"b... because now I think it some too... I feel that it could partly be my fault for Amore having been taken... but at least it was me that was put in her instead of a Seeker. I can see Amore's view on it and while she doesn't hate me she hates the other souls... I've even grown to recent them myself..." Night explained again softly and knew that Drake loved her just as Fenris loved Amore but it wasn't right for her to be there... it wasn't really right for Drake to love her... she wasn't a human.

Alex sighed and said, "I'm not really sure what you want me to say. I hope I made you feel a bit better, but I'm just not sure how I can help you."

"It's okay... I'm not really sure if there's a way to help me to be homest..." Night whispered softly and a bit sadly... she only wished there was a way to help her.

"what if we switched you with somebody else.....?" Alex muttered to himself, then he shook his head. "Never mind, ignore me."

"It would still be me taking someone elses life." Night sighed softly as she looked at Alex. "I'm just a pain... there's no way to fix or change or make anything better with me here." she said softly with a frown and wished that there was a way to fix things but really didn't think there was.

Alex sighed again, "Maybe you should just talk to Fenris and Drake about this. I'm sorry, but I really don't have the answers.

"I know... thank you for talking to me but I really wasn't expecting you to have any answers for me... I doubt that there's really anyone that could help in this case." Night said softly before laying her head down on her arms again and closed her eyes a bit not really feeling like getting up and going into the bedroom... she didn't really want to be torn between either sleeping with Fenris or Drake... it was too much for her to think of right now really.

Alex growled in frustration. "You do realize that only one of them loves YOU. The other loves Amore. meaning that if you feel guilty for loving Drake, then you're only going to hurt yourself and them."

"I-I know." Night whimpered some putting her head down anc just couldn't keep her mind straight and couldn't think of a way to have this work out... how could she love Drake and Amore love Fenris? at some point it would really become a problem and she knew it... that's why she was so upset about it.

Alex couldn't contain his frustration anymore. "Fine!. Mope around. See if they care,"; he angrily indicated the door, "As long as you hurt, they hurt too. And they'll BOTH be fighting over who gets to heal it. I'm not saying you're wrong for being bothered by this, but think about them, and relax. They don't hate you, and since you love them, does it really matter who else cares?" He then turned heel, and stormed off.

Night whimpered a bit when she heard him and his words and they cut deep. She stayed curled up where she was though and just talked with Amore to see what she was thinking though found that she was in the same boat as herself.

Drake woke up groggily, and soon realized that Night wasn't with him. Sitting up, he saw that she wasn't with Fenris either. He walked outside, and nearly tripped on her in the dark. Sitting down next to her, he put his arm around her and asked, "What's wrong?"

Night nearly jumped half out of her skin when Drake came out and she looked up at him giving him a weak smile though then sighed and looked down. "I'm torn... I feel bad and out of place... not because of you just because I still feel that I don't belong and that I think I made Fenris upset and I know I made Amore upset... it's not your fault... I don't really think it's anyone's fault really." she explained softly and really wasn't sure and really hoped that she didn't upset him in any way, shape, or form.

Drake sat down next to her, and made a soothing noise. "It's okay love. Whatever happens, I'll love you forever, and then some." He pulled her close, and began to cuddle her happily.

"I'll always love you too." Night whispered softly and leaned against him but still felt bad... she still felt bad for sleeping with him and yet she didn't... she felt bad mostly because this was Amore's body. 'it's our body' Amore corrected in their mind and that made Night feel a bit better. 'thanks but you know it's yours... not mine, it wouldn't and shouldn't belong to me... I'm not human and you are.' Night said softly and mentally to Amore but it wasn't an argument, just a statement that did kinda make both of them feel a little bad inside.

Seeing Night get upset again, Drake tried to kiss her reassuringly. Holding her close he whispered, "Don't worry. No matter what happens, I'll still love you." He wasn't quite certain about why she was upset, but he wasy trying his best to make her feel better.

Night kissed Drake back softly and thankfully. "Thank you." she said softly as she hugged him and just wished that she knew that to do but still wasn't sure of anything.

Picking up Night, Drake lovingly said, "Ready to come back to bed?" He wanted to get her away from where somebody might see her.

"Yeah... I think I am." Night said softly as she leaned against Drake and closed her eyes come wishing that this whole thing could be handled easier but she just couldn't see how...

((what next, I'm literally out of ideas.))

(hm... maybe skip a few months? To where Night would be showing and Amore's not able to take control? Maybe have Fenris get upset or something XP since it is Amore's body even if it was Night that got preggers XP)

((okay, you start it or me?)

(could you?)

((kks))

A few moths passed, and Fenris was beating the pulp out of a punching bag. He was frustrated. Amore hadn't surfaced since he left, and Night was pregnant with Drake's kid. He was angry at everything it seemed nowadays. Most people avoided him, so that he didn't lash out at them.

Night had been feeling awful for the last few months and especially since she had found out that she was pregnant. Amore had came out a few times but they were short and after about a month she couldn't come out anymore thanks to the stress of it. At this point Night wasn't doing too good, she was bed bound and her stomach was really REALLY hurting. Amore had a bad feeling about this and Night was worried too but she, unlike Amore, had no idea what it was. She was feeling bad since she knew Fenris was mad about this and she really hadn't see him too often which made her even more upset though Doc worried that that could make her even worse.