"I like that name it pretty. My mom loved lilly's we use to have a garden full of lillies but there all dead now." She placed her head into her lap and took a deep breath.

"i can plant some here if you want" she said.

Finx looked at her and frowned. "Why would i want to have to worry about flowers the'll just die again." She had let the lillies die since they reminded her of her mother it had been hard forgetting her mother but really easy to forget her father it had seemed strange but after all she had loved her mother more.

"ok. i want to plant a garden though. if you dont mind. i love roses and tulips" she siad.

Finx stood fast. "I said i didn't want one!" She slammed her fist against the table as a wave a emotion hit her. "The'll die just like before cause I can't afford to be watering flowers when there are werewolves to kill." Her voice had caught at the second part of her sentence and she was trying hard to keep the tears away.

"sorry" she said.

Finx sat back down with a huff and focusedhard on the tv threw her misty eyes. "Damn it i said I wasn't going to cry anymore." She wiped her eyes angrly but couldn't keep the tears from falling.

Lilly stayed quiet. She always seemed to upset people she was around.

Finx buried her hand into her hands as her body shock with her crying. "Stop! Stop crying!" She breathed out as she tried to make herself stop.

Lilly was scared if she said anything it would only make it worse. But she couldnt just do nothing. "its ok to cry" she said.

Finx looked at her tears streaming down her face. "But I promised I wouldn't cry anymore. I'm so stupid i can't even keep a promise."

"my mom always told me that even people who are strong have to cry sometimes. Its nothing to worry over" she said.

"But I promised mine that i wouldn't cry. i promised them and now look at my." She gestered wildly to her face almost hitting herself. "I crying like an idiot."

"well i think that if you need to cry you should but if you dont like crying and you are about to, try breathing deep" she siad.

Finx took a deep breath and managed to calm down a little. "I miss them so much."

"i miss mine too. just dont think about it" she siad.

"It not hard to not think about my father." She said voice cold.

"im guessing you didnt like him much" lilly said.

Finx shrugged and stood up walking towards the fridge. "i can't say that i hated him I just had a dislike for him is all."

"I loved my father. he and my mom never had a fight. He and my mom would take me to the park everyday. Until the accident that is" she said.

"So thats how you we're made?' It was both a statement and a question.

"yeah" she said.

"Hmm well I guess i can teach you how to fight. If you want to that is." She smiled at her and shut off the tv.

"ok" she said.

Finx nodded and headed towards her mothers room. "You can sleep in my room for know."