" I know but can not help but worry"

"It's okay to worry...It's a natural part of life...we all worry at times." he said. "Try to thing positive thoughts Violate, happy thoughts." he whispered.

" Okay I will try I promise" She said as she hugged " can we go home?"

Albel nodded. "Yes, let's go home Violate." he answered and hugged her back lovingly.

violate smiled " Lets go " She said as she got up from the bed. " wait for me outside while I change"

Albel nodded and stepped outside her room while she changed. When they got home, he only wanted to talk about happy things, nothing bad only good.

Violate smiled and walked out side "lets go I am ready" She stated happily

Albel smiled back at her and nodded. "Okay, let's go home." he said and began to lead her to his car. He opened the door for her then closed it, then he got in and drove off to the house.

Violate got into the car which was nice and warm.

Albel soon reached the house and drove up to the driveway and parked then turned off the car. He got out of the car and opened the door for her.

" Thank you Albel" She stated as she got out and held her stomach

"What are you thanking me for Violate?" he asked confused. He opened the door for her and locked it behind them.

" Nothing at all" She stated and walked into the house

Albel watched her and shrugged. He then went to the kitchen and grabbed himself some water, he was getting tired of coffee...and water was a lot more healthier.

She sat down at the table " May I have some water as well please"

Albel smiled and poured her a glass of water. "There you go." he said and handed her the water. Albel then sat down and looked at Leon who was looking out the window at the people.

Violate breathed out. " Are you mad at me for not telling you of my illness before?"

Albel looked at her and shook his head. "No...what would give you that Idea..." he said and shook his head. "I don't want to talk about sad things that upset us both..." he said and looked at his water.

" We have to Albel....its part of life....and you seem upset with me.....so lets talk please let me know what you feel" She stated as she touched her belly.

Albel sighed and looked up at her. "I know it is...but I never had to worry about sad things before...but when I met you, all these sad thought flooded my mind and I tried to remove them. I did for a while but now they came back again when you told me about your illness and death." he said to her.

" I make you sad....?" She asked him a bit hurt and upset. She looked into his eyes " I am sorry if I make you sad.....please forgive me"

Albel took her hand in his and shook his head. "No Violate...YOU don't make me sad...it's the thoughts that make me sad." he explained gently. The thought of loosing you is what pains me...not you. he thought to himself.

Violate kissed his lips when she herd what he said " I am glad I thought for a second that I did not make you happy anymore" She said

Albel kissed her back and shook his head. "Violate, you always make me happy...before I met you I was happy with my job, but now I'm happiest when I see you...and the thought of loosing you pains me everyday." he said quietly.

" I am so sorry I wish I could be here with you forever...." She stated as she gazed at him I am sorr that was we have is so short"