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WinglessFairy
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06-22-2011, 03:04 PM
I wish I had told Rajeesh off in English class.
He kept presenting India in a stereotypical way every single day during every single conversation.
WHILE I, also Indian, was in the room! He was also a butthole, but it really pissed me off that, not only would he bring up stuff about India every chance he got, he would continue to spread the terrible misconceptions everyone had about India.
I partially told him off one day in class, but I never fully told him off, and I regret that.
I also regret telling Nik off. For being an arse hole and leading me on, and then ignoring me )<
I also regret not studying for the ACT the first time I took it. If I had made the same score on it the first time as I did the second time, I would have gotten more scholarships )<
well, that feels nice.
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07-13-2011, 06:40 AM
I wish I told you that I loved you like crazy. That you were my world! My guardian angel. I wish I told you every single day, that I appreciated everything you did for me. You raised me, and when my mother and father were too busy to spend time with me, you were always there. One night you said I didn't speak to you, and that it hurt you. I was going through that stupid awkward phase, when children start their journey into adulthood, and for some reason I just closed out on you. I'm so sorry. I wish I could take that back, and cherish you a lot more. You gave me a heart, you gave me a soul, and you made me see the good things in life, when all else seemed bleak. You always told me, that you loved me. That you were there for me. You would spoil me crazy, and make me feel like the only person in your heart. I wish I could tell you that after you left, I'd never be the same. I would have lost one of the most loved, and most important people in my life. I wish I could hug you, and never let go! I wish I could remember the last time I saw you alive, and the last time I spoke to you... the last time I hugged you, and the last time I said I loved you.
I have never stopped loving you, and I miss you always.
Love you for eternity Grandma.
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`Kitami
The girl with kaleidoscope eyes.
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07-13-2011, 08:36 AM
I wish I had been able to say goodbye. Grandma called, but we were too far away, and we came but they had already taken your...your body to the morgue. We wouldn't have had time anyway, even if we were as close as Meme, cause she didn't make it either.
You were gone probably before Nana hung up the phone.
But still.
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p o p p e t ♥
a whisper in the wind
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07-13-2011, 11:06 PM
I wish I had told my grandmother how much I truely loved her and how much she meant to me when I still had the chance. I wish I hadn't pulled away in tears from her last hug. I hope she didn't feel like I didn't love her, I just saw her eyes tearing up and I clouldn't handle it. It was selfish. I also wish I could take back the time I yelled at her because she wouldn't let me go swimming while it was raining, I said some things I didn't mean, and I know I was young, but I don't think I ever apologized for it and I think about it a lot. I know she knew I was just being a child, and that I still loved her, I hope. There are so many things I wish I had asked her and talked to her about while she were still here. I think about her every single day, although it's been eleven years. I can't believe it's been eleven years. She took care of me for thirteen years and is such a big part of who I am today, why didn't I tell her that when it mattered?
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ElysiumFate
There is beauty everywhere.
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07-20-2011, 04:46 AM
Boy. It's insane how easily my love for you turned to hate in the end.
You do nothing but make my stomach roil now. I can't believe I actually gave in and replied to you tonight.
Sincerely,
Someone who is most definitely an EX, not your best friend to be leaned on.
Next week would've been the one week anniversary of the day we met.
All I'll be doing is crying and letting you go completely. Again. I already did that, but I don't think I will reply to you anymore.
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Now. Now I hate you.
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sarofset
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07-20-2011, 07:56 AM
I wish I'd just told you no. It would have hurt you for a while, but at least there would have been a chance of us staying friends. Why does this always happen? More often than not my female friends just get crushes on me, and it's always when I'm not ready, and it has always gotten me hurt. :/
Maybe this time will be different. I hope so. I wasn't quite ready this time either, but... It feels... different.
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ElysiumFate
There is beauty everywhere.
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07-20-2011, 08:16 AM
Now. Now I absolutely hate you for the sake of hating you.
Now, I've changed my number and you must leave me alone.
No, I won't let myself hate you. You and no one in this world is worthy of bringing me down to hate. To that fucking level.
But karma will kill you, boy. I hope you'll understand that now.
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Wamakai
Who Am I?
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07-26-2011, 06:26 AM
Dear Ken,
I wish I told you what I meant by 'too far.'
I really should have explained who I am and not showed you the kind of person I'm not. I'm sorry I didn't give you a chance to change so we could work on our relationship. I'm sorry I didn't ask you more things so I wouldn't feel like I didn't know you even after two years together.
I\m so very sorry I followed my friend's advice to delete your number. Now I can't apologise to you and I have no way of reaching you. I'm sorry I broke my promise to you. I should have said something and maybe we would still be together. I'll never find peace because you'll never know how sorry I am for breaking your heart and mine with it.
I'm sorry I'll never know how you feel about me and if you're even still alive. I'm sorry you'll never forgive me because I can't tell you I'm sorry. I won't even be able to know if you'll talk to me. We could still be friends, but that went along with your contacts. I'm sorry I let my feelings take over. I'm sorry I didn't see this coming.
