(I forget...oh wait never mind, I know it now lol)

Kankuro allowed him to at first, but, then stopped "G-gaara, st-stop" Kankuro spoke taking breaths as he tried to keep his brother's hands pinned down. He sat up, his brother still on top of him "We shouldn't be doing this" Kankuro had to stop it before it got too far, if it was any later it would not have been so good. His dream of Gaara screaming in pain appeared in his head, he could feel it still, and even though he wanted this he couldn't handle it yet.

Gaara gasped and finally came back to reality. "S-Sorry..I-I got a bit carried away..I won't do it agian..see.." he climbed off to prove he would stop. He was still gasping and felt cold now that they were separated. He stared at Kankuro with am odd look of pain and embarrassment. He felt bad for doing that to Kankuro and slightly rejected from being told no. He walked out. "I-I'm..going to bed.." he told Kankuro as he walked out. He locked his door as he walked in his room. Je sat on his bed and thought of what he had just done to his own brother. He rembered the comments from this morning about raping Kankuro. He was just playing when he had said it, but now he felt like that was exactly what he had just done. He burried his face in his hands and though of ways to make it up to Kankuro.

Kankuro sighed, he was going to move to his bedroom but found that moving was almost near impossible. Kankuro was having a hard time not doing anything after what had just happened, somehow, sleep did find its way to him and he was able to be at peace. That is until he kept having nightmares about Gaara getting hurt and screaming, even the akatsuki was there, they were trying to pull him away only to kill him. The next morning came, Kankuro refused to get up, wanting to see the ending to the dream or more of the ending he wanted to see. He laid there on his side curled up with his clothes and shoes still on.

Gaara was being rather loud as he screamed at the intruder who had slipped into his room that night. The person was crying. "P-Please..I'm sorry! Gaara! Don't kill me!" sand whirled all around Gaara's head as he threatened to kill the idiot who had decided to crawl in his bed. It was Naruto. Gaara was clearly pissed. He had on a different outfit of Temari's pajama collectio . It was a black corset with red piping and a black lace thong. Naruto was staring and Gaara squeaked in embarrassment. "Stop staring!" he yelled. Naruto let out a miserable groan. "I can't stop staring. You're just so pretty..." Gaara stared at him awkwardly for a second. "I'm...pretty....?.." he just repeated Naruto's words stupidly. "Yes. Very pretty. I could stare at you for hours." Gaara glared. "Well too bad. I dont like being stared at. No go away." Naruto knew Gaara's secret and decided to use it to hos advantage. "Just pretend I'm Kankuro. You wouldn't mind him staring would you." Naruto was suddenly pinned to the floor by Gaara. "If you EVER say anything like that to me agian, I swear to god I WILL kill you. Naruto let out a dark moan as Gaara was straddling him and it caused Naruto to feel strange. Gaara blushed and jumped off. "No! Don't make that noise ever agian!" Naruto smirked and repeated the noise causing Gaara to flip put. He had Naruto in the sand and came really close to saying sand coffin. Naruto was terrified. "Gaara..don't...please..."

(Haha Naruto is being more gutsy than usual lol)

Kankuro quickly ran to his brothers room unable to get it open "Gaara! Gaara! Open this door now!" the door was still locked from when Gaara locked it going into his room last night. Kankuro had no idea what was going on and with his nightmares that he kept having he just broke the door down himself finding Gaara in the room with Naruto. "What the hell, Naruto what are you doing here?" then he saw Gaara "Cover up brother, geesh"

Gaara shook with insane anger at Naruto. He threw him on the bed and bent down to get his robe off of the floor. It was really Temari's and was purple and blue. Naruto stared down at the rather exposed body if Gaara. "You know..you really do have a nice ass..." Naruto said to him, not trying to anger him, he thought Gaara would like the compliment. Hos eye twiched and within two seconds Gaara was ontop of Naruto punching him in the gut. He was still uncovered and Naruto grabbed hos narrow hips and slung him to the ground. He had Gaara pinned and smirked. "Now who has who?" Gaara knew Kankuro would be upset if he killed Naruto, but he couldn't have killed him if he wanted to. He couldn't make handsigns and he didn't have his gourd. The only way he could control sand without his gourd unless he made handsigns. Most people didn't know that, but Naruto did. He was smiling evilly. "What should I do to him Kankuro? He did try to kill me after all..." Gaara squirmed under Naruto. "Get off! Kankuro! He was spying on me! I had every right to kill him! He wouldn't leave and said he wanted to stare at me and then when I said no he said to pretend it was you and then I flipped out!" Gaara tried to justify his reasons for attempting to murder Naruto.

