"Okay." Asher says with a little smile in an attempt to stop the whining that he seems to be causing. He looks down at and sees the eyes and it dissolve the smile a bit. He tried to keep it there, but he just wasn't winning this fight. Asher looks off to the side in an attempt to reclaim himself and not to begin frowning. He didn't understand what might have happened to give Shouki that look. He looked back and gave him the only smile that he could really offer. It wasn't the best, but it was all he could conjurer. Asher peeked down at his remaining sandwich and shook his head, but then he noticed that Shouki wasn't looking at him. "No, I don't need another, thank you though." He said as he fidgeted with his sandwich.

Shouki automatically did the chibi eyes without thinking. He didn't mean to...displease? or whatever Asher. He didn't mean to. He just wants Asher to be happy. He whines softly, his ears flattening back a bit before he halfway wraps himself around Asher and nuzzles him a bit. "I'm sorry...I didn't mean to....to make you....sad...or whatever I did. I'm sorry. I didn't mean too." He whines softly again. "I can leave if you want me too...?" He says very softly, though he'd still bring him candy and stuff tomorrow.

Asher wasn't looking up to see Shouki's eyes, but it was probably better that he hadn't seen them. He wouldn't have felt any better if he had. He felt Shouki warp himself around him and he allowed him to do that. It felt comfortable with him sitting there like that. He wanted to be around Shouki, but he didn't know how to fight with his emotions that seemed to always get in the way of things. "You didn't make me sad; you've never done anything to make me sad." It was all things that had happened before that just kept popping into Asher's head and getting in the way. "No!" Asher said with a little jolt when Shouki said that he would leave. "I don't want you to leave.." Asher said now finally look up at Shouki. His eyes were a bit big and there were a few tears about to over flow and run down his cheek, but he didn't care. "Please, don't..." He said.

[[I'm finally back and hopefully for the full weekend because I don't work tomorrow and Saturday afternoon, so hopefully I will be able to actually be online. I hope I haven't made you wait too long.]]

Shouki doesn't mean to cause all these problems....he's not really used to being around people, especially people that care about him. He's used to being around strangers and that is about it. And he doesn't really want to leave. Being around Asher, overall, makes him happy...even if Asher's mother doesn't like it. At least she's upfront about her feelings of not liking Shouki. He whines softly as he sees Asher's tears. As they starts to fall, he gets this weird urge to lick them off, and does so. "Don't cry. I'm sorry. Don't cry. I'll stay." He nuzzles Asher a bit. "I want to be around you." Even if sometimes they get angry and fight, he still wants to be around.

(It's alright...at least you warned me D: One person disappeared for an entire month without saying anything...actually 2 did...and then one comes back and replies once I tell her about it....I'm sorry after a couple of weeks, I'm definitely not interested in the rp anymore.)

Asher was shocked at Shouki licking his tears away and pulled back from the touch of his tongue on his cheek. It wasn't that he didn't like what Shouki had done. It actually cheered him up a bit, but it was embarrassing for and he didn't know how to deal with it. Asher wanted to tell him he hadn't done anything wrong to say sorry and that he wasn't the cause of the tears. Well, not completely it was just something too much for him to handle at this point. He was trying to do everything right and getting nothing at all right. "I want to be around you too.." Asher said looking down. He didn't know what expression he had on his face and he didn't want it to be something that upset Shouki. So, he looked down instead of facing him though he did want to.

[[Wow, that's kind of crappy. Well, 25 pages into our Rp I think I'm still interest if I wasn't I probably wouldn't have gotten this ^^ I'm going to try to be online more often, but I can't promise anything, but I will try to tell you sooner than I did last time when I will be busy.]]

Shouki kind of whimpers/whines as Asher pulls away a bit. He doesn't know what to do as his eats droop. He wraps himself tighter around Asher, afraid, deep down...that he might want to go away or something. He doesn't want Asher to go yet...though he does know Asher will have to go sometime. But he makes a little happy noise, his tail wagging, as Asher says he wants to be around. It makes him so happy and he hugs Asher tighter, nuzzling the others cheek a bit. "I'm glad." As if that wasn't obvious.

(Yeah, that made me mad to say the least. I refuse to reply to that specific rp now. And that's alright...I was warned. One never said anything and the other posted it as a comment on her profile....so I didn't see it until I checked >_< )

Asher looked up and gave Shouki a little smile. He was feeling better now that Shouki and himself were making up completely over their little fight. "I'm sorry, I said those things." Asher said because he felt like it needed to be said. Though he knew he might have apologized before, but he wanted to do it again. "I still want to be your friend..." He didn't want to lose the only person, who had been willing, to be his friend. He liked Shouki and he wanted to still go to the zoo with him. He didn't want to even think of losing him. "I like Shouki and I don't want to lose you.." Asher didn't completely understand what all these feelings meant to him, but he knew he liked Shouki. That was the only thing he could think to say.

