llonka- make-up sex is the best! Glad you got to have some amazing sex, now hopefully everything else will get better.

Zephi- I would be up for it, if it wasn't my time of the month. HAHAHA if he can make that stipulation, then you can as well. haha. Flexirol is freaking crazy I hate the shit but I gotta take it when I reach the amount of pain I was in last night =(

bleck these eardrops are nasty.... keeps running down my throat :P

I never had make up sex... O_O we haven't really had any argument or anything yet. But damn.. I will live vicariously thru you for the time being ^^ lol

Oh man. Damn you mother nature!!! *shakes fist* always ruining my plans! lol XD I so hate flexoril.. muscle relaxer my ass! TWITCHY!!! Does it work for you??

ear? drops?? O_O

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OMG OMG OMG you guys... i'm going to a nude beach when it's warm here again (next year) and I told my hubby that we are going ot crystal palm beach in Neusamburg (something like that) on a friday cause it's nude night XD It's a pool and a restaurant and ziplines and trampolines... all nude. Thing is, no one here cares, cause it's a family thing, which is weird but still. I wanna go.. when in germany ^^ ya know

yeah took kaleb to the ear dr yesterday and he looked at mine too. so now i have an antibiotic and ear drops. :P



bahahahaha that sounds.... interesting.....

llonka- eww that doesn't sound too good. =(

Zephi- when you do have it, you will know and you will crave it after every arguement you have with him. lol

Flexirol only puts me to sleep, and then I am tired ALL freakin day long, oh and i lose feeling in my legs haha.

YAY NUDE ACTIVITIES!! You guys totally should, When in Rome... wait.. When in Germany does as ze Germans do!

LOL... mayube I should have arguments then... but honestly, omg the sex is amazing as is... so.. I think my head would explode if it was any better XD

You LOSE FEELING IN YOUR LEGS!? OMG... that sounds like it would be too much fun. Sorry that you are in pain right now but... dude!!! Have fun with that!! lol...

Yes... nude... completely nude... no clothing ALLOWED... no boners allowed either or they get kicked out, which I think is hilarious. Which is kind of the reason i want to go there and see if my hubbs gets kicked out or not LMAO... so mean.. it's like torture. But there are plenty of old ladies and little kids around to stiffle the uh... little growy thing.. lol

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! watch him get a boner. that'd be funny!! that would be interesting. don't like i'd wanna be nude, but i'd have fun with everyone being nakey..... :ninja:

Zephi- oooh if the sex is already amazing and you guys are not fighting, then I would leave it be. haha.

Yes no feelin in my legs and it's amusing I keep walking into walls. hahahaha

Hahahaha no boners that has got to suck for the men ... but hey if the old lady and children can't keep his ... growy thing down, you may have a problem.. Damn now I wanna go to one =O

llonka - you should go and do it right now and come back and tell me about it so i can livevicariously thru you... better yet, if he's at work, go to his work and surprise him on break and do a quickie XD you should do it.. he can thank me later.. lol.. and yea... somehow.. I find it funny to turn guys on XD it make me laugh so hard...

CCCC: prolly a good idea ot leave be. :D I'm happy, he's happy. He says I rape him sometimes but what of it... >.> and if I drink I just... he's like... what was with all the ___ last night? And I say, i dunno why, you have a problem with it? and he says HELL NO.. it was great... just... why.... lol... (Blame it on the goose.. got me feelin loose... )

You are all welcome to come and visit me any time you want, and I will be ahppy to go with you to crystal palm beach cause i think it would be soooo coool and fun and funny. I have never been skinny dipping :(

THIS DARN ALCOHOL!.... >.>........ <.<............ so.......... how YOU doin?
XD

ZEPHI!!! LOL!!!! he's home, today is his day off! i'll try. lol.

guess i'm gonna go... ;)

RAWR. Go llonka go! Attack! Get that! :D lol

;) yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa man!

