Yeah, she should get spoiled lots and lots, botht here and real life. *cuddles* *purrs at Sellie, since that helps people relax, just like petting cats*

Oh yes, I deserve spoiling, because I am so awesome. -rolls eyes- (Yes, I know my regulars all too well by now)
People, I am not a god, goddess, deity, awesome, epic or anything with a similar or equal meaning. Period.

you are no god or goddess for sure but you are still an amazing caring person you deserves to be spoiled every now and then ^_^

Oh Sil, you don't give yourself enough credit for what you do.

Ahaha, you are a freind. A great friends. means, your friends want to spoil you. C: Its not necceseraly connected to you being awesome. C:

What I do? Disappearing when people need me. Taking much more time than needed to send out prizes. Going on a hiatus while I am supposed to draw the raffle's winner. Yes, I am really not giving myself enough credit. -rolls eyes-

Also, what Isagi Sato said... But I think, if we dont make her argue with us, we should drop the subject. Dx As long as she cant change our thoughts, she will know we think so anyways. x3

sil you do a lot for other people it shouldn't matter to them that sometimes you need to take your time on things i mean you have a real life to worry about first and foremost and if people get all in your face cause it is taking you sometime to get around to something then tell them to come to me i will chew there ears off cause you don't need or have to do any of it but you do it anyways they should just be thankful that you are so nice to do what you do!

Ahah, we all disappear.
And you are here when people need you. t least in most cases. And we all do disappear sometimes, like I said. Also, you are sometimes for people there when they least expect.
Also, you are geenrous and kind. You are helpful. You give lot of things away, both the item/gold wise, and your time wise.
You are creative and interesting to talk with. C: Should I continue?

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And like I said, you a friend. Someone who cares about lot of people and shows it in most awesome ways. You know how many times you have pulled me out of dump. That alone makes you epic and awesome. You find strenght to help others while you have troubles. You are unique, great friend. NOTHING changes that.

and I dissapeared without notice, leaving the entire site. We all do things that may not seem reliable, but you have to remember there are people behind each of these avatars. People with real lives. Sometimes the internet isn't the most important thing on our list. I hold nothing against you for taking a hiatus. If that's what you needed to do, then no one has a right to complain.
*sits down without another word*

Yes, everyone that runs the biggest thread of the site disappears for at least 4 months per year in total. I do agree with you.
Oh wait, there is only one biggest thread, and I run that one alone.

Generous... if you measure it pure in worth, yes. If you compare it to my inventory and goldcount... not so much.

I cannot judge if I am interesting to talk with - talking with yourself gets boring very quickly.

Silenia M'dear the fact that you give at all puts you ahead of the pack. You have a life outside of Mene and it makes perfect sense that you are not around all the time. No matter what you think about yourself I think it says something that there are so many people, even just here at this time of day, that speak so highly of you. Now here is the deal. I am going to become a massage therapist and then I will HUNT YOU DOWN. Next I will make sure you are so relaxed you won't be able to resist against people lavishing complements on you! MWAHAHAHA!!! Oh wait I wasn't supposed to tell you my plan...oops...

why does sil beat herself up so much? what have you dealt with that has given you so low self esteem. i say that cause only people with low self esteem can beat themselves up so much. sil if you ever need to talk you can just pm me i have been through a lot of bs myself and i and i can be a good listener. i have probably dealt with things different from what you have but i know anytime some one has self esteem that low they need some one they can talk to even if it is just a friend you know from an avi forum site

Sellie, what you listed are small facts that are often caused by life it self not just your fault. Not to mention, no one is perfect. I never claimed you are perfect. But it doesnt mean you are not awesome. You still manage to do much more than others. And others dont do anythnig and dont worry about it. The fact you want to do so much and worry when you dont, it makes you awesome, too. A great friend. C:


SELLIE. its life that ameks you disappear. And we udnerstand it. You cant copy your slef in the Internet so you can be here all the time.

oh wow my power hour is almost over!!! O.O

Mine too D:

how much time do you have left jy?

I still have 38 minutes

ah isa still has like over half her time left!! i only have 15 min left

9 and a half minutes and counting

Well, I know raising self esteem is hard work. Mine is still not very high up, despite all my lovely friends, but all I can do is say what I believe from the bottom of my heart: Sellie is awesome friend. Maybe one day she will realize it is truely true.
It doesnt matter what things she might have done or what she might still not "do perfectly". Nothing changes how she treats those who are dear to her.

oh wow jy has even less time left then i do!!

*huggles saddie* i know what you mean ^_^ i just know a lot of times i worry about you guys it makes me wish i could be there to help you guys out in real life

Zavi needs to be posting more then XD

Jo: Let's see. What have I done, seen and dealt with? Eight years of bullying and taunting. Ten years of depression. Physically keeping a friend of mine from commiting suicide. Not once, not twice but FOUR times. mentally keeping a friend from commiting suicide... hm, three years of my life? Oh wait, I am talking about 'a friend'. That should be 'four friends'. I saw a friend fall down into prostituation, borderline and drug use. The same - female - friend I was in love with, and she was in love with me.
I saw a friend almost getting kicked out of her home for being lesbian. I saw a friend suffer from not being allowed to see her sisters. I watch and can't do anything while my sister ended up with eating disorders. I see my sister making mistakes I too made and know I cannot stop her. I sI saw my father deal with a burn-out after the death of my grandfather, and my mother deal with a depression because of that.

Short abbreviation of my life the past... oh, 8-9 years?

Good morning everyone.