this website isn't dyingg! Yeah I know things are getitng a bit slower but i tihkn it will come to life this summer when people have more time on their hands. And yeah it's only pixels but they're desirable. It gives you something to aim for.

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I tend ot buy a set of ci's form the stie each month,. i like to support mene.

Haha, true enough.

Yeahhh, but you're supporting Mene. You aren't just buying them to say you bought them or to look cool/rich. :yes:

I was talking more about the people on Gaia and crud who spend hundreds of dollars per month on pixels just so they can be Gaia royalty.

I left Gaia long long ago for that very reason xD

I've always disliked Gaia.

Anyway, I'm going to sleep. Goodnight, all. :)

I'm semi on gaia i'm rich but through earning :D

Good night Elysium :)

Ely:: I read your blog and I like that bit about the machete and the handgun. :lol:

Hello Kitami :)

@Kita: Haha. It's the truth, though. Isn't it?

@Magi: Afternoon. :)

How is Elysium doing today? :)

Just fine. Relatively bored, but that's not new.

I have a million things around me I could be doing, but I'm too happy with having time off to want to do any of it.

And how is Magi?

Originally Posted by ElysiumFate

I think most cats are beautiful. ^_^ Except for those ugly ass hairless things that don't deserve the name.

I know this was from yesterday, but I wasn't able to get on yesterday.
I have to agree with you. I think the cats without hair are creepy and scary.
I of course miss my kitty cat. :( He's home being all depressed and making himself be all sad and icky looking. When I'm at school, Eli gets really depressed without me my dad says. I came home for Easter and Eli just looked so sick and sad and his fur didn't look good. My boyfriend and I wake up the next day, Eli looks all perky and happy. All after having me home for a night and curling up with me most of it.

I'm tired. I just want to go home, squeeze my kitty and pets him, and see my boyfriend. We're both just depressed and burnt out from me being away longer.

I'm told my cat mopes around a bit when I'm not home as well.

I know it's hard to be away from home and doing so much work. I had such a weird year...I just want to rest, but I have responsibilities, so I have no choice but to rest for a few weeks and then keep moving.

What do you do for work Elysium?

Yeah, this year has been interesting and strange and such. I'm glad on Friday I go home, spend time with my boyfriend, cuddle with my cat who will be happy and mopy and an a-hole (he gets into trouble when I'm not home too as a way to show he's unhappy with mom being gone) Saturday spend the day with mike and his family, sunday my mom's side of the family is having a picnic ^^
Can't wait

Ely:: Yeah, pretty much. :lol:

Magi:: Hello. :)

Yuy:: Sounds like a fun weekend. :D

@Ser: Ahh. Fun. I haven't been on a picnic with family in years. I miss it.

They all live far away from us, but back when my grandmother lived in our state with us, they'd come and visit in the summer and we'd spend time out in the parks together. Now they're lazy and if we want to see them we have to go to Iowa, which our little Coloradan family despises. I always feel sick when I leave state to go to a humid place. That and I think I get a little reverse altitude sickness

@Magi: Nothing atm, but that won't last. I'm in the market for a job now. I was set on getting one all year, but shit just kept hitting the fan, so it was better for me to just focus on school work and wait for summer.

Hello again Kitami :)

Ah, makes sense Elysium. Here the job market sucks...and the one place that is usually hiring, I'd rather not go back and work there. Its a plastic factory with poor ventilation. When I stopped working there it took around 2 months of me coughing shit out of my lungs that I had breathed in (not fun)....so yeah...mainly been focusing on school :)

Prepare for this to sound very wrong. :P I'm good at selling myself when I want to, so I'm confident I'll be able to apply to a few places and get a good college job.

I've seen a lot of places hiring around here like: Home Depot, Office Depot...a thrift store...I don't want to work in those, because...well...I'm a female, I'd get bored as shit in an Office Depot, and the thrift store smells funny. :ninja: I'd rather not have to come home every day smelling like burgers or shoe fungus spray. :lol:

I'm going to go apply at some shoe stores, book stores, department stores...see what turns out. :D

This year was a lot of work getting used to college, finding a niche with some friends, getting over the ex. Wasn't a good time to be trying to move up on a work ladder, too.

Understandable. You have more common sense then I do. I tried to move through things too quickly...and so far all I've accomplished was to stay in college. The rest kind of fizzled out simply because emotionally and mentally I was still dealing with a lot...but yeah :ninja:

Lol. I've just been screwed over enough times to know that when the snake rattles its tail I should walk away instead of trying to kill it and eat if for dinner, you know?

My social life has just started to get back on its feet. I had destroyed a lot of my friendships for a few months after I broke up with my ex. Somehow I've just gotten lucky and gotten a few decent friends now who aren't leading me towards shit that I have to constantly battle with to keep myself out of.

At least you've stayed in college. :D That IS a great accomplishment. The majority of people drop out of college in the first couple of years because of all the stress.

College doesnt really stress me out. People stress me out...along with the baggage that comes along with most relationships...even if its something as simple as "friends"...generally speaking anyways.

I have yet to learn that lesson though...usually I just try to find more unique ways of killing the snake...instead of the smart option of walking away, or even walking around it. xD

Uh huh. Trust me, I know. When you accept a person's awesomeness, you also accept a person's shit. It's a matter of finding out how deep the shit runs, and figuring out if you have the strength to paddle through the river to the lagoon at the end. Or if it's even possible to get all the way through their shit...Damn. There must've been some philosophical pill in one of the five Krispy Kreme donuts I inhaled over my birthday. :ninja:

My best friend has a lot of baggage that keeps us from getting as close as we could, and my ex eventually ended up pushing me away partly because of his.

The thing about the snake is that sometimes you have to kill it. Even if it's Harry Potter & The Sorcerer's Stone sized. ^.^ Had that realization forced on me recently. It's definitely hard to tell the difference, lol.

Haha. I dont have a problem accepting that persons shit, whether its good or bad. Its when they start assuming/acting like you are no different then someone else they have in there life...whether it is someone currently in their life, or someone from their past.

Am I making sense?