(coolz XD )

Bara had really been enjoying her time with Angel and so had Meara. Meara hadn't been near as pushy with Bara resently and she figured it was because she wasn't holding her back now and hersire would come to talk or see them. Bara sighed some as she walked back up to her house after her day... Well few hours of school feeling Meara's boredom mix with hers. "Hi I'm home." she smiled as she walked into the house and went to put her bags up. "So what did you do while I was gone?" she asked with a smile as she walked to the room Angel was in.

"I was deep in thought is all really, I'm figuring things out." he says. "So how was school?" he asked curiously, he didn't need schooling, he was schooled already. He then thought about his friend not far from where he was now, he should go visit her soon.

"It was boring and I only take it for history... And sometimes I have to when I go to a new plase so they don't start thinking there's something off about me... Are you hungry?0 Bara asked curiously as she started heading to the kitchen smiling at Angel happily, she was in a very good mood today though she wasn't sure why.

ANgel followed her out off the room he was in. "Yeah a little." he says smiling. "So I was curious about something." He didn't know if she'd know, but it would be something to think about, when he considered being turned, he did find that idea interesting, especailly when he found that all beings could be.

"If you have a question you might want to ask it... remember I don't hear thoughts though Meara does and no thought is safe if she's bored." Bara reminded Angel with a playful grin as she started to get some food out to fix for them wondering slightly why Meara seemed to be thinking alot right now but not letting any of the thoughts leak out to her... though that was just Meara for you.

"As I remember quite well." Angel says. "It's probably stupid, but how would being changed affect an elemental demon?" he asked. "I've always wondered about that."

Bara thought for a moment then sighed and shifted to Meara's form so she could explain it. She then sighed heavily and walked over to him sitting at the table with him and thinking for a moment. "If you were wondering if you would he like me you wouldn't... Bara... well... she's hard to explain really. Bara came later when We were moving around and I needed to calm down to blend in... so that's Bara. You... I'm not sure... but you would still have all your powers and everything... though... you may have to unlock them or something... you may not have them usable right away. Though you would be the same you just... might not feel it for a little while... are you actually thinking about it? You know he won't sire anyone else right..." Meara said then trailed off at the end as she thought and felt that she would be the one to sire him if he really wanted to be changed... could she do it? Hadn't he said his blood had poison in it though? She would have to get a bit of his blood to change him... well while she changed him... and... she might accidently drink some when she orrigonally starts to change him anyway....

"I'm considering. I don't fear death, but I do wish to prolong it's affects as much as possible, there's so much I do want to accomplish really now that I thnk about how long I've been denied the chance to start, and I've always wondered about how it would be like to be like my former targets." he said truthfully. "I know it sounds funny, and demons do live a long time, but I do also like the idea of a change of life style as well as a second chance."

"I wouldn't want to go through life being around you then knowing that you would die soon when your time was growing short... I've done that once before... it's not nice at all." Meara murmured softly then thought on what she had before again. "You know... I... I would be the one that would have to sire you... to change you... what were you saying to Bara before... after I had tried to atteck you... what had you said about your blood?" she asked quietly unable to keep herself from voicing that one.

"I actually only use that as a threat, it won't do anything to you, it's just normal demon blood, very similar to vampire blood." he explains. "I have had to do that with a couple of human friends too, it does do a lot to ones emotoins and heart."

"I should hit you for screwing with me like that." Meara grinned some as she teasingly pushed his face to one side just joking around a bit. She was a very interesting vampire and loved to tease people... and Angel she could full on tease since he lived with her and they were friends.

"It gives me time for a plan to formulate when I am in trouble like I was." he says smiling. "I love to tease you though, it's so fun, and we do live together so I have a right to." he says not knowing that she had thought that.

"Ha so what are now a mind reader." Meara smirked playfully knowing he didn't know she was thinking that... though it was still fun to teas him about it.

(ugles XP sorry block)

"No, I didn't know you thought that, until you asked me that teasing question." he teases her back.

