haha i've never had games get too risque so it's not a problem

I've heard of it. I have no desire to see it
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0478304/

me either, but I just don't trust most people enough to let them see the inner me.

I'm not sure it look interesting either.

haha i've been working on my trust issues for years and i'm getting better

it doesn't to me. looks boring to me

I think I don't like to show the inner me, because most people have no idea that me exists and make a big deal out of seeing it.

yeah i can understand that for years I didn't want people to see my emotions much less feel them myself so i just shut them down. i've learned now to let them out a bit.

and as for your birthday i can't do anything the 18th i'm in hville and i have an assignment due that day as well.

people always freak out or just think I'm weird when I stop acting shy and start acting weird. not everyone can handle the catdemon side of me.

wow that was quick! I just sent that email. I'll to see what the others have to say before I pick a date.

lol that's just sad.

phone that alerts me to email. means i typically check them real fast.

there are two pretty distinct sides of me. I don't like it when people make a big deal out of realizing I'm not just shy and sweet and innocent or something. >.> I'm also a psychotic catdemon.

lol. I see.

haha. well a lot of us know both sides. and i'm like shy kat is so not kat most of the time

yeah, a lot more people know both sides now. I'm more open about crazy me. I really do enjoy being quiet a lot of the time though. that shy me is still very much a part of me.

well yeah. all facets of our personalities are actually part of us. even if we are only use them as a cover-up for other stuff.

like i love being loud and crazy with like the seven and my roomies but i love listening to conversations and not participating just as much

eh, I don't think that those other parts are ever really a cover-up, just different.

:yes:

oh i definitely had seperate parts of myself that were cover-up.

i'm watching pregnant and in prison or something to that effect.

I feel like cover-up means fake and nothing about a person can really be fake.

O__o sounds stranger than strange.

i see it as something that probably starts out fake but then becomes a part of the person

it is weird but their is nothing else on

that's probably most accurate.

lol. I don't have the tv on.

lol yeah probably

i have it on purely for purpose of noise

you're responding pretty slowly for someone bored enough to be watching random tv shows.

i'm rereading a fanfic that's relatively good.
i honestly haven't even been paying attention to the tv

hm, okay. more fanfiction. I'm reading a manga that updated a few chapters while I was on vacation. the series has been getting better and better!

of course fanfiction and it's totally by the same author as the Sidhe b/c I apparently need to read her writing ... rather frustratiing but oh well she's such a good writer i don't really care.

it's always good when i series gets better. always

haha, I'm not surprised you found something else by her to read.

yep, this series is starting to drive me crazy right now though. I love this side character that's actually a love rival and in the way, but his story is so heartbreaking that I want to see him find a new love and not end up alone.

I actually read these before she posted the Sidhe and they are a large reason of why I read the Sidhe in the first place because I knew her to be a good writer and even though I hate fantasy AUs in fanfiction I trusted her writing enough and I wasn't disappointed at all.

awwww characters like that always just need hugs.

hm, okay

I really really want to hug him!!! and I totally didn't like him a few chapters ago.

hehe yep

haha sounds like one of Chazzam's characters for me. I hated him for so many chapters and then all the sudden all i wanted to do was give him a big old hug