ah that makes sense. everything is easier with your laptop, ne?

I do. I only have one piece of dialogue thus far too. and it's a cuss word.

yes! EVERYTHING!!!
i actually have the recovery disk now, but my dad is too lazy/busy to deal with it for me.

oh. that's just lovely.

Well that sucks...

isn't it? I laughed at myself when I realized that the first piece of dialogue was gonna be a cuss word.

yes. I actually got it a few days ago when you asked if I had it. It was also the day you were complaining about my eyeless avi and asked if I had the gargoyle Ci. ehehe. I forgot that I do. I just haven't used it yet, so i forgot. ^^'

i think it's kinda epic.

lol nice kat. nice.

it is on some level. most definitely.

yes. I agree. very nice!

lol.

and I found my personal heaven ice cream. dark chocolate velvet. soooooooo goood!

i would not like that ice cream. dark chocolate *wrinkles nose* what brand is it though?

urgh. i hate the summer. it's like constantly hot.

really good kind. not blue bell. it's very rich and velvety. I also have peach sherbert and it's good too.

that's what ice cream is for?

mmmm peach shorbet sounds good.

stomach still being iffy. I doubt it could handle dairy products at the moment.

it was so soft and yummy!

:( then what do you eat?

i bet.

at the moment? nothing.

well, I meant all day. it's very hard to cut dairy out of your diet. I would know.

haha this is true. I've had some stuff today with dairy in it but I just ate far less than i normally do. Plus, I ate an early breakfast at like eight thirty and then didn't eat again until dinner.

that sounds rough. I was starving most of today from eating un-filling foods.

I would imagine so. I don't look forward to that.

And I honestly didn't mind. I wasn't hungry that's why I didn't eat.

at least I get to live off ice cream and jello. I love both.

hm. I suppose so.

haha at least there is some sort of small upside i guess

*shrugs* I get this way sometimes.

I can find an upside in pretty much anything.

it's not good though!

I believe that is called being an optimist.

No it's not but since the doctors can't figure out what's wrong with me and my symptoms aren't really consistent enough for anything. Not much I can do about it.

yes, I suppose it is. tis a good thing.

doctors need to get smarter! :illgetu:

yep. I'm more of a realist myself but at least I'm not a pessimist.

I will be the first to agree with you wholeheartedly on that one. I'm just grateful it isn't as bad as it was in high school.

being a pessimist seems so lame. not that I don't have my pessimistic moments. I think i'm secretly just stubborn. I WILL find happy things in life just so I don't have to be miserable!

yes. at least it is better!

Like I said that's called being an optimist... just cuz you have pessimistic thoughts doesn't make you a pessimist.
and I seriously am way to rational to see it one way or the other.

Yeah and I don't way 93 pounds anymore (that's seriously what I was at my lightest) much lighter and i'd have been anorexic weight.

haha. I suppose so. I tend not to try to define optimist. i think I have enough optimism for us both though. I will share it with you! ^_^

I can't even imagine weighing that little. :/

I like being a realist though. It keeps me from getting my hopes up without become depressing. It works for me. cuz seriously I can't have my hopes crushed that seriously is like the worst feeling for me.

I never want to weigh that little ever again.