Kankuro didn't bother with his puppets and instantly went over to Naruto and grabbed him shoving him over into one of the walls "Get away from my brother you idiot!" Kankuro heard people coming near and threw the robe over his brother quickly "Keep this on now, let me do the talking" Kankuro spoke to Gaara as sand ninjas appeared in Gaara's room through the window or just appearing in. "He tried to attack Gaara, get him out of here, we will discuss the rest in the morning" Kankuro spoke as the others looked at Naruto, there was only three of the moon and one of Naruto.

(okay sorry took so long to reply, little brother needs diaper change, ew I know this diaper)

((Ew..diapers...the one reason I don't like babies..even if they are adorable and sweet and lovable.))
After the sand ninjas left Gaara spoke. "Thanks..I also wanted to say sorry about earlier. I didn't mean to um..rape you.." he stared at the floor as he said that. He was rather ashamed he had lost control like that. He was afraid Kankuro might be mad at him for it. That was the last thing he wanted. Gaara pulled the robe tighter around his body so none of the pajamas were exposed. He didn't want to make his brother incomfrotable. He also kept a good distance. He hoped this would make him happy. Gaara knew he should have known that Kankuro couldn't possibly love him like that. He was his brother that meant he loved him like a brother. The kiss had been...an accident Gaara determined. He wondered if Kankuro had just been lonely at that moment and Gaara happened to be there. It didn't really make sense, but it worked so Gaara stuck with it. "Well..I'm going back to sleep o guess.." he mumbled and curled into a little ball on the bed. He knew he'd get no sleep.

(Cute yes, tantrums I can handle, but, I am ALWAYS asked to change poopy diapers even if I am sleeping in and mom has to wake me XD)

Kankuro quickly picked up his brother into a hug while laying next to him placing the covers over both of them. He wasn't about to let go; earlier he shouldn't have done that and pushed away his brother. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Gaara" he kept to him, almost clinging, he was shaking a bit ignoring his fears just afraid of losing his little brother whom he loved so much.

He looked at Kankuro, completly confused. "Your sorry? For what?" Gaara was puzzled. "I'm the one who should be sorry..I made you in comfortable and I shoul have never done that to you. I just lost my self control I guess." he wanted to squirm out of Kankuro's arms, but for the sake of not offending him, Gaara remained still. His body was rigid and stiff as a board. Sure, he loved for Kankuro to hold him, but it made him want Kankuro, and not as a brother. He wanted to be way more than that.

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((what time of day is it were you live?))

(I'm Central Time Zone, but uh at this very moment it is ...I am just about to post this and its 11:00pm)

Kankuro released his grip and looked at his brother then nuzzled down towards his neck "I'm not afraid of you or what would happen between us if it would go too far" Gaara spoke whispering against his neck not trying to seduce his little brother as his hot breath followed creeping amongst it. "I really do love you, as a brother, and more" Kankuro added in a hushed tone closing his eyes, he care alot for his brother.

(Should there be "that" scene soon, cuz if so it would have to be off here and I have Skype - I don't usually video chat anyways)

Gaara let out a low moan as Kankuro's hot breath his his bare neck. He shivered and moved a bit closer. He refused to make the first move this time. If it was to happen, it would. He had the oddest feeling in the pit of his stomach and he had no idea why, but he had the sudden urge to touch his brother all over his well toned body. Kankuro had a great body. He was strong and had muscles. Gaara was a bit different. He was thin and rather weak. Gaara guessed that made him the girl...or whatever. He wanted all of this to happen and more. He wanted to be underneath Kankuro, moaning and screaming as he made love to him. Then the phone rang. Of all the times in the entire day, the phone had to ring right then. Gaara looked at the caller ID. They'd have to awnser it, it was Temari's cell number. Gaara awnsered the phoneand instead of saying hello he asked her what the hell she wanted. She didn't expect that. "Gaara? What's wrong? Are you ok?!" she had no idea why he had seemed so out of breath and he was so angry. "I was fine until you interrupted. Could you possibly call at a worse time?!" Temari shook her head in frustration. "Gaara, I only called to check up on you guys. I've been hearing some weird stuff. Hows
Kankuro?" "I didn't kill him if that's what you're asking." Temari was suprized by that comment. "Gaara that's not what I said!" Gaara made a low growl. "But you were thinking it." he hissed at her. Temari was more worrid about Kankuro killing Gaara, not Gaara killing Kankuro. She knew how accidents seemed to happen with his chakra when he got to close to someone. "Let me talk to Kankuro ok, and please leave the room while we talk." Gaara shoved the phone in Kankuro's hand and slammed the door as he stormed out. Temari spoke. "Kankuro..I've heard about what's going on between you and Gaara. I'm not sure how I feel about it. Don't you think it's weird with him being your little brother, I mean you practically watched him grow up.."

