Sinsue blushed just a bit more then slowly pulled her thoughts together "Good I guess... How about you?" she asked softly still blushing some. She liked him close like this and... She knew it was wrong to think how she did... But she couldn't push it away even for a moment.

Christian smiled and gently stroked her cheek. "I am glad you slept good." he said to her softly and knew that it wasn't right to be this close to her. BUt he wanted her this close to him even thought he knew it wasn't right. "and I slept great." he said to her softly and looked into her eyes.

Sinsue smiled then thought for a long moment and blushed slightly as she thought deeply. She wanted to tell him how she felt though was unsure and worried about what he would say or think... would he laugh at her? Why would he? He had held her close... she was close to him... she just hoped she wouldn't have a blood lust while they were so close.

Christian smiled as he looked at her and saw the blush. He continued to stroke her cheek and looked at her, "what are you thinking of?" he asked her softly since he could see how deeply she was thinking. He wanted to know what was making her think so deeply.

"You'd laugh..." Sinsue huffed softly looking away from him her cheaks still red with slight embaresment. She wanted to tell him but she couldn't... She didn't know how he would react even though she could hear some of his thoughts.

Christian chuckled and looked at her, "right now I am only laughing at how rediculess your being." he said and then turned her so that he was looked into her eyes. Her eyes seemed to capture him and he couldn't looked away once he had seen them. His hand started to stroke her cheek and he said to her sofy, "just tell me, I promise I won't laugh." and he ment it completely

Sinsue blushed just a bit more. "Christain... I... I think... I think I love you." she breathed almost inaudobly. She was imbaresed saying that... She truly was and she didn't know what he would say or think...

Christian was surprised by those words, words that he thought would never be said to him again. The only thing he could do was just stare at her for a while and once his brain finished processing those words a smile spread across his lips. His arms pulled her closer to him and he looked down at her lovingly. "now was that so hard?" he asked her softly and kissed her nose gently.

Sinsue's face cooled some so it was just barely pink. "You're asking that to the girl that's been abused for about ten or so years and the only person she would say that to was her older brother?" she huffed softly with a bit of a smirk. What she said was true... Though... Why wouldn't he say anything back? That worried her some...

Christian gently stroked her cheek and looked into her eyes lovingly. "well lets make up for those ten years. I want you to be the happiest girl ever and I will do anything to make you happy." he said to her softly and slowly his face came closer to hers, "I would do all of this for the girl that I love." he said softly and then his lips met hers. Her lips where soft and they fit perfectly with his.

Sinsue smiled at his words then was shocked slightly when he kissed her. Instinktivly she stiffened up though she let her muscles relax and closed her eyes wrapping her arms around Christain's neck lightly. Every other time someones lips met hers like this it was raugh and it would scare her since she knew what would come after... Though... She trusted Christain not to hurt her like that. She was slightly interested in how his tongue would feel since it was snake like... And he wasn't full on making out with her so she didn't know... She wondered since she had felt his tongue before... Though that... That had worried her some when it happened.

Christian kept her close and Slowly kissed her deeper. He didn't want to scare her orhurt her since she had been threw so much and he would take things slow. If she didn't want him to do anything she would make it clear and he would stop for her. Soon he was fully making out with her and his tounge slithered around hers.

Sinsue was loving the kiss even though it brought back some pain... Which were being pushed down by her love and trust of Christain. When she felt his toungue she shivered and couldn't help a small grin from the thrill it sent through her body waking up long foregotten pain... Though she couldn't feel it as she pulled her small frame closer to Christain completely ingolphed in the kiss. His tongue had captured hers... And she loved it. She had never felt this way... With both the slight fear but the deap love... It felt oddly thrilling to her... She just couldn't understand it though.

Christian loved the taste of her on his tounge and how close she was to him. He ran his snake like tounge over her tounge and wished to never stop. But after a few minutes he had to pull away to breath and he looked into her eyes lovingly. "if I ever go to far tell me, I will stop." he said to her softly and gently stroked her cheek lovingly.