I loved you Ken, and I'll always carry this burden in my heart because I don't think you understood me when I told you what I wanted from you or what you meant to me. If I could turn back time, I would stop myself from being silly and losing you. Life has been hard without you. I couldn't believe how much pain I was in...
I'm sorry sweetie. You were and always will be my first real love and I will miss you with all my heart.
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ElysiumFate
There is beauty everywhere.
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07-26-2011, 08:23 AM
So. If my memory serves me correctly, this is the day we met, little baby boy.
It's insane to me...that almost a year to the day is the day I finally left you alone. Albeit, it was last week. :lol: It was close enough.
You did a lot for me, but I really should have stopped talking to you a long time ago. I guess I just couldn't let myself stop loving you, and I needed closure, my little, little, boy.
You gave me that. You gave me everything I needed you to.
Because of the Hell you put me through, I now believe in love, karma, and finally, I again believe in God. I had lost it all. You gave me my faith back, and you finally gave me my closure.
I am really sorry it all had to happen this way.
I wish you well in your life, as I know you wish me well in mine.
Goodbye, Baby Boy.
That old me will always love you. :)
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08-01-2011, 03:59 AM
I wish I would've told my best guy friend just how hurt I am by his actions or well maybe lack of actions. I saw him for 2 minutes after a month of not seeing him. 20 days prior he'd made plans with me but blew them off. Now he won't text or anything. I really miss him and need some friend time. I wish I would have told him that if he wants friends off, even if it's kill me, it'd be better than leaving me hanging here.
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Beliar
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08-02-2011, 03:37 PM
I wish I could have told you that I liked you and that I talked to you more than I did. You were such a fascinating person that never judged me unlike so many others. The last time I saw you I should have went up and said hello and asked for your phone number. You smiled at me that last time and looking back now maybe you weren't as far out of reach as I had originally thought.
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08-02-2011, 10:31 PM
i wish i could say how sorry i am for being a bitch to my first best friend i ever had. i really miss her. we used to be inseperable but i said and did something i prob. shoulndt've and so i am so sorry Lauren i miss you
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Laciful
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08-02-2011, 11:23 PM
I wish I could have told you that I did love you but I loved him much more. He was there for me when you cast me aside and dumped me on my butt. I fell in love with him because he cared enough to pay attention to me and treat me like a good friend.
I'm sorry your life doesn't treat you well but I don't care about you any more. I have my own problems I don't need yours mixed in with mine. I feel bad you don't have a home to stay in for the longest of times but I'm over you and I'm over us.
I wish you would stop insulting me about my weight. You should take a look at yourself instead of placing imagery on others. I don't see you doing much exercise and I should be losing weight when I want to not when you tell me to. It's MY body NOT yours. It may be for health reasons but I'm not going to put myself through something just because you want to continue to insult me in order to make me lose weight.
I don't consider you family anymore. I want to disown you completely.
Stop trying to make me feel worthless. Every time you see me do something wrong you drop a bomb on me and he gets away with it because he's the baby of the family. He's a lost cause and you know it. Let the cops catch him and bring him to jail. I don't see your point in helping him. No one can save him and our family just isn't ever going to be whole.
I love him with all my heart so why can't you accept he won't leave me? You've seen all the times I had a boyfriend dump me for whatever reason but why won't you accept the fact he's different from the rest? Of course he makes mistakes. Doesn't everyone? I love him and he loves me. We want to have kids together when we get older. Now all I want to do is actually meet him in person. Hug him and cry. No one has ever made me feel happier in my life til now. Why can't you accept it?
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08-05-2011, 07:54 AM
You betrayed me,
You betrayed everything you ever taught me,
I went and walked in the rain after you told us,
So that no one could see my pain.
I put on another mask, a mask of compassion.
But to me you will always be a traitor.
You betrayed me, my beliefs, my culture, YOUR FRIEND... and...
My father. You betrayed the man who wanted to work things out with you, you scum. He tried so hard, and you went and tore his heart out.
You betrayed the man you "love", when in reality it is HE who loves you...
Mother, you commited treason against my trust...
AND you will never get it back.
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sarofset
Jeddak of Helium
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08-09-2011, 07:27 AM
I just wish I could just talk to you again. I'm tired of... *sigh* God I wish I didn't care.
My life is so amazing now. I have some new friends you would just love to death. :) And they'd think you're awesome.
I hate this. I wish I could convey... Could communicate with you the way I need to. :(
I wish I could really make someone understand.
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Kifflemonster
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08-10-2011, 08:19 PM
I wish I could've told you, "Let's just be friends," instead of hurting you for two years. I think we would've got on much better. I miss hanging out with you, and now it would...probably just feel awkward, anyway.
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Mum, I'm still your daughter whether you like it or not. Your friend is that and nothing more - she will never be your family. Nor will her asshole of a husband who points guns at the both of you out of "jest," or her raging alcoholic of a sister. Exclude me all you want, and push me away all you want from your life, because one day you'll wake up and realize how alone you are without your family around.