((I don't have a skype, cause I have no webcam, do you have email?))

(yes, I do, if you want it let me know and wow *reads post*)

"Temari, Temari calm down. We're not doing anything like that, we were just trying to go to sleep" of course he meant together, sleep together, but, he didn't have to say the full truth "I know what will happen if I get too close to him or anyone else. I am told every night by my dreams, sis. Look, nothing will happen, don't worry. Look, Gaara is pissed and you know what happens when he gets mad. Let me go talk to him" Kankuro responded speaking calmly.

(Haha totally AU, I'm fine with that lol)

Gaara was really frustrated by Temari's timing with the call. He had been so close and now the moment that could have been was ruined. Temari seemed to be good at ruining things. She had never been bog on calling, bit had decided to tonight. Why ha she called late anyway? Didn't she know that normal people were asleep by now.
Temari yelled at Kankuro in the reciver. "Tell me what's going on! Everyone says they saw you two kissing at the fair and I even got a text with a picture. Temari left out that she had thought it was so hot she set it as her phone background. "You are brothers! This is highly unexceptable!"

(If this is short, sorry I am super drowsy from sinus medicine)

"Temari! Just shut up! Not everything is your business, we don't have to tell you every time we f**k or take a breath. So just stop it" Kankuro hung up the phone throwing it across the room as it broke against the wall falling to the ground. He sat on the edge of the bed with his face in his hands pissed that she had to call and bring up the fact that he could hurt Gaara with his chakra if they got too close. Now he didn't know what to do and was glad no one was around or he would hurt them.

Gaara walked in the room and screamed as one of Kankuro's puppets hurled a weapon at him. He looked at Kankuro oddly and smiled. "It's just me.."His eyes widened as the puppet once agian came after him. "Kankuro?! Stop! It's me, Gaara!" he wondered why hos brother was trying to kill him. What had he done? He dodged strike after strike from the wooden creature and ran out of the room. He was not about to fight Kankurko. He didn't know about Kankuro's Chakra problems. Every puppet in the house was after him. One got him in the back with a long, spiked needle. He winced in pain. It had easily penetrated the sand armor and Gaaras gourd was far from him. A bit of blood came from him, but it was a non fatal blow and he continued to dodge puppets and things that they hurled at him. A Kunui fight him on the stomach and he screamed as pain ran through his body. "Kankuro...please.." tears ran down his face. He couldn't understand what he had done to anger Kankuro.

It took Kankuro some time to figure out what was going on, he had done so well with blocking out others, it was almost too well. He was constantly thinking about what Temari had said and it pissed him off more and more without end. He heard something, he was probably imagining it, he heard it again, and once more, it was Gaara screaming out in pain and then he instantly stood up, any chakra flow was cut off. Meaning, any puppets attacking Gaara would have ceased and fell to the floor. Kankuro rushed out of the room looking around quickly looking for his brother "Gaara, Gaara?" he called out scared wondering if what happened was what he had thought had happened.

Gaara looked up at Kankuro, his face drenched in tears. "What did I do? Why did you do this to me?" he looked afraid and backed away from Kankuro. He fell on his butt and cried out as the knife was forced deeper into his flesh. He held up his hands. They were covered in his blood. He wanted to run. Kankuro was going to get him and then kill him. It was the thought running through his mind. He wondered if this was nearly rapeing him earlier. "Please..don't kill me.." he begged Kankuro, sobbing as he tried to pull out the blade. It was to painful and he only managed to get it out halfway. It was a mistake as the blood loss heightened. He obviously should have left the blade where it was. He couldn't understand why Kankuro was so angry. Gaara was seeing black and his vision was completely off focus. The tears made things much more blurry and he couldn't make out Kankuro anymore. He reached out blindly for something to protect himself with. He needed his gourd. He tried to slide across the floor for it.

