okay fine.

I think I'm going to fine a drink too. brb

i'm going to be moving rooms soon.

I kinda want to watch tv now, but not what my dad is watching.

hm what he is watching.

i almost just want to go to sleep. i think i may take an advil and some benadryl and then move to my room.

oh it was funny yesterday I had someone ask me if i was on some like of medication or something b/c of how like laid back i am.

something on the history channel and that might put me to sleep.

I kinda want to daydream or something.

haha, really?

hm yeah that could.

lol i want my arms to stop feeling strange actually.

yeah I was like no, this is just me. I just am mellow...

strange feeling?

lol, wingsy the mellow yellow and me the....I can't think of a color rhyme. unique leek? mello jello?

it's somewhere in between pain and itch and just annoying.

lol yeah i guess. It's really just born out of a lack of caring most of the time. if i actually care i stress majorly.

that is annoying

I don't care, but doubt I come off a mellow all that often.

i think you become of as shy to most people, at least those that don't know you

probably. or like I just don't want to talk to them. I'm always drawing and I kinda hope that the kind of people I'd want to talk to would be the ones to comment on it, but not too much luck there so far. it worked during orientation somehow...

lol yeah.

i tend to talk to people but if you want to be more than aquaintances with me you are going to have to approach me not the other way around.

same here. I just try to act like the person the people I like will approach. I have more luck making friends with my art professors.

lol i'm really good at the aquaintances i have so many people that are 'friends' but good friends i just don't have the trust for anyone new for them to become my friend without some effort

I haven't really found a lot of acquaintances. I tend to attract people I don't like at school....
two people in particular are always soooo friendly around me. the guy I think likes me, but no. and the girl pities me or something.

i attract most all people. whether i want them or not.

yeah, I'm hoping things will different next year with the new dorm. I don' think I'll have a suitemate though. and one of the girls from my design class is in my clay class.

yeah i figure i'll meet more people next year with the apartments. but who knows.

yep. i just wish I could get people around me on mene or something because I'm most comfortable getting to know someone online.

lol yeah. I'm more open online

and I'm already around friends here so its easy to incorporate friends into my circle

yeah most definitely.

nyah i'm tired...but i think it may be from boredom

I'm contemplating a shower and sleep, but I'm not really tired,.

yeah just sleep for me.