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08-10-2011, 08:43 PM
I wish I was worth your time.
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*Electric*Rainbow*
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08-11-2011, 03:59 AM
Dear mom,
I wish you would listen to me when I try to talk to you. After losing dad, and our family breaking apart, I'm trying to cling to the few people I have left. After feeling like I lost my only brother, who was the only person I felt I could rely on, and my sister who left because of a misunderstanding between you, I want you to realize that even if they leave, I'm trying hard to make you feel like you're not alone.
But through everything, you don't see that. You don't see that every time I cut my wrists it's so that i don't scream at you, so i don't hurt you more than you've already been hurt. And i try so hard to get you to see me, but you never do. You always looked at me and had that look of regret on your face. Was i really an accident like dad said i was? After being dad's punching bag to try and keep him from hurting you and everyone else, do you still hate me?
I know this past year has been hard, on all of us. the move, the divorce, but it seems like every time you get bored with eve, every time you get upset, you take your anger out on me. And I'm getting a little tired of it. If it will make you happy, I'll try as hard as i can to leave. To be able to support myself and get out. I know you tried not to push any of us to that, but I'm going to be 16 next year, and 15 this year. I'm growing up, and I know you don't want us all to leave you now but i won't be like her and survive off of you until i'm 30. I'm not going to make you think you have to risk out home for me like she makes you feel.
I want you to feel proud of me, but I think the time for that is slowly passing away. i hope the future you'll realize how much you meant to me. you're my mom and i love you to death, but I don't think I can do this anymore. The fights and the arguing. I'm done.
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ElysiumFate
There is beauty everywhere.
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08-11-2011, 04:16 AM
I'm still sorry. That I didn't leave you when I should have. But I do feel better now.
Thank you.
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08-11-2011, 10:05 AM
I wish I had said "hold on a sec" to one person and "bye for now" to another
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Tsuba
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08-20-2011, 06:12 AM
I wish I could have told you how much you meant to me, how much I dearly cared, how much it hurt me to part ways. I wish I could tell you I loved you... to another, but I dont think this will ever be possible. I wish I had thought twice before dragging you down with me...
I wish I could have stood up for myself in highschool, and not been such a wuss and crybaby...
Most of all: I regret forgiving you, and begging for you to take me back you worthless buttface :(
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:( I wish I had done the same......
Im so sorry mitch ... now i feel like I have to stay with you longer believing i might grow more feelings for you.... I dont know if this'll happen.... but i think it would have been better if Id just said "lets be friends" :'(
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ElysiumFate
There is beauty everywhere.
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08-20-2011, 06:53 AM
I wish I had left you alone. I feel like an idiot for loving you that long.
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08-24-2011, 01:41 AM
I wish I had told you how I feel...how I have always felt about you. The fear of rejection haunts me even to this very day. When I am near you my heart swells and my body shakes. I cannot control my thoughts when I am near you. You mean everything to me and I want to be with you. I am sorry I lost you and that I will never be able to get you back. I love you, to the fullest of my ability. No matter what happens, that feeling will never change. We were friends and for awhile that was good enough for me but when it came time for me to tell you what was truely in my heart, I panicked and ran. It pains me to know that you felt the same why, but now our lives have taken different paths. I am happy that you found her and that you both love each other fully. She can give you what I never could: honesty. The day you told me about her, my heart broke in two but I knew that she would be a better match for you, and I love her for that. There are no bad feelings between us, only regret and that is on me. Perhaps one day I will find a guy right for me too. Who knows, maybe he can give me what you never could. Maybe one day we will see each other get married, our kids play together, and even celebrate each others lives. You will always be in my heart even though not in my life, but that is something that I can live with as long as you are happy.
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KageShio
Warning: Unrestrained Audiophile
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08-24-2011, 05:16 AM
Stop, just stop. Shut up and go away. Walk out that door and never come back, I never want to see your face again!
I wanted to scream that over and over again, but I was weak and gave into those tears no matter how many times your mouth uttered a lie. I should have never said yes, I should have never been kind after what you did, but I couldn't help myself. I couldn't help but feel horrible for being a victim.
And you know what, after all those lies, after how much you tore my heart apart, after how angry I was at everything you dared to do to us.... I miss you.
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lightkanna
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08-24-2011, 05:21 AM
I wish I could tell you how much I want to meet you but it makes me feel pathetic. After all the rejection I did about how you would meet me and what-not, which I knew you were playing along. Why would you ever meet me? Or why would anyone meet me? I highly doubt anyone would. The people I meet online would never meet me even if I want to meet them. I feel pathetic for wanting to go to your state, knock on your door and say "I really, really like you" and just kiss you. But that's even more ridiculous and in my head. It only happens in drama, right? I also wish I had told you lots of things that even these texts can't convey. I really want to meet you, I really want to. I want to say it but I can't.
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