((as I know))

He mentlly watched the venom and he did fell a twinge from it subconsciously, then he began to fell that it had been completed, it wasen't as painfull as Meara had thought, he slowly opened his eyes when the transformaton was complete, and felt a surprize when he could only distantly hear the elements, but he knew that that would happen, then suddenly, this emense burning i his throat. He was curious about this, but he didn't seem to want to kill everyone in site. "How you stood this is beyond me, wht is this burniong from anyway?" he says wondering, still calm.

"I can't remember honestly... and that my friend is called a bloodlust witch, other then the fact I didn't know how you would react to no heartbeat, is why I stayed in here... well other then the fact I'm your friend and now your Sire." Meara said calmly as she walked over and with a swift flick of the nail cut her wrist and drew blood for him to feed off of. "I don't care what you think of it, drink" she instructed putting her wrist to where he could see it knowing rather he wanted to or not he would be forced to take it... after all there's not much control he could have over it at the moment... she wasn't a calm newborn so he shouldn't be too calm... though he could be calmer then her.... still she wasn't going to let him be around humans for awhile.

He drank the blood obediantly and felt the burn slowly fade, he couldn't have stopped himself anyway. He drank until he felt that he was satisfied. He looked at her carefully. "SO do I need to call you sire?" he asked curiously.

Meara monitered her loss of blood and was a little surprised when he pulled away himself... though at the same time she wasn't shocked at all. She then smirked a bit finding this amusing that he asked her if he had to. "No not unless you wish to... though around Kaji you do... he's rather stricked with new-borns and since you had been a hunter he might be a little more so on you... he's really not like that on me though often I do call him Sire since it's a respect thing and shows you know who's higher in rank. Though we were both changed and not born we are both not the highest rank though I am still a much higher rank then you... hunters are always a lower rank even if they are no longer a hunter." she explained calmly as the wound healed though the marks stayed. "Lovely... I'm gonna have a scar" she muttered as she looked at her wrist though just rolled her eyes at it.

He looks at her. "I've always wondered about that, I wonder how much I can get away with in front of him." he says smirking mischeviously. "It's onlyone scar, I've got dozens, some vampires did see through my threat of poison blood and drank from me for nuritment." he says. "I had tokill them then, they knew my secret, it is a good thing I'm no longer a hunter, I wouldn't want to kill a good friend."

"Though if I'm correct Kaji has drank from you before." Meara smirked some teasingly. "And I have more scars... this ones just the really noticable one though." she grinned a bit going out of the room for a moment then coming back in after grabbing one of the black bottles. Not even a vampire could smell the blood in these that's why she liked them so much. So she wasn't much worried about him maybe freaking a bit. "How do you feel?" she asked calmly as she scanned his form and was thankful that she hadn't over done it or not given enough... that was posible if she remembered corectly.

"I believe he has once, but I knew he wouldn't want to spoil my surprize and risk lossing me." he says teasingly back. "I feel great, and I know it is common for a new born to want to kill everyone in sight, but, I really don't feel that urge, not even a little bit." he says truthfully. "It is uncanny how I can't call the elemnts yet though, but as you said I will be able to in time."

"Well it's not so much killing everyone in sight... it's an urge to feed that most can't control... though you may be different still I don't want to risk taking you out to where the humans are... I would like to at least make sure that you stay a bit stable for awhile before I do that." Meara commented calmly as she sipped on the hidden blood. If he didn't attack her within the next week then she would take him out for some time outside to see how he handled the sun and also to check to make sure he woudln't attack anyone.

"Will, I be able to see my friend once you judge my stablity to be good?" he Meara. "I do still want to do that, although I don't know how she'll react to this change in me." he says chuckling thinking about it, then looking kind of split. He wondered if he should just let her be, or go and see her afterall, after what he did to her before he left his old home last time, she seemed to forgive him, but he wasen't sure about that.

"If you handle the sun well, don't attack anyone, and can keep your thirst curved then you should be just fine to... I think I went do see my familly... well my three siblings, when I was stable and I didn't do a thing to them." Meara commented though didn't metion that she was shunned by her family... she hoped her wouldn't be the same... she hoped his friend would be okay with what's changed.

