So is talking about it too, and drawing

I know I'm loved and that it's bad. But I feel like I'm addicted to it. Its not like I cut myself, I just make bruises

Thats also not good ruby

No it's not. Bruises may lead to cutting one day when you feel the bruises aren't enough.

Mmmm...Old Spice Guy

I agree with Wynn

I feel like I'm addicted to it

The Ruby, no offence, but you need help to quit

I know. But theres no professional help available

Well there are always shrinks

I've been to them before. They don't help me at all

Not inless you let them. you have to want to change in order to change ruby

I didn't have a problem then. That and they just didn't care

Some do, some dont, it depends on who you get, some acttually care

The ones I had didn't. And even if I wanted to tell a stranger all my problems I can't.

You need to do something about it sweetie. Perhaps find a new and better addiction? For me it's books. My bf will get jealous sometimes b/c all I'll do is read.

well im sure you can find one you like or writing in a journal helps too

but bella is sleep now night night *passes out*

Journaling doesn't help me. And I have to be happy to write my stories. Reading makes me more emotional and video games just don't help anymore

Night Hatter.

Well then Ruby, you've got to try and find something that will help. However it will only work if *you* want to stop hurting yourself. No matter how much Rena, Yue, Hatter, myself or others want you to not do it only you have that power.

Everything that I can do without waking people up at this time of night doesn't help as much as the pain does

Then you need to find a way to do something new without waking up others. Causing yourself pain is never the answer.

Hi Wynn, how are you doing?

Hi Yue, I'm alright. How are you?

I'm doing great, just still awake is all. Had a good day and just been good.

That's good. ^_^ :lol:

I have been in a really good mood as of late.