Hope. don't worry, i was like that. And Krissie (my partners sister who had kids quite young), said she was scared to death till the last minute, but you soon settle in to it and the confidence comes with it. i think she's brill with kids and im startin to get the confidence from them.

You'd be crazy if you didnt worry about what kinda mother you'd be. But trust, after going through hell to give birth to the bloody thing, you'll sure as hell make sure you're the best parent you can be xDD

Im worried about being a mother on my own more than being a good one. Especially when Jims under the sea with no way of contacting him if i need his help haha

Well if your in Canada I can always lend a helping hand (Because I'll totally be an awesome parent myself xD)
I'm sure you'll both be fine parents though. Just don't let them get away with doing bad shit. I recall hating being scolded as a kid but now that I'm older (Still technically a kid?) I totally appreciate the fact I had deterrents from bad shit. and wish they'd put some on my nephew ><

Lavinia
Oh, that's great and being around those with kids do help definately. :)

And true, and very good point! I've been told that as soon as you hold them for the first time, it just all comes pretty naturally. <3 I've always been good with kids, but at the same time, I worry. Ya know? <3

Awe! Yeah, here, I'm trying to convince myself that we need to wait for kids till I know that Loveh will be around more, as he's told me that he wants to be there for Peanut and myself. So I guess we're waiting. Darned baby bug biting me early!! :gonk:

stEVe
Yeah, my parents till talk to me like I'm still a teen living at home all the time, and being able to be controlled by them. I'm not a teen - even though I may look it. :XD And I'm not at home all the time.

Haha, Steve, go your ego! I'm sure you will be a good dad yourself. A good ol' spanking must be necessary at times, I guess you learn from your own parents and improve it slightly xD

Like, its stupid to be too soft, and again, its awful to keep your kids locked up till theyre married too. Nobody's perfect, but you have to let your kids go eventually eh xD

And totally. You'll have me dumping my kids and pet dogs on you too, you've done it now :P

Anyway, enough of kids, i hate getting all broody. Me and jim will be waiting at least 4 years yet, cause of Uni D=

Lavinia
Oh, yeah. Just thankful that my parents actually get along with my Loveh. Helps a ton, but still, I think my parents are having a hard time letting me go.

-hug- Awes, yeah, we're waiting another 3 to 5 years for kids, because of Uni and where he is right now. -sigh-

Ok, ok, what did y'all do today, or are doing today? :) [[Random Subject Change]]

I've done nothing today.
Ate Oreas. And drank diet pepsi.
And I want more oreos. Played FFXIII and posted here.
My days been lame xD
As long as your pet dog doesn't piss in my house I won't mind xD
Also moved a dresser from the rectroom to another room. like polar opposite side of the house. Two flights of stairs and a very tight set of curvy rooms.
That's why my post was delayed.

Oh, sounds like a nice lazy day. I really do need to get a head start on getting this thing memorized. I have to be off book by Tuesday. :XD

Twas lazy.
And it was quite nice until everyone got home ><
Now it's just loud and annoying... I need to move out soon as possible >>

Oh, yeah, it's nice being able to be out on my own. Anyways, I'm going to get going for now. My laptop needs to be charged and I do need to get that monologue finished and memorized. Talk to y'all later!

Sorry for my delay. Eatting supper.
See ya Hope.
Wren or Lavy one of you should come back and keep me company xD

I don't think you want my company now Steve. I'm arguing with a friend (via Facebook).

Facebook is a home wrecker!
I find it funny I'm using it like a baby twitter xD Last five times I've signed on have been to change my status and sign back out.

Haha. I've done that before. My friends get so annoyed. So I tell them to get a twitter. :P

Twitter is much better,
I was hoping to make that rhyme but you have to say bitter xD
Ah well. Hope you win the argument?

Hey guys, sorry i dissapeared, i had to make tea, and my internet kept playing up so i got pissy and turned my laptop off xD

Anyway, have you seen the new-ish south park episode about facebook? Where stan literally gets sucked in?? Quite funny cause its kinda true! xD

I'm somewhat back.... decided to finish memorizing my monologue when I get back to school.

:glomp: for all.

Good luck hope. I was never good at memorizing lines D=

<Totally needs some brain training>

Oh, thanks! I'm not as good as I used to be at memorizing lines. xD It's driving me bonkers! How am I to present this with out laughing! :XD

Memorizing lines is easy. Least I found it easy xD
Never saw that episode of South Park. Sorry for my delay. My internet decided to be wonky after xD

Lucky you stEve! I wish that I could memorize better. xD

What's with the internet these days? -kicks it-

And no worries!

Hope - is it a funny monologue?? Give us a line! xD

I love big men. Big quiet strong men. That's all I want. I love to tend to them. I like to have grace and flurry around them. I like their temple arms, and pillar legs, and synagogue chests, and big mouth and teeth and tongue like and elephant's ear. And big carved faces like a natural cliff side, and the Roman empire bone work. You can really dig deep into 'em, can't you. And there's so much. Gargantuan man, like a Roman Empire, with a voice he hardly uses, but when he does it's all rumbling under his breast plate. So big, big hands, big everything! Like sleeping by a mountain side. Carved man. It's a thrill to see them run, say for a bus, pounding up the pavement.

(that's pretty much all that I have memorized, that's about half of what I have to have memorized.)

I have to pack up my laptop now as my mom is taking us back to school in about 10 minutes, so I'll talk to ya'll when I get back to school in about an hour. :)

Oh my, there is so much inyourendo in that! xD

Lavi's got a dirty mind, uh oh! -slaps self-

And ok Hope, talk to you soon!

Steve, what else you up to?? Is your internet still playin stupid? My Mene games are lagging :(

Sorry. Off showering xD (Now I'm pantsless =0)
My internet seems to be find now.
See ya Hope! and there is a lot of innuendo in that monologue. Sexual innuendo that is!

Ehm, McSteve? That image does not bode well with my imagination!

Still, enjoy xD

I wish we had a shower, i'd much rather have a shower than a bath, I can't get out of baths, until im all white and wrinkled heh!