((naughty naughty writers block, lolz))

"Ya know now I'm not scared to bite you" Meara ginned devilishly her lips curled up a bit so you could see her fangs and nipped at him playfully though didn't toutch him since she was just joking right now... though she had wondered what he taisted like since the day Bara and him became friends... it was just a natural thing for her.

Angel smiled mischeviously. "If you want to find out how I taste your welcome to, as long as you don't drink too much blood now, unless you plan to change me." he says, half hoping that she would change him.

Meara's grin vanished some as she thought "Only if you want me to... only if you're sure... I mean... absolutely sure... I didn't have the choise and I want you make sure that you want it." she murmured softly as she walked over to him though was hesitent... what if she accidently drank too much of his blood when she exchanged it with venim? How would his body react to the vinum?... she hoped some that he wouldn't be like most... almost all of the others... she hoped at least that he wouldn't scream though she wouldn't do it in here... she would do it in one of the sound proof rooms where there was a bed for him to lay on... but she would have to watch him wallow in the pain and she knew it... she would have to be there for when he awoke with the thearst.

"Yes I'm sure, I won't shiw that I'm in pain, I've taught myself not to, you won't see that I am." he says looking at her. "This is what I want." he assured her.

Meara shook her head some "You won't be able to not show... it won't be like any pain you have ever felt before because it's basicly killing you... without really killing you. Come on... not in here." she murmured softly as she took his hand and led him to one of the rooms she knew to be sound proof. "Sit" she said softly not wanting him to fall over. "I say you won't be able to hold it back because you won't be able to stay concious through the whole thing... and you wouldn't want to be... believe me." she explained softly hoping he would listed to her... after all she was the vampire here.

"I know you mean what you say, how about this, if I do show that I am in pain, I'll owe you, but if i don't you'll owe me." he says making this a bet, he knew he'd be able to do this. He sat down where he was instructed to.

Meara sighed and shook her head feeling that he was taking this as a game when ow too soon he would see what she meant. "What ever" she muttered though walked over to him and looked at his neck her eyes starting to glow yellow instead of red as she looked for the best vain that would be quickest to the heart. She sighed softly as she sat next to him and put her arm around the other side of his neck to keep both him and her steady as she let her fangs sink into his skin and her eyes turn to their normal crimos like when she feeds. She did find it dificult to find the stopping point in which she would have to immeadietly switch to the poison though she did and started to enjecked the venum that would ultamitly kill her best friend... though she knew it wasn't like it would truly kill him... just turn him.

(He does pass out and it is a massive untaimed pain XP that is something that is always metioned and he can't just not react to the pain of feeling his own beath XP )

The pain, did surprize him and he winced, but it wasen't unbearable, he did have a life style to where it wasen't as bad as she made it to be, he had gotten fed on by a vampire once but they didn't kill him, foolish thing, this time it was like an awesome high for humans to him. He doesn't know when but he does pass out, his past couldn't help him with that.

((ah but his life style could change that, and we haven't found out about his history much))

(hm... isn't sure what to post... and yeah... he does have to pass out at some point XP that's in just about all the myths XP and he wakes with that thrist so yeah I go by what I've seen and read and he just can't freaken not feel it it's worse then a bite since it's pretty much killing him clowly... yeah that would hurt like heck XP sorry I don't loosen up on this type of thing)

((We still don't know if he's experienced this kind of thing before, or what not, you can be as stuborn as you want, but i'll be just as stubborn, lolz))

(True though it still wouldn't be the same as the really thing where he actually is dying not just part of it... XP )

Meara sighed softly as she watched the venum take full effect and monitored his lifr force as it slowly slipped away. She shook her head some and got up going to her room and getting one of the bottles of blood sipping on it some as she continued to monitore the progress waiting for when she knew it would be complete and he would be waking up. She knew for awhile she would have to let him fead off of her so she was already preparing herself for that. She wondered some what type of vampire he would be. She hoped that he at least wouldn't be like her... that wouldn't really be good since she wasn't a calm new-born and she killed alot of people in her first few months whenever she would get away from her Sire.

(okay though he does wake with that untaimed thirst... that is something that he could have never felt before and yeah it would be a major burning in his throat...)