good person Magi. You just have had problems in your like that affect how you view things. I know shit happens to us all and it's up to you how you deal with that shit. I think you will bounce back from it all and be a better person in the end when you do. So just keep your head up man.

I'm not saying I don't still have my moments Lix, like you've seen with Val and Chey...I'm just saying they don't come so often. ^^

Yeah, I know Yue. I'm going back on my meds, the past couple weeks I've been off of them. ^^;

*Tilts head a little* Ummm....can I disagree again? :lol: Cause honestly I have been talking to you and I have more nice convo's with you than un-nice ones. XP

Lol, alright I give up then xD

Magi, you are nice just like Lix is saying. I have had a lot of nice talks with you. So I would disagree with the fact that you are not a nice person. Like I said before, you have problems. Be your own or ones caused by others, you are dealing with them the way you know how. I can't fault you for that, and will be your someone who cares enough to understand you are having a hard time dealing with that shit. So cheer up man.

Magi: I wins? YAY! *hugs* So how is it going since you can't sleep?