
05-28-2010, 08:52 AM
*hugs Nao*
Yeah... I have been kind of depressed lately, and I try not to show it as much as possible, but like most people, when things quiet down, and I begin to get tired, things start coming back to me.
Honestly, there is one user on Mene who knew me while I was using drugs and was there for me after my trip to the ER. Even if he could only be on here, he was here for me whenever I needed him. Funny thing is, I began to fall for him.
It just makes me sad because he is never here anymore. Last time he logged on was about a month ago. It makes me really sad because I really do miss him. I mean, I stayed in Montréal when my mom moved for Kamen-sama, and now that we are over, I have no real reason to stay here. I would move down to Texas to be with him, but I don't want to sound creepy or what not.
And its odd because sometimes right before I fall asleep I sit down and think about what he might be up to and stuff along those like. (Colis, j'suis entreins de pleurer...) I dunno... I guess I am just lonely right now. Kamen-sama was all I had. I have no family here, and my firends here seem to just come and go.
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