Kankuro looked frightened, "I'm sorry..." he had done the one thing that Temari had warned him not to do, warned him about the one thing he could harm, and he didn't listen thinking it would never happen or he would never allow it happen. Kankuro wanted to rush to his brother's aid but instead he made it out of the door and to his sensei's place in record time bringing him back. Baki quickly examined the wounds and told Kankuro to get the medic ninjas and he did, after they arrived Kankuro took off out of the village, he didn't even bother with having his puppets or anything for defense.

"Gaara, stay with me" Baki spoke in a worried yet serious tone as he kept the blood from seeping out more and more. The medic ninjas did their best, taking out the knife, blocking the blood flow, and slowing it to a stopping point. Gaara would be in pain for awhile and not only that, this would catch the attention of the Kazakage. If Kankuro didn't leave he would have been sentenced for hurting Gaara, possibly even killing his only little brother. Kankuro kept moving and would keep moving out in the middle of the desert going no where for hours on ends.

Gaara could just faintly make out Baki's voice. He wasn't quite sure what was being said. Things were fuzzy and he felt sick. Where was he? Was he still at home? And who had gotten Baki? He wanted to just go to sleep. His body begged him to let go. It tried to coax him into letting his life slip away. He was becoming tempted to do so. Who would it hurt if he passed? Sure,Temari would be upset, but she'd get over it after a few months. The village would be happy to see him dead. They would feel safe with him gone. He could hear another voice. This one was...Sakura he thought. She was telling him to breathe. He wanted to slap her and tell her he was breathing, but he noticed that he wasn't. She was calling to him. "Gaara! GAARA! Stay..awake.." she begged him. He closed his eyes completly and allowed the darkness to take him. He saw odd things. Other jirochis that had died. He looked at himself. His soul was bound to the demons and half of his body was him, half was the sand spirit. It was so weird. The others looked like that too. "Where am I?" His voice was mixed with another. A woman/bear demon spoke. "You are in the in between. You have no place in heaven or hell." he cocked his head sideways. Did even tha devil hate him? He was pulled out of the place very quickly. He gasped as he saw a bright light. Was he in heaven? He heard a woman's voice. Who was she? She was crying..this couldn't be heaven. People didn't cry in heaven did they. She was now speaking. "Gaara..please..don't go..don't...I love you." he was sure the voice was familiar. He couldn't see anything but a light. It was in the distance. He tried to go to it. It looked inviting. He heard a scream of agony coming from the darkness. It was the woman. "No! No no no! Gaara!? Gaara!" who the hell was this lady? She was getting on his nerves. He heard another person. A man. "Ma'am..please step away. He heard a beep. It didn't stop, bit kept going. Before it had been beeping in a slow rhythm. He relized it was a heart monitor. The person had died whoever they were. Was it him? Yes, it was..he knew the voices now. The crying woman who had screamed for him was Temari. The man's voice was one of the medical ninjas from Suna. He heard the doctor and nurses speaking, crying of Temari in the background. "Clear!" a voice said and suddenly he felt a shock go through his body. He saw only black and heard nothing. He was breathing agian and the monitor was stable.

(I am forced to stay up since parents want alone time and I am to listen for my sleeping brother)

Sakura was trying so hard to keep Gaara alive, Temari was really upset causing alot of fuss, Kankuro no the other hand thought there was nothing else but sand for miles and he could feel a sand storm forming. The storm was larger than any other storm that anyone in the desert would have seen in centuries. Kankuro felt it against his skin and just allowed it to take him. Eventually Kankuro was unconscious and couldn't focus anymore to bother trying to live, his last words and thoughts were "I love you Gaara..." and it faded away.

Kankuro felt himself fade away as nothing was left anymore, the sand buried him in a large pile that it would take days to dig him out, let alone all that time just to find him in the desert. By the time anyone would find him it would be pretty much too late to even try to do anything besides get a burial ready. Kankuro could feel Gaara's life slipping away "Gaara, don't die, take my soul instead" and with that Kankuro gave up his soul to give Gaara back his life, but, whether or not it worked, well it depended on Gaara more than anyone or anything else.

