^ Sleep is like a magical cure for all my negative thoughts. Hope it works out for you. *nod*

Right now I'm trying to think about what I actually got done on my day off of work..

Bunny... cause Steam Powered Giraffe... and she's really pretty. :/

I'm thinking...
x. That it needs to hurry up and be friday already. I miss Max.
x. That I should probably be working on lugging my crap to my new bedroom downstairs, instead of procrastinating on here.
x. I'm pissed off that I can't hook up the phone Max gave me...just because I can't find the damn charger.
x. Pissed for other reasons I won't get into because it's a touchy subject these days. lol
x. I'm thinking my dog is snoring like a person and it's cute as fuck.
x. I'm thinking that my shirt needs to hurry the fuck up and be delivered to my house, because I've been waiting for like... a bajillion years.
x. I want to work on a painting and finish my sewing, but I don't have time. /:
x. I'm thinking that I DESPISE and LOATHE math with a firey fury deeper than hell and satan's flaming ballsack, and I don't want to work on it...but I have to.

... Think I'll stop myself now before this becomes a damn novel. My mind never stops racing. lol

Why is it so difficult for me to send and reply to simple messages?! This is just getting pathetic... I wish I could use lists all the time without coming off like a prick. I guess I should get it over with now... What do I say? How do I say it? You know, I used to write for EVERYTHING...

Iiii'm... thinking about a lot of things.
1. It's freaking COLD. And I LOVE IT. I don't understand how people can like heat. It's uncomfortable, suffocating, and makes me feel sick. Plus, you can't take a ton of layers off once you get down to just skin (unless you're... creepy), but you can pile on layers to keep you warm. I'm a BIT too cold, though, as I'm typing in a short sleeved shirt - I CAN BARELY FEEL MY FINGERS. I SHOULD FIX THIS.
2. My lower back on the right hurts really bad, but not as bad as my left shoulder. I really need to learn to position myself better so I don't strain muscles.
3. I need to get up for work tomorrow in a little over 9 hours. Plenty of time to sleep, except for the fact that I didn't sleep at all last night and I'm so overtired and in so much pain that I don't think I'd be able to sleep right now. Bah.
Sorry. Complaining. ANYWAY.

Thinking about how to organise things better... Hmm.

I'm thinking about how old I'm getting and how I wish I could have gone out tonight for my birthday.

Originally Posted by Mystic

I'm thinking about how old I'm getting and how I wish I could have gone out tonight for my birthday.

Happy Birthday! How come you were unable to?

Congratulations on winning by the way. Hope that was some kind of birthday present. :)

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To keep this completely on topic, I'm thinking about how much I miss my boyfriend right now. :'(

Right now, I'm thinking about how I'm supposed to get more gold... lol. Still need around 4000 more gold for fleet commander, then who knows how much more for he little finishing touches to the new outfit. And it's hard telling if that'll even be enough!! But, with how much I post, and gold from games and from my mule... shouldn't take too long? Right? *le sighs*

Thanks, Greed!

My sister got sick so I had to stay home and take care of her so I couldn't go out.

Right now I am thinking about not wanting to go into work today when I'm supposed to have the day off.

I'm also thinking about how adorable a certain person can be sometimes and if it was the right thing to do to move so far from them to begin with and how much I miss falling asleep then waking up with them. It's a bit too deep of thoughts for me but maybe things meed to be thought about more.

Right now I'm thinking about how in the heck everyone has so much gold and such nice avatars. I can't keep track of my favorite threads and the games are so hard for me, for some reason! xDx

Seeing The Rocky Horror Picture Show live in March! I am so bloody excited! I've been in love with this film for years and have always wanted to see the stage production! :)

Thinking about how I probably ate too many crackers just now...

I don't want to make up my bed, but I want to sleep in a bed that's made up.

I am thinking that I have WAY too much energy right now. I am also thinking about why I just felt the need to walk nearly a mile in the rain for no reason.

Right now I am thinking about this Yahoo article I read about a crazy ex wife who poisoned her husband with cyanide after he won a 400,000 dollar lottery.

It's a fucked up world out there.

@Risque: Wow, people are sick. /:


I'm thinking that football is extremely boring.
That my step father is a fucking douche, and that he needs to quit bitching at my mom for "not doing anything" because he's too damn lazy to make his own food. When she & I do EVERYTHING around the house and he does absolutely nothing but sit on his ass and watch football after she works 13 - 14 hour days all week long and STILL deals with all the bullshit around the house, and all he can do is bitch. What? Should she put on an apron and some highheels too? D;
I'm thinking that it kind of sucks that my dog ate my new headphones and that I hope Max can fix them. lol
I'm dreading cleaning the kitchen, because if I don't do it for one day, and Ryan cooks it's like a fucking tornado came through it. I also don't want to clean out his nasty ass chew cups. /:
I'm also just thinking in general about how much I hate that disgusting peice of shit, and how much I hate living in this damn house. lol
No one ever seems to be happy here. At least not if Ryan's around.

Mkay then, on to clean the shitheap of a kitchen. :P
That was kind of theraputic. xD haha

How my apartment is way too big to live in alone. I just feel empty.

All I really want to do is create a Cas fanvid on Sony Vegas Pro 11, but I don't have it! Figures. I haven't wanted to do anything in months, and when I finally do, I can't.

I'm thinking about whether or not I should be working out in the morning or after work.

Yay for trials~ I would stay up to learn the basics (really, I would), but my eyes are actually starting to hurt. Once I can get this text to stop spazzing out I'll sleep. The keyframes are my first suspects... maybe the timing, too, somehow.

Thinking I need to learn how to use the multi-quote button.

Thinking I should learn how to draw. *goes off to look at anatomy tutorials on deviantart*

I am thinking I need smokes and drinks but then think about it again and decide it's better if I do not give into bad habits.

Thinking of the 2013 Sports Illustrated Swimsuit issue. Thinking about how nice it is to be single again. :)