Me and my "boyfriend" had sex recently, i'm 19 and he's 26, which might sound weird, but he's always been there for me, but anyways, he was my first, and afterwards I felt guilty and upset with myself, but we where talking tonight, and we where in his room, and he was telling me how if I ever needed anything he'd be here for me and if I ever felt like I needed a place to stay I could live with him, so we started kissing, and he started talking dirty and all that stuff, and starting to try and lean over me, and I said "Cool story bro" and backed up and he told me that what we where doing wasn't dirty and he thought it was a good idea, so I said "ha, yeah, you would" and he starting about he wanted to have sex with me because I was me and not just some chick, and that he cared about me. So I went on to say if he cared about me he wouldn't ask me to do this anymore.

Which is basicly the end of it, he went on to say how he trusted me more then anyone and it scared him to trust me this much and how he'd never expect me to do something for him I didn't wanna do. But my question is, am I being overly sensitive? I feel like this whole situation is me being a total douche to him with out even giving him a real reason other then "it makes me feel dirty"

no, you are not being overly sensitive.
if you do not want to have sex, he should respect that. You should never have to do anything you don't want to do, and he shouldn't ask you to.
It sounds like he's willing to respect that, so it shouldn't be a problem. Don't feel bad, especially since he's okay with the fact that you don't want to do it.
When it comes to this, "It makes me feel dirty" is really all the reason you need to say no.

It is your body and your choice. It is always 100% okay to say 'no' to sex.

If the whole situation makes you feel dirty and uncomfortable, I'd sit down and talk with him about this. Do it at a time when you two aren't getting physical and can just talk about it. Explain your feelings to him and let him know what you expect to happen in the future. Then, give him the chance to talk about his feelings with you. Hopefully, after a great deal of talking, you two can start to figure out 1. Why this makes you feel dirty 2. How you might become more comfortable with sex 3. Whether you want to continue having sex or whether you two want to put it off for some time.

I know that it can be tempting to feel guilty about saying no, but he'll understand. He might whine and put on a pouty face about not getting any for a while, but hopefully he really wants what's best for you. Don't jump back into bed just because he asks you to - Wait until a time when you can enjoy it.

Thanks Knerd & ZeGuMmIBeaRQueEn
We've actually been kinda skipping around the subject, but i'm going to try and talk to him tomarrow when we go fishing together.

Okay, first things first, I love that you said 'Cool story bro'. But on to more pressing matters...

I agree with Knerd. It's your body, it's your choice. I hope your talk with him was fruitful and that you two came to an understanding c:

Your body is your life. If he really cares then he should understand your space and your own choice. If he only wants sex then you need to stop this now. No reason to be in a relationship that will just be full of sex and no love.

NO means NO! No matter who says it. If you don't want to have sex girl, do not ever let someone like that, get into your pants. Whats with guys nowadays using the same old pathetic lines? 65% of them will freak the hell out, if something ACTUALLY happens. I have to say this; the only reason he is saying all that crap (and this is my belief) is because he is 26 and he gets to say he is banging a teenager. He can brag to ALLLL his friends about how he is having sex with a girl who just got outta high school, and blah blah blah blah. Don't. Fall. For. It. If you don't want to have sex, then don't have sex. Simple as that, if he keeps pressuring you, then its time to talk. If he doesn't listen during the talk= no more sex, no more cuddling...and so on. Until he gets it. Or you figure out he was a fake the whole time. I'm hoping that he will get the message and back off a bit. (Sorry I get upset when my fellow males, steep to such low standards.) Good luck! Hope it all works out for you!

He should respect that you don't want to do it. Also, no offense but he could be just saying those things to get in your pants.

and afterwards I felt guilty and upset with myself,

I've known a lot of girls who feel this way after sex. The best way to fix it is ask yourself why you feel guilty? Is it because you don't like him all that much or something? It isn't uncommon for girls to feel upset after losing their virginity, or having sex at all. There are a lot of emotions often attached with sex within a relationship like this. Just talk it out, explain how you feel. You're not being overly sensitive, but he should be a little more sensitive to your feelings too. Don't make it seem like you regret what you did, just tell him it upset you and try to explain why.

If you don't want to have sex, you don't want to have sex. The more he pressures you to, the less of a good person he is. If he really cares about you, he can back off and wait until you're ready.

My guy doesn't talk dirty to me. I actually like that more than being talked dirty too. It shows a sorta respect for the other person. I do agree with the it's your body. Don't let anyone pressure you into a sex. They are totally not worth it.

If you have sex when you don't want to, you'll start resenting him for it and it will destroy your relationship with him. It's not a good idea to do it when you don't feel comfortable with it.

You actually said 'cool story bro?' That made my... Well. My life. x]

Anyhow. No. You're not being oversensitive in any way. If he made you have sex when you didn't want to, even if you're a couple, I'd still call that rape. ahaha...

No, you're not being overly sensitive. Sex is a big thing and if you aren't ready and you feel bad about it then it's up to him to give you time. If he won't wait for you, trust me he isn't worth you rushing yourself for.

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Originally Posted by Rock Fan Chick

He should respect that you don't want to do it. Also, no offense but he could be just saying those things to get in your pants.

This is the first thing I thought of. He quite obviously had that planned... no one just jumps from that to talking dirty if they are trying to be sincere.