llonka is going to get her lay on *woot woot Waves pompoms and does a cheer*

Zephi- hahaha that's awesome, my exes hated when i would try and get them in the mood... and i would be all you gay? Cause if you are that's cool but it aint gonna work between us... =O I'll come visit and we can go skinny dipping. I am cool and down with that. it's fun to do. =D

YAY GREY GOOOOOOSE <3333333

I HAVE NEVER DONE IT!!! OMG... I really want to skinny dip now <.< And I really wonder how I can be in that place and not get turned on, especially if they have alcohol at the restaurant. 16 is the legal age here. O_O 16 to drink beer and 18 to drink hard liquor. Man... I want to skinny dip now... ok maybe it's a little bit cold here but... inside will be awesome. I just wanna do it. And nude beaches. And... any other crazy german thing they do here. O_O So your exes hated it? XD lol... that's too funny. My hubby just says that I'm "bad" and I'm like "whyyyyyy" and he is at his mothers house and his daughter there and he's like... "please... don't.... no more or it would be bad... " lol... ahahahahhaha... it's so funny. If I were a guy, I dunno what I'd do... >.> that'd be weird... I'm sure I would flaunt every boner I got. LMAO

Hahahaha it's fun, so as soon as you can, I say do it up! Totally do the whole German experience if you can without getting in trouble. I would be all over that shit. hahaha. It would be epic. Seriously, I bet alot of the women flaunt their cleavage and stuff, and the guys would be flaunting their boners if they didn't get kicked out for them. But that's a good question on how someone doesn't get turned on. It must be difficult, or maybe that's why they let the children in? It just sounds like fun!

Oh yes, my ex was notorious for brushing off any move I made on him (one of the reasons we broke up).. it was always on his terms or no terms. Ridiculousness.. and you know your hubby enjoys that you are all wonton when you get drinkin' cause it means that he is getting lucky, at his mothers house or not, with his daughter around or not. afterall they gotta go to bed at some point haha =)

I don't think I'd get in trouble >.> I just ordered some posters for the bedroom .... <.<.... Muahha.... I think for them, they don't get turned on cause it's not a sexy thing, it just IS. Like, they have been doing it forever with their parents ( and who the hell gets turned on around their parents or their grandparents for that matter) and they don't even see people anymore... they just see, like outlines or something. Hold on.. let me see if I can find some links cause these posters are HOTTTT>......

Amazon.com: Sex Symbol Posters: Two Girls - Black And White - 91.5x61cm: Home & Garden
and
Amazon.com: Satio Best Friends Poster 22.5X34 Sexy Kiss Girls 5996 Poster Print, 22x34: Home & Garden
and
Amazon.com: Passion Black White Sexy Beach 24X36 Poster 3770 Mini Poster Print by Bertram Bahner, 20x16 Mini Poster Print by Bertram Bahner, 20x16: Home & Garden
call it... mooding... ;)

I hate that. They don't want it unless they want it BS! EFFFFF that. I want it all the time so, what now mr. macho man!? lol. My ex husband was like that... I faked it... like 3-5 times a day. OMG. talk about HELL. Good thing you are away from him now :) Freakin douches >.>

Hahaha true story about the children. And most of these people are probably use to it. And OMG those posters will definitely set the mood, I bet hubby will love them when he sees them.

You ex was a douchebag- but then again you didn't need me to tell you that. You figured it out. I have always faked it -- with all my exes, the last one though was bad, he didn't even care to try and make sure I was taken care of. Gah, it's good we got rid of the douches in our lives. They are not needed!

Yeah. I think seeing the kids would be the most creepy tho. Like when they are in that stage of puberty and all like O_O at every set of boobs just cause. But who knows, gotta go there to see I guess. Hopefully I don't feel too awkward. And yes... mood setters... but they are damn hawt aren't they? lol

Always faked it? Awwww :9 That sucks :( I faked it with every guy til my hubby. I mean, yea it felt good but not good enough to make me go all the way. Made me wish that I was one of those people who could cum at the drop of a hat XD

Speakin of that... llonka is workin her magic right now!! Woot woot! *let's get it on plays in background* Mmmm... yea... *casually strips and sits back on the couch* I hve no blinds or curtains in my house... some chick was walking her dog this morning and I was walkin around butt nekkid XD oops... lol

Yea those posters were hot, and if they don't set the mood I am not sure I know what would. And the children will definitely make it awkward, but you will enjoy it.

