Chris gently took her hands from her chest and shook his head. "No, Kasi. I can't have things back that way....not anymore." His tone was much more gentle, but firm.

Kasi didn't understand as he took her hands off of his chest. "Chris why can't they... Didn you alway like it... What did i do worng wrong Chris...." Kasi wanted Chris badly and didn't understand.

Chris shook his head slightly, this was a little awkward for him. "Its not that I didn't enjoy it, Kasi. Believe me....but I just can't do it anymore."

"i don't understand why not. You've had other girls beside me at one time or another while seeing me.. I don't understand what different about now if you like it so much."

Chris closed his eyes, trying to think of something to say that wouldn't confirm her suspicions about him about Julia. But, he couldn't think of anything.

She won't look him in the eyes just at her feet. "Chris tell me why."

Chris thought of something, but wasn't sure it would work. "I...need a real relationship. I can't do what we were...its too hard on me."

"Chris... You never wanted that... when we first hooked up you made that clear... if you wanted a real relation all you had to do was say that Chris. I... want to be by your side then...." Kasi took her hand and lightly touch Chris hand gentley.

Chris cursed himself in his head. "Kasi. Look....you do know we work together right? One or both of us would get fired. The big boss man isn't stupid. How about we just be friends...alright? I really don't know that much about you anyway." He was trying to be kind and get her to not want to be with him at the same time....without telling her about Julia.

"I'll quit then... Chris I love you.... I want to be with you more then any thing. Just being friends isn't good enough for me Chris I need you in my life." Kasi reach up on her tip toes and kised chris deeply. She was so much short then him.

Chris was sort of shocked, but his body missed her kisses so much, it was hard to pull back. He gently took her by the shoulders and pulled back from her. "I can't do that, Kasi." His voice was a little quiet, almost sad that he had to do this to her.

Kasi could feel his body reacting to her and know some thing was there. She was hurt when he pulled her away from him. "Why chris why.,..... give me one good reason.???" She had tears in her eyes.

Chris hated that he'd made her start crying, it twisted him up inside. He didn't have the right to ask her not to though. "I...don't feel that way..."

Kasi was trying to hold back from crying and trying to wipe away her tears. "You don't feel the same way yet your body want me.... why is your mouth saying the oppsit of your body?"

Chris sighed and shook his head slightly. "Just because I may want you...doesn't mean I love you. Not that way anyway...I can't do that to you."

"Chris i don't care I want to stay by your side, use me i don't care Chris I need you badly." Kasi looked up in to Chris's eyes.

Chris frowned, then gently moved away from her. "No, Kasi. Even I have morals."

Kasi mood changed and she glare it what back to angry and up set. "You with her!" She yelled.

This was one thing he wished women didn't do....mood swings. "Look. I wouldn't let you consent to being used...ever."

"Chris..... I love you I really do... why can't you try then maybe a relationship with me maybe you would delevpoe feeling for me that why... We never try to actaull date before... I mean it that girl isn't in the picture this way."

Chris suddenly looked tired. "Look, Kasi. I already made up my mind....I'm sorry. But I have."

Kasi just glare she knew the truth now and knew this was not over. "Just get out..!"

Chris sighed and shook his head, just turning and leaving.

Kasi throw a glass at her front door once Chris shut in dropping to her knees crying out fully. She would make that brown hair girl new girl pay for taking Chris from her.

Chris knew there would be hell to pay, but he saw no way around it. He soon got outside and started flying off towards home.