Yeah. I probably will. I just would have felt bad leaving to play while talking to the boyfriend. He was feeling kind of bummed and missing me. So, I chatted with him till he went to bed and then kept colouring.
We both just want the next couple of weeks to go by so we can have a few days together, and then the other times to see each other.
In other words it was one of those nights we both were missing each other.

Yeah. I know that feeling. :/

Yeah. It's my last semester here so it's strange. :/

That's how I felt last year but a bunch of my friends were graduating with me so it wasn't too bad. I do have like a million friends who say the place isn't the same with me around though.

That's kinda nice to know you had an impact on the place.

It's going to be strange for me since I finish in the Fall instead of the Spring like "normal"
But, there are some benefits to that. I go home and it's one of my favourite times of year. Winter and Christmas ^^

Hey everyone.

Hey. ^^ How's stuff there?

Shitty. As usual. Turns out I wasn't supposed to be invited to that birthday party after all...found out when the pickup came. I can't blame the girl either......

That sucks. :(

I'm used to it. That's what I get for getting my hopes up...for anything.

Yeah. I know how that goes.

I'm used to it. Tends to happen when you're the piece of shit I am...a LOT.

You're not a piece of shit. :(

Kita's right, you're not a piece of shit.
The people whom you end up being around are the shit.
They're the ones who don't want to do stuff with you for stupid reasons.

Taiyo! don't say bad things about yourself. :(

Guys, the consideration is nice and all, but I've been pretty much told time and time again (both indirectly and not), that I'm shit. It's been that way since I was a kid....
No wonder my self-confidence is in the can.

But you're not though. People who have said (or implied) that you are are stupid. ><

I agree with my lady on this one. You're an awesome person, and you always have been.

People have pretty much told me the same things, and I know how you can get down on yourself, but try to feel better okay. :)

We all like you a lot.

I know, I know.....kind of hard to contest it though.
Again, when you've been in my shoes for a year, it gets rammed into your head pretty solidly.

I'm sorry, Taiyo. :( You have to believe what you think about yourself, not what others think of you. Others rarely know anything about your true self.

So very true Ely

@ Ely: That's the thing. I believe I'm a pile of crap.

Taiyo: Well knock it off. I'm telling you you're not one, and I have a 157 IQ. I'm a fucking mega genius, and I say you're an awesome person. Geniuses are always right. So there. :P

You are fun to talk to, and you make me laugh. :)

Yeah. No matter what you do, Taiyo, you need to stop that.