Always faked it and at one point told the guy to get the frick off me. I am so nice. I am glad you found it with your hubby, that must have been an amazing thing for you! And I bet you can't wait till he joins you at the end of October.

llonka better be getting some lol. Her magic should work just fine... with our cheering and the music *sways a little to the music* they will be gettin' it ooooon. haha. I think you should invest in some blinds? or curtains? lol or just walk around nekkid <--that would be me. haha

I have questioned my state of sexuality but I have been told that I like guys too much to ever be even Bi. :( Tho, I admit, seeing two chicks is hot, not sure how I'd feel about BEING one of them. Might be awkward and strange. Watching seems so much hotter for some reason. So.... when are you coming to visit? ;)

OMG. I never told anyone to get off me but I think I came close :( I'm sorry. That's not cool at all. I do know I was with the smallest guy I have ever been with and he's like "yeah.... you like that.... big cock... tell me how big I am..: And i JUST WANTD TO LAUGH. :lol:

I have been walking around like that since I moved in 2 weeks ago XD And I'm on the bottom floor so I'm not foolin anyone. LOL. Oh well. Is what it is. I will get them soon tho. I just have a blanket up in my bedroom to keep the sunlight out :P

So, what kinds coffee did you have today???

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And I showed him one poster and he already said "That's hot... like you my sexy babe..." hahaha.. so they should be worth something and if not for him then for me ;)

ROFL that's awesome. I could definitely be defined as Bi-sexual, but I prefer the cock. Did hubby win brownie points for the my sexy babe comment? lol As soon as I got the money to book the ticket to get there haha. ;)

That's pretty awesome, your new name in the neighborhood, Person A-"so did you meet the new girl on the bottom floor", Person B- "nope" Person A- Really? she's always nekkid." Person B- "Ooooh you mean S.N.G?" Person A- "S.N.G?" Person B- "yea, Sexy Nekkid Girl. She's chill"

OMG he did not!? I would have pushed him off me. Gosh people like that, it's like really you need to talk to keep it up? Goodness Gracious.

I have had, Butter Toffee (2), French Vanilla(3), Hazelnut (1) and regular (1)... all with extra sugar and almond milk

I have been kicked out of the Bi status but hubby says that I could qualify and if I want to make out or whatever, then it's ok as long as he's present... so I dunno. I would like to know but there is a line I dunno if I could go so far. Alcohol involved tho, that would be a hop skip and a jump and I'd be all over it prolly. Damn... who knows. lol... There is a spare bedroom and there is a big couch here .. and when my bed gets in there is a queen size bed XD lol

LMAO... that's too funny. I gotta be careful tho cause people I work with live around here. But, oktoberfest started today so I hope that not many of them are still here, but I guess that's just this weekend... hmm... oh well... is what it is... curtains are expensive. 59 bucks for a set and I need... 5 sets so... like I'm gonna just drop that kinda cash. And I can't decide on a color so yea...

Yea. This was a loooooooong time ago. And the first time I ever smoked anything (of 3 times) and I was like... uh... sure.... yea.. you feel good?... kinda?... LOL. You're better than me. More honest. LMAO. You're good. Oh wait. There was something I was gonna ask.. oh yeah... so if you're faking, do you go later and do it yourself or just go without? O_O I always reverted to the shower head XD

OMG. Please tell me you re hyped for the day XD I didn't have any today but I bought some vanillia nut coffe, I think that's what it is. Almond milk sounds really good tho. Milk expires too fast here... in 1 week, mine will be sour DX nooooooooooo...but I'll be gone so I guess it's ok... :P

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Oh yeah, and he did get kudos for the "sexy babe" comment. Cause I just like to hear it ya know.