[[Well, that's not a nice way to tell people that you won't be there for a while, by posting it on a profile. Oh well, I have the next two days off so I should/will be on more ^^]]

Shouki's tail starts wagging more as Asher smiles. "You don't need to be sorry." He just nuzzles Asher some more, so happy that he has to do something. "You're a bit silly. I wouldn't stop being your friend because of that. You're my friend....you'd have to do something way more horrible to end that." Which he can't think of anything that horrible that Asher could actually do. Other than maybe kill Shouki or something...but then...it would be kind of obvious the friendship is over. "And...I love you." He says very softly....considering Asher's reaction last time to it...though it was really bad timing on Shouki's part. "And I don't want to lose you either." He nuzzles the other a bit more.

(I would've never noticed it....if I didn't decide to check her profile to see if she's even been on D: It's been like three months now btw but -shrugs- I just know to never rp with her again....and the other person who replied finally? I've lost interest and couldn't think of anything to say anyway...I also know not to rp with her either....and YAY! lol :3 )

Asher smiled at Shouki though he still thought that he needed to apologize to him about what had happened. He didn't want Shouki to think that he wasn't sorry, though he knew deep down inside that Shouki wouldn't think that. Asher was a bit paranoid about somethings and he didn't have a lot of self confidence because everything was so new to him. "Okay.." Asher said though he still felt like he had done something bad. He felt bad about doing it so it had to be something bad in his mind. Asher didn't know how to handle the I love you completely. He knew it was something serious and it was a good thing, but he had only heard his parents say it. Even then it wasn't often that he heard it being said. He didn't know what it meant completely yet. "Shouki...I love you too." Asher said it, but he hoped he didn't do something wrong by saying it. He knew his parents liked each other and he liked Shouki. He wanted to be with him as long as his parents had been together and longer.

[[Haha XD I know I'm finally finding time for a life that doesn't revolve around work, school, and sleep.]]

Shouki doesn't feel like Asher has a reason to say sorry. They've both made mistakes over time. So they're even? Kind of? He nuzzles Asher a bit, purring softly. He's back to being happy again....maybe he's bipolar, but he is happy again. Shouki has never heard his parents say it...though he has seen them kiss and the like. He just had to figure it out on his own. Luckily he did...and apparently not too late either. Shouki, when Asher says it back, his eyes light up and his tail is wagging furiously before he like attacks Asher and just kisses him over and over in his enthusiasm. He's so happy that Asher feels the same....or is, at least, willing to play along with it. Either way, Shouki is happy as he's ever been.

Asher smiled more than he had been when Shouki begins to get excited about what he said. He was glad that he had chosen the right thing to say this time. He meant it though, but he still didn't completely understand the whole 'I love you.' thing. He was willing to risk it though because what he knew of it seemed like he did feel that way. Asher yipped when Shouki somewhat attacked him, but he began to laugh as Shouki began to kiss him over and over again. Asher put his hand in between Shouki and himself to stop Shouki for a moment. "Wait, wait." Asher said laughing. He needed to catch his breath.

Shouki is purring softly underneath his breath a bit. He's so happy now. He ends up make making a questioning noise...like did he do something wrong? When he notices the laughter...he assumes it couldn't have been something wrong he did then. Asher wouldn't be laughing then...he'd be doing something else, right? He squirms a bit until he can start kissing Asher again, letting him keep his mouth so he can breathe. "I love you!" His tail is wagging furiously still and he nuzzles Asher. "I love you!" It's all he's capable of saying right now, but it's true.

Asher gives up on stopping Shouki from attacking with his love, but that's okay. His own tail is wagging underneath him as Shouki continues to kiss him over and over again. Asher laughs a little at Shouki when he just tells him he loves him. He knows that he must have been too excited to say anything else. Asher kind of hugged him though he was a little afraid that he may get attacked again if he did. "..I love you too." He says with a smile as he looks up at Shouki. He really enjoyed this better than them fighting or even having those little awkward moments that they had sometimes.

It's an attack of love! Which, at least, it is not violent. He hugs/wraps himself around Asher tightly before nuzzling into him a bit. "I love you." He nuzzles into Asher a bit more and purrs fairly loudly. He's that happy right now. Shouki randomly nibbles on Asher's neck. He doesn't want to hurt him, but he does have this random urge to nibble/bite. It is a kitsune thing...even though neither of them know that. "I hope someday we can live together in a nice place." Not the shack that Shouki lives in right now. That isn't good enough for Asher in Shouki's mind.

Asher laughed as Shouki hugged him and continued to tell him that he loved him. He was happy with all this. He jumped a little at Shouki nibbled on his neck. He hadn't been expecting it, but it wasn't that it was bad. He just hadn't been expecting that to happen. "Me too." Asher said to Shouki. He really did want to live with him. He had wanted to since he had first met him and talked to him. He liked being with him and it was comforting to have him around. Though he didn't care if it was a nice place or not it was better to him to be able to be with Shouki than to have a nice place to live in.

Shouki can't help but giggle a bit as Asher jumps. "Sorry....just had an urge to nibble on you a bit." At least he's not full out biting. Though his urge is telling him to do that, buuut he doesn't want to hurt Asher...so maybe another day. He purrs a bit at Asher wanting to live with him too. He nuzzles into Asher a bit more. "And someday we will be able to." Shouki just wants a good place to live for Asher....kind of the man thing going on there. He wants to have a better place for Asher...because he feels bad about forcing him to live in something lower than his level. And he loves Asher...he wants a good place for the person he loves.