Sinsue loved feeling his tongue move over hers and his lips on hers. She smirked slightly when he pulled away since she knew he would have to breathe at some point. "I think you would have known if you had taken it too far just now... Don't worry I will let you know." she smirked lightly though she meant it. If he had been bothering her by kissing her then his tongue would no longer be attatched to his mouth... Well at least part of it wouldn't.

Christian smiled, "good." he said and then in less then a second his lips where back on hers. He couldn't resist kissing her and his tounge slithered into her mouth. He loved the taste of her and he pulled her closer to him. She seemed to fit together with him perfectly and he wasn't going to leave her.

Sinsue smiled easily kissing him back. She shivered again when she felt his tongue slither into her mouth though right away let their tongues mingle. She was happy right here, in Christain's arms, in his bed, and them kissing each other deeply. She let her arms intertwine around his neck just a bit more. As the kiss deepened so did her feelings and soon found one of her legs pulled so it was just about on his thigh.

Christian smiled as he kissed her and knew that everything else didn't matter. As long as he had her he would be happy and that was all that mattered. His tounge searched her mouth and played with her tounge as he kissed her. He ran a hand down her side getly and smirked when he felt her leg on his thigh.

(ow I didn't say this before. But it would have been different if they weren't laying on their sides. )

Sinsue shivered slightly as she felt his tongue roaming her mouth. A small whimper came from Sinsue even though he wasn't bothering or hurting her... It was just a natural reaction. Slowly she felt wants and deep desiers that she knew she shouldn't fallow... But she wanted to... She wanted to try... She wanted to try and love him. She let her tongue feel Christain's long thin snake like tongue as her leg raised a bit more like she was stradling him though she wasn't since they were on their sides.

((kay))

Christian smiled as he kissed her but then heard her whimper. had he hurt her or something? THe thought of that alone made him nearly pull away form her but then he felt her leg move. He smirked and guessed that meant that she was okay and he relaxed a little bit. After a few minutes he moved so that he was laying on his back and pulled her ontop of him. His lips never left hers as he did and he didn't plan on stopping unless she told him to.

Sinsue smiled as she kissed him though felt slight tension in his lips... He had heard her whimper... When she was pulled on top of him she smirked slightly still kissing him and straddled him slightly. She wasn't scared... She wasn't even really self conscious about how she had scares all over her. If he didn't want her straddling him she'd know and would just lay top of him... Though she didn't think he would mind.

Christian smiled as he kissed her deeper and ran a ha d down her side. He was loving this and didn't want to stop at all now. His ha ands reached the end of her shirt and didn't move. He wasn't to sure if she wanted him there so he only placed his hands on her exposedskin and stroked there gently. His hands where already passing over scars but he didn't care. He still loved her and nothing would change that. You could tell it didn't since he only kissed her deeper.

Sinsue shivered slightly though this time did not whimper or cry... No she only kissed Christian more. She shivered slightly as she felt him toutch her side where an old deep scare was locataed. She liked feeling his hand going down her sides. She actually wanted to feel skin on skin... Him on top of her... Her submissing to him fully.

Christian smiled when he felt her shiver and continued to run a hand over her scared flesh. He wanted her now but if she didn't want him he would stop. But by the way she was kissing him he felt like she wanted him. His toung played with hers as he kissed her and his hands slowly moved up her skin. The feel of her skin was like nothing else and he wanted her more now. THe scars on her body ment nothing to him, it only proved she was strong and beautiful.

Sinsue shivered and whimpered again though it was only because no one had touched her back other then those that had hurt her... But he didn't mean her harm in the least... No she knew Christain loved her and she had the feel that he wanted to love her. Finally she brought herself to pull away from his lips to look at him softly and lovingly. "Christain... I know you love me... I can feel it... But if you want to... You know you won't hurt me right?" she said then paused for a long moment choosing not to say what she was fully getting at... Though she knew he would know what she meany.
(do you take it all the way? If so I have a yahoo im if you'd like to go all the way... I've had cut out scenes like that with Siki XD )