Shweet deal Ima coming to Germany! hahaha Who doesn't like hearing someone call them sexy babe? it's hot to me. lol OMG YES curtains are ridiculously expensive. There is like no reason for it. I can just buy fabric and thread and make myself a few sets for under 50 dollars.

I try to be, It doesn't always happen, but normally when it comes to sex if he is all talk about wanting to please and then doesn't I am all biatch get off me. If they don't make mention to it, then I let them finish their business and let them go on their merry way. I aim to please, but not when you make comment and promises you never intend to keep.

As for taking care of it... normally i just let it go. sometimes though i may finish what was started.

Rehyped not so much, awake most definitely. I drink that much coffee on a daily basis. so it doesn't do too much for me anymore. Almond milk especially the vanilla is really, really good in coffee. =) That sucks though that your milk doesn't last for long.

You are cordially invited *bows* I'm sure my hubby wouldn't say anything if random peopoe just keep showing up. And when my dish sets and all get in, I'll be able to host like normal people do. And the place is cute and in a relatively nice location ^^ I must say, I like it!! :squee: Confidence booster huh? I know he likes to have his ego stroked *snickers* and I do when I think of it. Haha. Yes. So much cheaper to DIY, ya know!? But they don't even sell fabric here! And it's even easier cause all I'd have to do would be to clip it up in the little clips. Here the curtains start at the ceiling and go down to almost the floor. So if they just had some fabric... PSHT... too easy..

Oh yeah. Mr. Braggart. Like, thinkin they are tough shit and all that with a side of hashbrowns (I'm hungry. Don't judge me lol) I can get that. I like to crush some egos back in my day. Just cause. But usually I did it way before then. Haha. But still, you're good. Brave. I think, once I was there, I was like, might as well go all the way and just whatever. But you.. wow. yeah! hIT EM WHERE IT HURTS!! (I keep hitting the caps randomly and don't feel like fixing it haha)

O_O YOU LET IT GO!? (This caps is completely intentional) OMFG. I... I might have a problem then. I think the longest I've gone here without addressing that myself has been 2 days XD

Oh. :( I hate when you need more and mroe of something to get that same feeling. Like alcohol or some kind of pain drug. Ugh. Why can't we keep that "cheap date" feel forever!?

hahaha awesome. Glad your hubby won't mind when I just randomly show up. I don't need anything special just a place to sleep (floors work) and to shower and stuffs haha. They don't sell fabric?! that's really messed up, like totally and completely. Do people not like to make things themselves? that's craziness. oooh clips is a good idear (i need new curtains in my room)....

Sometimes you gotta take them down a notch. it's easier for me when it's something I truly have some control over... because by no means am I as brave when not doing something so intimate. Actually I am not brave at all outside of situation i have full control over.

Oh I plan when i ease certain tensions... about once every 3-4 months. I can go awhile. A really long time.

OMG that's so true, it sucks be coming tolerant to certain things and needed more of it to feel the effects. =)

I'll give him a heads up like "oh.. by the way.. someone is gonan be stopping my later" and he'll say "oh, when is that?" And I'll say "oh in about 5 mins or so, it's cool." And he will reply with O_O;; :lol: Yea they don't have that on post here. I bet off post that I could find it somewhere but i don't speak german well enough to be wandering out there. I feel awkward. I need to practie a lot more.

I guess that makes sense. Situation demanding of a certain thing then you can fill that position. I was/am mega shy, especially around new people. But give me a drink and I'm your best friend... or at least, anyone watching would think so. The europeans, so i have been told, are so reserved that in the past they have only been allowed to actually be "themselves" when they are drinking with friends and aren't inhibited by social constrictions. I have no idea if that is true or not, but the drinking person is usually an honest person.

Before I was divorced... it was december 2009 and then october 2010 before I did anything.. then... the next was april 2011. So... I CAN, but I don't like to if I don't have to...

More than just sucking, it's expensive! D: I don't wanna pay all that! lol