Thinking about how cute my partner is. He's asleep right next to me...I'm also thinking that I probably should be too. I probably should have been 4-5 hours ago. When did it get to be 5:00 in the morning? Yikes.

I'm also thinking of getting up and getting a small snack before I head off so my stomach doesn't wake us both up in a few minutes. @[email protected]

It's like these bugs are giving me little kisses on my nose. I don't like it.

Wondering how the heck I was able to sleep through two alarm clocks and wake up at eleven in the morning, despite sleeping early yesterday!

I'm debating on if I feel well enough to make it to the store or not. I am really craving plums again. O.o

Feeling emotional after a breakup... I'm trying not to think about the good times but they keep flooding in >.< But at least I am not crying my bloody eyes out anymore. So I guess thinking about the good times isn't all that bad...

Whether or not my life is really worth much at this point...things just keep going downhill and I don't know how much more I can take.

I'm either doing stories or thinking about my career problems. It flips back and forth.
when I think about stories, I'm happy and when I think about my career, I'm depressed.

sleeping in tomorrow so i can stay up late tonight.

Stop appearing in my dreams...! And was the pregnant dog Rose/Rosy or the dog that gave me the medicine? I still don't know which I was supposed to see.

I'm thinking about how my tush hurts but how I'm going to be chasing around little kids at a Halloween sleep over for a few hours so may as well enjoy the down time.

I'm thinking about the adorable cat who has decided that I make a good backrest.

I'm also thinking of taking a photo of my boyfriend in his new wig and wishing his parents weren't so weird about it. I mean...it's a wig. What's so weird about that? It grants the ability to change one's appearance at will; how is that not completely awesome? And he looks damn good with long hair.

I really miss The Oprah Winfrey Show. I barely watched it, but she should just be an immortal being, and forever be a part of television.

I'm thinking of starting to work on a picture for my gf I told her I'd draw, and wondering if I'll get any sleep tonight.

I'm thinking about how lucky I am to have such a wonderful guy in my life. And how patient he is with me. I don't wanna screw up - I wanna grow old with him and do everything with him until the day I die.

I am having a really morbid thought now about how if I do pass away anytime soon... Will people miss me? Will there be anyone at my funeral? If so, who would be the ones there... I also wonder if I can see them as a spirit... Like watch my funeral from another world. But then I don't really believe in spirits or a soul so I kind of doubt that I would be able to watch it. But it would be nice to know...

I'm thinking how much I love my Dad... he gave me a ride to my son's swimming lessons and when he picked us back up he had a pizza waiting for us so I wouldn't have to cook tonight. Such a nice surprise...

WOw mac, i wish my dad would do something for me xD

Right now im thinking about the novel im gonna attempt to write in 30 days for the nov writing month. Got a few plot holes to sew up a quite a lot of research to do, but im getting there! :D

I'm thinking about marketing strategies for skin care products and whatnot. They mainly market "repairing" things to middle-aged women, but...why don't they instead market to 20-somethings and up of all genders as "maintenance" instead/as well? I mean, they get more customers who use them for longer AND their product becomes more effective that way! It's easier to maintain something that works than to fix something that's broken and all, and I know from experience that the principle works in the case of skin too.

I wonder if I could get a job in a skin care product company's PR/marketing department?

Trying to decide who to stalk.

Right now I'm really missing my friend. I really need someone to talk to and I really only trust him with the types of things I need to talk about.

"Slenderman? Did someone get a name change? o 口o *checks*"

Antagonist's avatar is fucking awesome.

Spongebob is hilarious. I remember when it first came out.

I'm thinking about how if Andrew and I can sort something out, my life will actually be perfect. :) Also, that last cup of tea I made was amazing.

Well, I'm thinking about two things right now thanks to having just done two different things.

For one, Cloud and I just took his cat to the vet and determined that she has to be shaved tomorrow. So I can't help but think about how funny she's going to look. I'll definitely take pictures!

For two, when we got home we checked his tumblr dashboard on his phone, and as a result...I'm wondering how some people manage to walk outside without being offended by a blade of grass or a rock or a flower or OMG THAT TREE LOOKS LIKE A MIDDLE FINGER THAT BITCH MOTHER NATURE HOW DARE SHE FLIP ME OFF!?

...and okay, there's a third thing, I lied. I'm wondering when our new hard drive will get here.

ugh, Scholarships. I'm supposed to be looking for them online but I'm not really sure what to look for.