"Cool, I just worry about how she'll react, how ....." he trailed off. "I hope she won't be afraid to be my friend because of this change, what if she doesn't, I really don't know what I'll do then." he says now really thinking about what he can't change now, he did like this change, he just worried that his friend wouldn't.

"What did I tell you? You should have really thought this over... why do you think that she won't?" Meara asked calmly as she sat down on the chair next to the bed. She told him to think this through first... had he fully though?

"I did, but I didn't think I'd worry this much about what she'd think because I knew she was okay with my career choose, so i thought she'd abviously be fine with this, but, then after the fact i really started to think it through that she might not, i hope she will though." he says. "I know, I seem really stupid and impulsive, wanting too much, without thinking if the affects of my choices, don't I?" he says thinking that's what she's thinking.

"No... I kinda understand I suppose... Though there's nothing you can do about your choice now ya know" Meara sighed softly before drinking the last of the bottle. "How are you feeling?" she asked softly wondering when he might need to feed again... Newborns normally fed often since their bodies are still getting used to their new states.

"satisfied still." he answered. "Yeah, I know, All I can do now is hope she'll be fine with the change, if she understands how I actaully am, and I did want to try something anyway, you might know of this." he gets to telling her about something. "I met a coven of vampires who friended me, knowing what i was, and they drank the blood of animals who were overpopulated in that area, do you know how that would affect a vampires thrist?"

"It's not as filling often though I sway between human and animal blood to keep myself satisfied... though you will need to drink vampiric blood for a little while before you start on anything else... it helps strengthen your vampiric blood." Meara murmured softly before leaving the room again to put the bottle back then coming back in.

"I see, this feels strange to me right now, I'm usaully hungry for food, now, old habits die hard i guess." he says chuckles softly. He didn't know what to make of what would happen now at the moment, but he'd just go at it one step at a time.

"If you are like me then you will start to feel some hunger... though it might take awhile to notice." Meara commented softly and thought for a few minutes then sighed a bit rolling her eyes. "Well we'll get to see how Sire Kaji acts to this sooner then I thought." she huffed some as she walked to the door and opened it after motioning for Angel to fallow knowing that he could.

He followed her and knew who it was before they got to the door, he didn't need to worry about his thrist with Kaji. He didn't feel that he needed to worry about what Kaji would say about this, he knew how he felt.

"Hello Sire." Meara smiled softly as she opened the door and he smiled some at her then his gaze drifted to Angel and looked at him thoughtfully for a few moments before grinning some. "Welcome to vampirism Angel... I wouldn't have thought that you would take the chance so soon... you gave Meara hardly any time to prepare for it... though it seems she did well... may I come in?" he grinned to Angel then turned his gaze back to his own ofspring and she nodded with a smile. "Of course you know you are always welcome here and you don't have to ask." she smiled and moved so Kaji could come in.

"I didn't exactly plan to have happen so soon, I was curious, and it feels great." he says. His thrist not bothering him yet. "Yes, she did do good, I'm glad to cal her sire, I just hope to not feel guilt now, from my past." he says kind og hjoking at the end.

Meara blushed a bit at Angel's commented and Kaji's slight grin. "It's not that" she huffed to Kaji and her grinned a bit more. "Are you sure? It seems like you have been most focused on it resently" he smirked and Meara's face got even redder. "No it's not that." she huffed looking away some seeming highly embaressed by some unheard commented that it seemed Meara had heard from Kaji... though she knew Angel wouldn't be able to know her or Kaji's thoughts yet... if he had that power anyway.

He knew he'd develope those powers, he figured his demonic powers would be enhanced as well, he smiled, he didn't know their thoughts yet. "Someones getting awful red over there, I think she's getting warm." he was glad he didn't lose his sense of humor.

Meara huffed some her face just getting a bit redder as she turned so her back was to the two men though you could still tell she was blushing by how red her ears were. Kaji chuckled some at this and grinned to Angel. "It seems someones got a crush on you" he smirked as Meara huffed and hissed some at him only seeming to prove his point more since her ears were still a bright red... and that was really hard to get a vampires face that red.

"I haven't seen a vampire soooo red, I think it could be true, maybe." he says to Kaji. "But lets not get her too embarrassed Kaji, afterall, I would like to survive vampirism, and see my friend, well once I'm judged to be ready for that anyway." he knew Kaji had an idea of what he was talking about.