"Uh...That's okay." Asher said kind of looking away a little bit embarrassed about it. He knew his cheeks must have been a little red. Though Asher smiled at the idea of them living together at some point in their lives. He hoped it was sooner than later in his life though. He kind of hugs Shouki to him with a little smile. He still felt a little awkward from the nibbling, but it was beginning to pass now. "We don't have to live somewhere nice, I don't mind." He really didn't he had lived in a nice home his whole life, but he didn't really see it was his home. It was more like his mom's cage for him that just happened to be nice. He didn't like how big it was sometimes because he felt even more alone in the empty home. He thought a little house would be nice and comfortable compared to a spacey nice one.

Shouki licks where he nibbles a few times. He leans over and kisses Asher softly. "You're cute." He says softly, purring a bit. "But....I want you to live somewhere nice...not necessarily big....but way better than where I live now." He says softly, somewhat ashamed of where he lives currently. He knows it is a shit hole, but it's his place for now at least. "I want a nice house for you..." Not that he's against living in a nicer place period. He wants a nicer place in general. "It'll be awhile though..."

Asher begins to blush more when Shouki licks him. He kind of squirms to get away from it because he was so embarrassed by it. "No, I'm not..." He mumbled under his breath. He didn't say it very loud because he knew that Shouki would say that he was and they would kind of begin to argue about it and he didn't want that. "But...I don't mind that..." Asher didn't mind where Shouki lived. He thought it was probably better than his home now. He didn't like being in there all alone. He knew he would have more fun with someone around, especially Shouki. "I don't mind waiting." He didn't mind that at all because he didn't care whether it was nice or not. He would have someone to talk to and have fun with and that better than what he had now.

Shouki makes a weird little noise as Asher goes to squirm away. "You're so cute." He didn't hear the no part...but he thinks the squirming is cute too. He kind of whines a bit as Asher doesn't mind his hovel. "But...you deserve better than that. A nice place." Though he doesn't necessarily mean a place like the place Asher live currently, but at least better than the place Shouki lives now. He nuzzles Asher a bit. "Good. I have no idea how long it'll take but I'll work on it...to get a nice place for the both of us...and maybe we could have a pet or two." Shouki's tail is wagging again.

Asher stopped trying to get away he knew he wasn't working and he didn't have a chance of getting away. It wasn't like it was as bad as he was making it seem because he actually didn't mind it all that much. Asher kind of groaned softly at the comment again about how cute he was. He didn't like being called that it was embarrassing especially since it was coming from Shouki, a person he liked. Asher lowered his head when Shouki said he deserved better. He didn't exactly think he deserved better because he hadn't done anything to make him deserve that. "I can help too...A pet? Really?" Asher had always wanted a sort of pet in his house, but that was out of the question for him.

Shouki makes a questioning noise at the groaning and Asher lowering his head. So he nuzzles Asher a bit. "Did I say something wrong? I didn't mean to." He's almost doing the chibi/puppy dog eyes again. "I didn't mean to." He ends up smiling a bit at Asher's question. "Of course! Pets are good things to have. And if one of us can't be around for some reason..." Like if one of them gets sick or goes to see their mother..."The pets can keep us company until the other comes back. And it can be any pet." He nods a bit. "Long as it can't actually eat us."

"No, you didn't do anything wrong." Asher said because it really wasn't Shouki's fault and he didn't want to make him feel bad about anything. Asher happened to see Shouki's eyes and they were the eyes that he didn't like to see because he always felt so bad about himself for making Shouki uses them. Asher had always wanted some type of pet to play with, but that hadn't been an option for him. "Really? I would like that." He said looking at Shouki with a little smile. He really did want something to keep him company when he was alone. Asher didn't like to be alone, but he had gotten used to it after the past few years. "Where you get a pet?"

"Okay then...." Shouki isn't sure about it but he nuzzles Asher anyway. He doesn't even know he's using those eyes; he just automatically starts making them without knowing it. His tail wags some more and he smiles at Asher. "Yep, really. And they don't have to be fish....just long as they can't eat us though." Shouki knows no one wants to be alone. He doesn't want to be alone, that's just the way things ended up. "Um....some people just give them away....like when their dog has puppies....some people sell them....and there are stores and stuff that sell various pets." Though he doesn't know where one of those are nearby...but he'll find one.

Asher frowns at the mention of fish. He didn't like them and was actually afraid to get into the water with them. "I..I don't want fish.." Asher said shaking his head. He really didn't want them if he didn't have to get them. Asher knew that they couldn't have a pet that would eat them. That would be a bad thing and it wouldn't work out. "Oh, I would like to go to a store where they sold pets." It seemed kind of like the zoo to him and so it was interesting for him to think about. Though the animals wouldn't be as cool sometimes, but that was okay. "Do they cost a lot?" He didn't want Shouki to spend all his money on him.