*curls up in a corner and naps*

Yeah, I know what you mean. The assignment I have due today is very time consuming. I didn't get anything going really on it I felt like crap all night. I went to bed at 1am, woke up at going on 7, feel much worse. I don't care if I hand it in on time or not. It'll get in tonight. I'll figure it out. I'm not going to stress myself over it.

Yeah, it's been a stressful year.

agreed, thats why I can't wait for a little thanksgiving holiday to sit and chill.

Mmhmm. A few days off will do everybody some good.

Apparently my professor is allowing me to hand in the assignment that was due today, over the weekend since I'm sick. I had to go to class today because it was mandatory and I had to present something my group did. I told her my mind was all fog when I tried to finish it. Or something like that.
I just know I'm beat, worn out, tired, and sad since mike still isn't ready to talk about what's bothering him... That and I said that I loved him... no response yet.

Sorry Mikes not telling you whats wrong ser, so I get to present by arguement after thanksgiving break which sucks :( I guess its better I'm getting it all done and over with.

I have a paper due after Thanksgiving, but whatever. I have time to do it.

Yeah I am so ready for break even if it means preparing for this I'm just not so good at speaking in front of people. What is your paper on Ely?

Eh... I get to play the freaking waiting game... still.
All I want from him is for him to tell me what is bothering him and for him to also tell me he loves me too. I should be happy he at least talks with me. But oh well... I guess I don't deserve affection... Considering I'm sick too.
I'm worn out, I may head to bed really early tonight.

Well I hope you get better and that things get better between you and Mike. Men are just so weird at times

I hope so too. he's been like this for a few days now. He started off ok.. .but it seems as the days go by, he's getting more distant or something.
I haven't had him say that he loved me since saturday (the day after we had this "fight")


Sorry, I'm just really sick right now and going all over in my head.

@Otaku: It's an argument paper about whether or not illegal immigrants should be given in-state tuition prices.

@Ser: Is he worth all this?

@Ely: That does sound interesting mine has to be on the dead and their impact on the roman family.

To me, he is. Yeah he did do something f'd up and really hurt me (emotionally), but most of the time he's not an ass. I just wish he would start talking, and would stop being like this. He needs to not centre his thoughts around how horrible his life is. The first major argument we had that eneded up horribly was in dec of 08 when we separated. Then we didn't get into anything hugely major till the next summer, then after that it wasn't until I think last Fall. my last semester at Fredonia, and around the time he was starting to go down the path of thinking his life was going to suck because he couldn't get into Law school.

Wow I didn't know you guys had broke up for a little while. Yeah everyone has problems they face I've had a few issues, and so have you but it happens if we didn't have these problems we wouldn't be living.

@Ser: *nods* You've got a good reason, then. This last year I've just heard so many bad things that I had to ask. He needs to find a path for himself, it sounds like. It sounds like he's not himself as well.

@Otaku: Your topic sounds somewhat interesting as well. I'm not a history buff, but some of that stuff is interesting.

@Ely: It is interesting in fact since there were high mortality rates during Roman times so it seems that familys really focused on their dead or their dying.

That's actually quite interesting. From my past studies some cultures that have high mortality rates don't think about death at all. But I've heard it the other way around of course. Tibetan people, Mexicans, etc.

It surprises me that Romans cared.

Yeah well it seemed important to especially if you looked at the tombs they had built.

Huh. I never knew the Romans did that.

Same here until I did research on it. It is interesting and they also believed in the afterlife so they did want their dead to make it there.

No, he really hasn't been himself lately. I think a lot has to do with how he feels about not getting into school and such. We had the 2 weeks in the beginning of the semester when he was all emo and was saying how he won't amount to much, etc. I think he's focusing too much on his failure when it came to getting into school, and the feeling of not amounting to much, and that whole being self-concious about trying other things to do. His not having confidence in trying the new stuff, and having the negative attitude, he in a sense will take it out on me by picking at my faults. Though yes, they are not "small" but, I don't intentionally do those things, I am trying to not be a horrible person, and it's not like I don't try.

@ser: Thats a bit harsh for him to be pointing out your faults.

@Ser: He's in for some maturing. One day he needs to learn not to use any of your faults against you no matter the situation, because I've never heard of you doing the same to him.

@Otaku: Yeah, it's all about whether they believe in the afterlife. That's why vikings were buried in ships, and Egyptians in pyramids.