I only stay out of the ones that look private or boring.

I read the private ones, because they're there and I can see them, but I don't post in them.

And I even read the grownup threads sometimes, because they're not always dirty, but I never post in those, either.

And if it's dirty, I look away and find another thread.

Unless there's something else I like about the thread, I stick to the ones run by people I'm some level of friends with.

Yeah, I usually post more if I see people I know already are posting there.

I'm kind of shy to meet new people sometimes, because then I have to worry about whether they'll like me all over again.

I met a new person yesterday though, or someone who left and came back, and we even like a lot of the same music!

I did welcomes, and she was there in a welcome thread!

It was so cool! We met and we hit it off, and that hardly ever happens like that!

It was like we were supposed to be friends already!

That's what happens when I find fellow K-pop fans. Instant strong bond.

It doesn't happen a lot for me, not everyone likes what I like.

Some people think it's stupid.

I don't admit to everything I like because people would never look at me the same way again.

Originally Posted by Amane

I don't admit to everything I like because people would never look at me the same way again.

^ This.

My closest friends who already know more about me than just about anyone else all pretty much agree that I'm a freaking alien from outer space or something, and they still don't know some of the more weird stuff that I like.

I've never told anyone about the questionable things I like. I've hinted at it just to see how those listening felt on the subject, and they did not answer favorably.

I don't think it's weird to like all kinds of different things, that makes life more interesting, and keeps people from being bored!

But I understand feeling weird because of people judging you because of what you like.

I know people who like black metal who think that My Little Pony is stupid, and I've known Pony fans who think black metal is stupid. I like both, and some people think that's weird and won't talk to me because of it.

Especially Christian Pony fans. They really don't like black metal. Someone told me once I was going to Hell because of it. I told them they were a fake Christian, and they got mad.

Then I did a Satan chant at them, and they went away.

That reminds me of someone who pretended to be a legit demon to scare a really strict Christian. It worked.

I'm not sure if it's just my mind being an asshole or if some kind of divine entity is screwing with me or what, but I physically can't stand listening to prayers or Christians talking about God and Jesus and stuff. My scalp gets tingly and lightly burning and I get a headache and my eyes don't feel well. I mean, I try my best not to judge and I've briefly been a Christian myself for like half a year, but it's like my body actively rejects the whole thing. Even just typing this is making me feel not too good.

...It's getting to the point where I wonder if my eyes will turn black if I say 'Christo' to myself.

*gasp* Anta‼
/I'm laughing a lot right now
/but once I felt a pulling sensation while looking at an upside-down cross
/YIKES

It sounds ridiculous but everything I typed is true.

The two times my co-workers invited me to one of their little sessions where they talked about God and Jesus and stuff were super uncomfortable and throughout the whole thing I just wanted to bury myself into a hole or something.

The last time was pretty recent too...just two days ago. I didn't really have a reason to decline so I went and oh my gods I wanted to facedesk so badly there.


...I had fun replacing all 'Jesus's in the hymns they were singing into 'Misha's though. Since if I'm going to have a Lord and Savior it might as well be Misha.

That's so scary.

I'd better go to sleep. Good night~

I'm gonna try the Christo thing tonight if I remember. xD

...I'm not sure what I'll do if my eyes actually do turn black. Probably stand in front of the mirror and repeat 'wtf' for an hour. >____>


'Night Amane! :)

It's a weird religion, and a lot of it doesn't make sense. I think a lot of them just take it too seriously, and it messes them up.

I think I have to poof now. I'll be back, though!

Yeah...I do not recommend going to one of those church sessions that they hold around here. Unless you're already a Christian and am comfortable with that sort of thing. (such as saying 'Amen' after every sentence or pause)

Bye Berks!

Originally Posted by Antagonist

...I'm not sure what I'll do if my eyes actually do turn black. Probably stand in front of the mirror and repeat 'wtf' for an hour. >____>

Perfect.

I'm used to things being loud in church. And very musical.

...Crap, I forgot to do this. xD
Oh well, there's always next time. 'Cause if Imma demon I live forever. P:

I mostly just can't stand the constant chanting or declarations of 'Amen', 'My Lord', 'Jesus', etc...I mean, I'm okay with my Lord and Jesus in English (gods know I curse enough while using their names in vain...), but for some reason if it's said in Chinese it drives me up the wall. >_>

I'm very used to that. It makes me feel at home.

In English I'm fine with it. It's only when they're said in Chinese that it makes my skin crawl. Though for both languages I don't like hearing 'Amen'.

The words just sound annoying? I know that feel.

Must be.
Though Amen must really clash with me because I've never felt so uncomfortable hearing another word before.

YOUR EYES ARE GONNA TURN BLACK!

On one hand, oh shit am I a demon, on the other...hells yeah baby I get powahs!

*brick'd*