A search party was sent after Kankuro. He had to be found. If Gaara did live, he wouldn't want to be alive without his brother. It would kill him on the inside. Temari also joined in the search. She refused to lose her brothers. She knew they loved each other and that was enough to motivate her to find Kankuro. They tracked him as far as they could, but had to split up. A sand storm had obviously came over the dessert not to long before they came here. They'd have to find him in all this sand.
It had been three days and Gaara was awake and the medics didn't have to help him any longer. He seemed to be on his way to recovery. His mental condition was a different story. He stared out his window for hours at a time and refused to eat or even move from his seat. He had put up a sand barrier that kept others out of his room. No one had seen him since he had gotten strong enough to move himself. He had a razor in his hand and pulled it upwards. He watched blood come from the wound and smiled. He liked to watch it flow. It was dark and pretty. He carved letters into the soft flesh of his neck. There was a K and a G. A little broken heart rested underneath. It flowed blood. Not enough to kill him, but enough to make him weak. Sakura had seen him do this, but had no way in the room. She net Temari a letter carried by a bird telling about Gaara's mental breakdown. Temari got it and sobbed. She'd not only lost Kankuro, she'd lost the real Gaara. She'd have to take care of him like a special needs child. If he got worse, they were going to admit him to a mental hospital for distressed teens. That was if they could get him out of the room.
((I'm sorry D:))

(nah its cool, means I can write more here, not taking sinus medicine again) (Okay here is a small idea being worked it, you can change anything however you like, except Kankuro's condition)

Kankuro was buried under alot of sand and for some reason it was moving. The ground rumbled, shaking violently as if something big was about to appear. The wind was picking up, not another sand storm, just a regular but large storm. It wasn't something to take lightly, before anyone knew it, a giant, crimson scorpion rose from the sand. It would have been the size of a regular large bus. A girl was riding on the back of it and was holding Kankuro unconscious. "Don't just stand there, do you want to save him or not?" though with how much sand he has taken in, it wouldn't be a surprise if he didn't survive. "Kira is on her way, why don't we get you guys out of this storm before my other sisters decide to show." Gabrielle spoke.

(This will be Gabrielle, the youngest of the galaxy sisters, she came back to help)
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[COLOR="red"]Temari smiled happily. On this girl's back was her dear Kankuro. This would maybe help Gaara. He'd seemed so upset after they had told him that Kankuro was gone. He had very obviously loved him more than anyone. He thought it was his fault he was gone, and it really kind of was. Gaara should have listened to Temari when she warned them. Temari took the brother she so loved from this girl. She took him home and saw that she had medical ninjas come to his aide. She had brought the girl with her also and her sisters. The medics said there was absolutely nothing they could do. She looked to the girl. "Can you help him?" She looked with hopelessness. Gaara stood in his doorway and looked at his nearly dead brother. "Kankuro..." He whispered as tears rolled down his cheeks. This had to be the worst day of his life. Gaara looked so horrible. No one had seen him really well since he had been staying in hos room. He was thin and his ribs stuck out oddly. He had multiple scars and bloody places. His hair was matted and dull. His eyes were red and he was much paler. He looked dead to be perfectly honest. Temari looked over him sadly. He was just skin and bones. He was just standing there staring at Kankuro who also looked very close to death.

(Sorry sorry it was meant to be more but I kept getting interrupted and lost my train of focus) (Uh no Sister yet, its only Gabrielle)

"Temari right?" Gabrielle asked hearing her name earlier by one of the medic ninjas. "Do me a favor, help me out by getting Gaara up to the roof. Medic nins? Grab Kankuro and take him up there, I will meet you there" Gabrielle spoke adding "I think I can do something, well not me but my sister Kira might be able to, she is the healer out of the family" Gabrielle stated and disappeared in a twirl of leaves and sand. On the roof top Gabrielle was there, waiting for her sister and complaining "Kira get your a** down here right now" Gabrielle didn't sound so happy about this. She waited and waited turning when the others would appear "I can't do anything without Kira" she stated.

(I am going to let you guys appear and once in I will continue)