I am sure your guilts and sins are not as big as you see them now. And as for crying... Well, it is good every now and then. just let it out, as much as you can. It is harder when you cannot cry anymore, then it really tears you on inside. ... Mind if i hug you?

*Pets Star's hair* If you don't want to hear negativity Jack is in the dining hall.

I dont think we are really arguing here, just talking.

I think I might go somewhere more...pleasant feeling.

See, I just thought we were talking. Because I wasn't arguing. I'm confused. =O

-shrug- There are always people who cant accept to watch when others are having hard time, but also dont want to do anything to help.

*hugs star* This is starting to make me feel emo, too.

-throws glitter around the room- =D

*takes up a vacuum cleaner and attempts to clear the air*

~perks her ears~
He is?
I didn't know he was back

~hugs Taiyo~

-scratches behind her ear- Hmm. So again I see that if someone just needs to talk or doesnt see point in pretending to be happy, they will be left alone...

*Nods* Yup. Starting snuggle pile there. ^_^

@ Hyena: I remember such things. Kinship systems, social constructions of gender and race.
Of course, now I think back on it and what I remember best is the !Kung, and the way their exposure to modern ideas tainted and destroyed their society.
But at least one of them got to be a movie star I suppose.

@ Sadrain: You should be happy if you can. I guess I'm just out of practice saying happy things.

*shakes head* I've got no problem with sparkles, I'm just trying to keep them out of my eyes...

By the way, the link is not working in your signature, Allucard.

Originally Posted by Allucard

@ Hyena: I remember such things. Kinship systems, social constructions of gender and race.
Of course, now I think back on it and what I remember best is the !Kung, and the way their exposure to modern ideas tainted and destroyed their society.
But at least one of them got to be a movie star I suppose.

We discussed the Etoro homosexuality double-standard more than we did the !Kung. Our professor had a strong leaning towards gay rights. Quite possibly because of some recent events on our campus that burst her bubble. In fact, highly likely.

It's broken, like me. And just as I never saw my own fall coming, I couldn't have anticipated this.
In any case, my dreams and quests are meaningless and hollow. *looks defeatedly at gold count*

Originally Posted by sadrain

-scratches behind her ear- Hmm. So again I see that if someone just needs to talk or doesnt see point in pretending to be happy, they will be left alone...

I don't know, I think happiness is what you make of it. If I am in a bad mood, I listen to my favorite song or look at some beautiful artwork or something and do all that I can until I'm in a good mood. Sappy, perhaps, but it keeps me feeling good and improves the mood of those around me, which is never a bad thing. :)

When I'm in a funk, I choreograph something. Maybe paint. Sometimes I do both at the same time.

Sometimes on the roof. o_o

Originally Posted by Hyena

We discussed the Etoro homosexuality double-standard more than we did the !Kung. Our professor had a strong leaning towards gay rights. Quite possibly because of some recent events on our campus that burst her bubble. In fact, highly likely.

*wonders drearily what crushingly depressing events you're speaking of, and, in passing curiosity, what institution you attend*

On the roof? That's as good a place as any I suppose. xD

I think my favorite thing to do when I'm sad is play on the piano. I like composing music and it really calms me down and makes me happy. And when I'm angry it helps me vent my frustration through the music.

Allucard, are you depressed or something?

>: Its not like I speak only happy things, and I dont even remember when I spoke happy things just now.
I dont know what was your fall, and not sure if you would want to share, but sometimes small things are much more meaningful than big, so I dont think your wishes and dreams, even of virtual items, are meaningless. Even if they seem not to be easy to obtain. But you could always start with something easy.

Originally Posted by Allucard

*wonders drearily what crushingly depressing events you're speaking of, and, in passing curiosity, what institution you attend*

We've had some rather outspoken religious establishments protest our active gay community at Ball State, and it kind of made a dent in our morale. >>

~lurks~
:ninja: