
10-30-2010, 12:19 AM
I don't really know if any of this will make sense. I'm stressed out.
I'm just so bothered and frustrated that I've been crying. I hate being home.
I truly do. I hate that no matter what my mom treats me like I'm fucking 12.
We cannot see eye to eye and I cannot stand the woman who gave birth to me.
I'm happier away from home, I truly am. I come home and it bothers me. Not the place, but the people here.
I can't talk to them, I just don't feel like I belong here. I cannot be here, I don't know
I just can't. I need to leave this place, I can't be around these people. I can't be
around my mother any longer. She's driving me insane. She's cry and complain
that we're not close like her and my grandmother use to be. I can't I just simply
can't find anything in common with her. I can't relate to her. I can't be her! She
doesn't understand that I need my days out. She has be fucking stuck at home.
That's not what is best for me! I need to get out, without fucking family. With friends.
I just need to enjoy my teenage years. I don't tell her, she won't understand. I'm
her daughter and she doesn't even know who I am. I just need to get out of here.
I guess I just needed to get this out of me.
Last edited by squareber; 10-30-2010 at 12:24 AM..
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