Yuck! I hope that dirty doesn't smell up the place.
The manager's office at my work place had some murky water leak in and now it smells AWFUL. I have to count my till there at the end of the night and it's unbearable.

Spunky, I hope you get accepted! :D

I really should be studying but these chapters are so long and I just can't bring myself to do it. Why must I be so unmotivated all the time? I even set my whole desk out, organized it and everything but just say there and stared into the distance.. and then turned on my computer.
I was meant to set myself and hour to read chapters but half an hour has passed now and I have done nothing. How do other people do it? I'm definitely not cut out for school work so I don't know why in the world I am going to volunteer myself for 3 more maybe unnecessary years of it. I never studied during high school, why would I now? I really want to but it just seems like I cant.

Not much because I just slammed my face into the wall. Accidentally, of course.

The anxiety that bowling brings up in me. It's horrendous. Because of bowling etiquette, everyone is looking at you. It really shouldn't be that big of an issue, but it really really freaks me out. I used to bowl for my birthday every year when I was younger. I have no idea how mini-me dealt with that. Maybe my anxiety has increased?

And I should be doing school work and planning right now to avoid an anxiety attack later on.
And to get a good mark for my academic writing course. Messing up my GPA right now would not be a good thing...

I'm thinking that it really sucks that I now have another cold right after the one I just got over with.
Of coarse this one had to be worse. /:

I'm hoping that it goes away by tomorrow so that I can meet up with Hawley...and Heidi.
I'm curious to see how it goes with her. She wants to make amends.
She really pissed me off. She thinks I hate her, I don't. I just gave it the old "fuck it, I'm done." attitude when it came to her constantly blowing me off.
Just because you have a shiny new boyfriend and a shiny new circle of friends doesn't mean it's okay to blow off an old friend that you considered your "best friend".
Hell, I have a boyfriend and other friends but I never blew her off, or made up some dumb excuse for ignoring her calls & texts.
They either hang out with us or we go do our own seperate things.
Simple as that. It's not difficult.
I would be fine if you actually responded with a reason you can't hangout.
When you make plans with me, then blow me off for other people, I'm not just going to wait around for you all the time.
Oh, I'm supposed to call you after all of that, when you're too chicken to just call me and appologize for blowing off plans with me a million times?
Yeah, I saw no point in even trying to contact you after a while, that's your fault.
Not mine.
...and tomorrow, I will put this bluntly to you. Take it or leave it.
I'm not a passive person.

Thanks Risque! I appreciate that.

I haven't heard back from the three schools yet. I want to just know already!?!?!

I'm thinking about the scene in "The Lion King" When Simba's father dies.......

I'm thinking about how depressed I am

Originally Posted by Gemini

I'm thinking about the scene in "The Lion King" When Simba's father dies.......

That scene always brings tears to my eyes.

@Gemini: GREAT signature! seriously, I can't find the words. C:

I.. oh, now I'm thinking about something to put in my signature, haha~ a while ago I was thinking about setting up a quest thread, and which CIs I'm gonna be questing (plus loads of commons!), and I was also thinking about joining a Roleplay but I think that's too time consuming for me.. ehh, too bad.

Originally Posted by Stellacaelum

I'm thinking about how depressed I am

Everything alright? ;_; You can always rant here on Menewsha.

I'm thinking about one thing...FOOD! I haven't eaten lunch and I have to wait it out until work is over.

I'm thinking about that beautiful steak we were supposed to have for dinner,but it went bad and so we had ham instead,which made me sad...
@Melvin lol thanks.A ton of people have said that so far,and I'm thinking about keeping the signature up for a good long while.

@spunky I know.I think that's every child's first real tragedy in life.I'm 22 and I still cry

I am currently thinking about how I should be working on this essay and focusing on bumping my grade up instead of staying up all night on the internet.
Yet here I am xD

Senioritis is a terrible, terrible thing.

When I watch Lion King all I can think about is revenge. I get sad too, but more mad than sad..

I'm wondering if this prolonged anxiety/panic attack will dissipate soon.
I kind of want to eat but can't because of it.
And I'm thinking about how Night of the Living Dead addresses racism. Which is interesting.

I'm currently thinking about getting off my butt to go get a drink. However, I'm in the basement. That requires stairs. LOL. It's been a lazy day for me. XD

@Caught Inbetween I get panic attacks frequently.The best thing to do is breathe.You breathe in through your nose,and out through your mouth,slowly.The breath out should be twice as long as the breath in-for example,if your inhale takes two seconds,your exhale should take four.I also find that singing,reading or listening to music helps sometimes.Basically,taking your mind off the anxiety.

Originally Posted by Mystic

You know the quickest way to piss me right the F- off is to lie to me so why the hell did you lie? I've known you long enough to know when you're lying so I'm not sure why you think I don't know when you are lying so just stop. You sound like an idiot and you're making yourself look bad in the process.

I agree! lying pisses me off too! :(

Originally Posted by nemo.love_22

I agree! lying pisses me off too! :(

Sad thing is that it was someone I knew for most my life so I knew he was lying.

Right now I am thinking of food. Dunno what kind though.

Originally Posted by Mystic

Sad thing is that it was someone I knew for most my life so I knew he was lying.

Right now I am thinking of food. Dunno what kind though.

I've got a good friend of mine who I found out she was lying to me about many things.

And I'm currently thinking about my day at the barn. =] It was a good afternoon. =]

Kittens.

I just adopted two kittens yesterday. They're brothers and really close so we had to take them together. They're adjusting really fast to being here so that makes me happy.

Reason they're actively on my mind is that they're playfighting on my feet right now and they keep looking and feeling and sounding like they're seriously fighting...but then it dissolves into licking each other.

Edit: ...and one just backflipped off the bed. By accident. I thought cats were supposed to be graceful?

lol

I'm thinking about my dog,actually,who is currently sitting below my chair and stealing my blanket.He's damn lucky he's so cute or I'd steal it back.

I'm wondering what it would be like to sit in someones closet with a cracked up bunny and rabid monkey that trys on peoples clothes while I eat chips.

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lol I love kitties!! When my cat was a wittle thing he was so uncordinated bwahaha granted it didnt help we had wood floors at the time

I'm thinking about if my teeth is going to be ok considering the fact I have recently went to the dentist. Also I'm trying to get my character look right but I just can't afford the right items :< So I'm trying to get money by commenting...heh...funny...anyway yeah that's pretty much it :P