Morning Lon. :3

No plans on this side~
How about you?

just jacob's soccer games. might work on the bath tub some more.

Good plan! :B

I suppose I could clean some today.

lol. i need to vacuum... :P

i feel like just sitting in the basement all day and watching tv. :B

Haha for real. I have laundry to do~
I just want to chill and read.

blah one of the cats peed all over hubby's clothes he had layed out.. :P guess i better get off here.

Oooh not good. D:

Oh, that doesn't sound good at all, llonka! :XD

-waves at everyone- How are y'all doing today?

I'm still trying to figure out how I'm doing. My ex-fiance just called ed me and woke me up.... what a way to be woken up.. -sigh- Seems as though he's determined that I've had enough time to come to my senses and wants me back... I hung up on him... -rubs temples and tries to resist banging her head on the table- :(

Doing all right, Hope~ Laaazy. :lol:

And aww, that is a bad way to be woken up. D:
-massages head-
Hope you're doing okay otherwise.

That's good to hear that you're doing alright, Iku!

I totally agree - my fault. I took his number out of my phone when we broke up so I didn't recognize it and stupidly I picked up. =[ And the sad thing is, yes, I would take him back, but I refuse to put myself back in that situation where I feel like everything seems more important than me and that I'm the one who's the dependable one, who just sits and waits and doesn't know when I'll see him next, because honestly, since we got engaged to when I broke it off with him (a little bit less than two years later), I can count on one hand how many times that I'd seen him. :( And as much as I love him (I do still love him and miss him so much - he was one of my best friends), I just can't let myself be that person. Who doesn't know when they'll be back, and always constantly worrying - although nothing new there... I do still worry. -sighs- Sorry, my fingers ran away on me. >.<;;

And otherwise, when I figure that out, I'll let you know. >.< I'm sleepy, I know that much, but my brain won't let me go back to sleep now. :(

Aww that's not your fault for answering the phone~
And it's no problem. It's good to get those feelings out. :3
Right now it seems you know what you want (independence, in one word). There are still going to be feelings left over from the relationship and that's natural, but as long as you keep in mind what you want, and how you felt in the relationship, you'll be okay. Slow process! :hug:

Ah. Do something to make yourself feel better? Bake? Bath? Read? :O

Oh, I definitely want independance. I'm trying to find myself - seeing as I've been with him since I was 18 (we got together the start of our second semester of Senior year), known him since just before I turned 16 (Sophomore year of HS). And was together with him till June of this year. So about 3 1/2 years we were officially together - engaged for almost 2 of those 3 1/2 years. :hug:

I'm actually watching youtube videos of John Barrowman (found one from his latest tour where he actually got his partner to get up on stage with him... and SING!! :shock:).

Why is it that, I wont sell my hooch to someone that already has one, and they say its rude because I want to give it to someone else who DOESNT.

@Hope: Ah. That makes sense! Hope you're able to get some/find what you're looking for. :hug:

Haha, that sounds joyful! :lol:

@Disa: What the heck.... yeah, that's not rude. That makes complete sense. XDD
I wouldn't want to give something to someone that already has it...

Here, Ill get the messages.

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Her:
So how much u wanting for the head n hooch?x

Me: Eh, dunno. Probably not selling to anyone that can easily get another, like you :/ Sorry.

Her: Well that was quite rude. The heads AREN'T easy to come by btw. This is the first one in like forever... But thanks nice to know what you think of me.

Me: I was talking about the Hooch, *mystery name*.... You already have one, and probably another stowed away somewhere, I want to give someone else at least a chance to get it, IF I really plan on selling it. As for the head, its off the market for now because Im using it.

Im not being rude. Im being fair. (<-- included in message)

Iku: I'm glad that it makes sense. :hug: And thanks hon!

Oh, hahaha! It totally is!

This is it, if you're interested - one of the better quality ones that I've seen. And the funny thing is - Scott had NO idea that John was planning this. There was a line that John says that was cut off in this version and that is after Scott walks off, John laughs kinda of nervously and say "I'm going to get killed when I get home. He thinks he can't sing, I think he has a pretty good voice."

-> Here is the link here. <-

Disaster: Oh, wow! Yeah, I totally agree - you are just totally being fair and they are being totally unreasonable to say that you're judging them. And that you are being rude because you won't sell to someone who already has one. >.<;;

Yeah, well :/
I dont want to be mean! Im just trying to be nice....

I don't see you as being mean, I totally see you as being fair, and they are just taking it the wrong way.

Okay...

Hey everyone.

Gosh, 80 movies are hilarious.

Ikuuu~

Elluh~~

disa: they are taking it the wrong way. They were probably just getting the hooch so they could sell it for a higher price. If they already have one, then they shouldn't bother buying another one. Someone else might want it, like you said. And, you're using the head right now so you shouldn't have to sell it atm.

Momo D: -clings- Im not a mean person! But, I know for a fact this person would do that.

@Hope: You're welcome. > w< I'm sure you'll find your way~

Ah. I'm not familiar with them; so it's more just going over my head. :lol: But what makes you happy, I'm supportive of!

@Disa: Yeah. I don't think you're being rude. No worries about that.
There will be other buyers. :yes:

Elluh~
Momo~

disa: I knooow~ you're nice. c:
haha, yeah. Then I'm glad you're not selling it, then.

Ikew~
Disa~
Elluh~
....UNITE