I had a bad dream last night with zombies. Then one with a psycho murderer. Then a good one with a pretty blond girl who I've never met before. lol. Dreams are fun.

Mmm. I haven't dreamt in months, actually. That or I stopped letting myself remember my nightmares a few months ago and I haven't been aware of what I've been doing.

I hate to dream anymore.

You dream a few times a night, but you don't usually remember. It's part of the sleep cycle.

I have nightmares a lot when I'm single for some reason, but not usually when I'm dating. I've never been able to figure out just why.

I knew about that. But this is also why I suspect I've gotten really good at regressing my dreams before I can remember them.

I would guess it's because you love being in relationships and the happiness you get from them causes your brain to release oxytocin and seratonin which then causes your mind to feel more stable and less anxious. Thus the good dreams.

...You a psyche major? lol.

Close enough, Saro. Close enough. :XP

I'm just doing a general associates right now, but it looks like I'm going to be going for a Doctorate in Psychiatry.

I've had more psychology and behavioral science classes than I'd like to admit to.

lol. Fun times. I enjoy behavioral psychology, because it helps me to understand certain things about myself including certain weird things... lol.

I know. It's helped me figure myself out quite a bit as well. I'm taking a Social Psychology class in the fall, as well as a Sociology of Deviant Behavior course...and Psychology of Death & Dying. I'm really looking forward to it.

Anything that discusses why people screw stuff up (like, self-deprecation, for example) or have screwed up views on things is really interesting to me. I admit it, though...I kinda have to watch the manipulative thing every now and then, because after taking too many psychology classes you gain the ability to screw with people. :XD

Just got back from the dentist. I am in pain (just from the cleaning) but my teeth are clean. Hurrah!

Uch. Dentist. Don't like them. Had to have a tooth drilled when I was small. Eternal fear of dentists now. Numbing agents have trouble working on me. lol.

And as for the screwing with people... Yeah... I gotta watch that too. lol.

I hate the dentist. The vibrations from the drill freak me out.

Me too! Uch. I can feel it. Make it stop!

I have a really good dentist now, and all through childhood I had an extremely kind elderly dentist. When he retired, however, this ratty little shit of a man took over for him. He took this device and held it above my teeth, then proceeded to tell me I had five huge cavities that I needed to have fixed. I called an immediate bullshit. Went and got another opinion, and discovered I only had two small cavities (I'd just gotten braces off, so obviously there were going to be some).

He also caused my mother a root canal just to get money. We didn't have any proof of these things, but of course we were rather convinced the ass was running a malpractice. We fired him, all of the people working for him quit, and we moved on to our current dentist. To this day I'm so glad I spoke up. My mom would have just stuck with him because she wanted to think the best of him. I know he did something to my father too, but I can't recall what it was.

I just got back to trusting dentists, really.

I actually hate general doctors more. They freak me out.

Why? All the touching?

No. Because they freak out for every little thing and tell you all the bad shit that could happen to you if it was what they think it might be. And nine out of ten times the thing that it could be is so impossible that it's a one in a million chance of you actually having it. Like cancer. So basically, your hair turns white from hearing all the scary tests you might have to go through.

I just had this happen to me recently, actually. Suffice it to say that I had a very very normal thing for a girl of my age, the doctor found out about it, and started telling me how, if it was cancer (which it wasn't), or if they couldn't tell what it was I'd have to go through all of these crazy tests.

I went to another doctor, got it checked out, and basically got told that the doctor who sent me to him was insane for thinking that I might have what she thought it was, and that he was sorry I'd gone through it.

Thus. Hatred.

...Now see I'm nosey. lol.

Anyways. I've had similar problems. I understand.

Lol. That doctor is the batshit crazy one that I mentioned the other day.

I'm kinda tired of doctors. They either always tell you that something is wrong, or they tell you that everything is perfectly normal if you bring up an issue with them. I don't know which is worse. Being told that you're okay when you're coughing up a lung and your nose is pouring snot, or being told that you should probably lose that one extra pound but everything else is alright just because they couldn't let you go without criticism.

Man I'm happy the semester's almost over. It means I can stop worrying about super long days and start concentrating on relaxing when i'm not working.

Hey guys. I just wanted to let you know that I'm going home for Easter break this week. My internet there sucks so chances are you won't see me much. Hope you all enjoy it.

*lurks*

:ninja:

*licks*

I'm heading off to college come August/September, that count?

Sure. Why not. lol. How goes life?

Yesh!
Bah, on spring break now and most of my friends are having the time of their lives with their lives.
Apparently our school had a trip to Italy that I was not informed about (nor had the money to pay for).
So it's just me and my computer this break.

And you?

Just relaxing. I probably should have done some German homework tonight, but... meh. lol. I'm having a good life recently.

Well, that's good to hear.
The closest I've been to the German language, though, was probably me watching Cabaret last year.
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