Um... it's free. lol.

Not entirely legal, but free. That's why I haven't downloaded it. I'm deliberating. I have a lot of friends who pirate software all the time, but I'm a chicken. lol.

I do however use a freeware writing program that's pretty shiny. Open Office.

I have a habit of writing like two or three chapters of a book, and then deciding it's crap and deleting it all. ...I have no self confidence. lol.

Ah, well I was looking at the official site. So, I guess I meant the legal version's free. :P

I do that sometimes, sort of. I've never really tried to write a book (except for NaNoWriMo one year), but I'll start writing a short story and then abandon it out of laziness of because I got distracted by a new idea. I used to be really critical of my writing, but I've mostly gotten over that now thanks to my aforementioned almost-girlfriend, personal growth and AP Lit and Lang. :]

Shiny. :) When you get to college , you might hate the English classes. I'm told they suck. I haven't taken any yet though. This semester I get theater and photography. :) I'm so looking forward to both. And My girl hasn't bugged me about the fact that I still don't know what I want to major in. She's so sweet.

I'm killing my required hours first.

I'm sure I'll like them fine. :] I'm in AP now and my teacher teaches English at Metro, so I'm getting a pretty good taste of college lit now. I'm planning on majoring in musical theatre and taking a few figure drawing classes when I get to college. I'll just be going to a community college, but I'm planning on interning at the Musical Theatre company in Sacramento.

It'd be kind of a bad sign if your girlfriend did bug you about that, but it's nice that she doesn't. :] Most people are undecided for their first two years of college, so I'm sure you'll be fine.

She's gonna be done in spring though. She's gonna be an elementary school teacher. :) It so suits her too. She's great with kids, and just loves them. Every time she sees a baby, she asks if we can have one XD lol. So not ready for that.


Okay so this evening my lady and I were chilling on my bed, just relaxing, and I was being worried about her leaving me, because well... I have issues. But While I was worrying I admitted something to her, that I've never admitted to anyone before, and she was totally accepting about it. It's something I joke about with people, but it's actually a big issue for me, and she was so totally awesome about it.

If I were someone who could physically cry when I was happy, I'm sure I would be bawling right now. I love her soooo much. Like even more than before. It's awesome, and amazing, and She's freaking fantastic. :D

If you don't mind my asking, what was it that you admitted to her? :O
I'm glad she was so accepting, she sounds awesome. :3

Originally Posted by redrabbit

Whenever I'm asked about 'dream guys' I usually say 'if anyone took apart a whole pomegranate for me, separating every seed, I would probably marry them.' Because I love pomegranates, and that would take like hours.

The girl I'm waiting to ask out did that for me ;w; <3

She said she didn't trust me with a knife because I'm clumsy and always end up hurting myself SOMEHOW, then we sat on my bed and watched Glee~

Aww. :) That's cute. It's always awesome when people do stuff like that for you.

It really is, she's the sweetest ever <3

And I've been trying to get some things ready for her, since I was so busy during Christmas I'm going to send her a "New Years" envelope full of stuff. She loves getting random things in the mail, so I've been doodling little pictures on paper of random things and I'm gonna send it out and hope it gets to her house by New Years or close to then. :3

Aww. I had a girlfriend who used to do things like that for me, it was so sweet. She was a nice girl. My new lady has been doing all kinds of nice things for me, to the point where it's hard to actually write them all down. She surprised me with lunch at this Asian place I love. :) she's amazing.

Aww <3
Surprises are always amazing, especially when the person who's doing it know exactly how you'd love it :3

Quite so. :) What's funny is I guessed where we were going like two days earlier, and she got all mad. It was so cute.

Well me and my ex girlfriend used to always go to the dollar store together and buy random things. We acted like little kids. For Christmas last year when we exchanged gifts we realized we had both given each other a bunch of random toys from the dollar store including identical bubbles in the same flavor. We both looked at our gifts and started cracking up. :)

That sounds like it must have been fun. :) Why is she your ex now?

Most awesome thing about my girlfriend... ?
Idk.
Everything?

My boyfriend gave me Kamina glasses from Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann as Christmas gift. When I asked about what my present will be, he only answered "it's something you'll have no use of, the only good thing about this gift is that it's totally AWESOME" I asked "what is this, Kamina glasses?"

Turned out the gift actually was Kamina glasses <3

Lol. awesome. :) Wear them a lot.

Originally Posted by sarofset

That sounds like it must have been fun. :) Why is she your ex now?

Basically she wanted something serious and I'm not ready for that in that point of my life.

That's a long story short, of course. It's much more complicated than that haha.

It's always more complicated than anyone wants to tell. sometimes more than we even realize when it's happening.

I love my future husband :)) haha. I know i'm so young but I know he's the one. that's why i waited to date... I'm not desperate like most girls around my age. (: I'm actually in love. Ohhh he's done alot for me...and it won't stop now. <33 Love him!! (: (:

I've never gone out with anyone even tough I'm 19 ,but I've had the most wonderful friends!My best friend especially.Even tough we live hours apart ,and only see each other a few times a year we're still friends.Most people lose contact with each other when they move away,but not us.It's nice to now that there's someone out there who will always be there for me,it's like having another sister. I know my family will always be there for me too,but it's nice knowing that someone other then them is always going to be there for me too,if that makes any sense.

My lady is over, and we're having an awesome time. :) We got to cuddle, and we're making plans for the rest of the week. She's even watching anime with me. I love this girl.

Originally Posted by sarofset

A really good friend is hard to find. I'm glad you have one like that. :) I have very few friends, but the one's I have are the kind that would come bail me out of jail at three in the morning on Christmas. lol. I love em. :)

Ah, so right! I can't find a really good friend, because I live in new york city in the rich area and everyone is a selfish snob and whatnot. :l Though I do think i'll be able to find a really good friend if i try :)

See the trick with that would be to go to a college far far from home.

Aww that is very sweet of her.
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