
12-15-2011, 05:59 AM
And it is kind of making me mad. A few years ago, I can't believe how time has flown!, I had a bad case of the blues but I didn't recognize it for what it was until after I removed myself from the situation and since then I have been perfectly fine in comparison to then. Recently my mind has started being a monster again and I'm not sure what is triggering it. I'm not alone anymore. I've been thinking such damaging thoughts about myself and I can usually stop myself but not always, and my worry is that I won't be able to keep it to myself and it'll damage my current relationships in one form or another. Since meeting my boyfriend I've been so happy when I'm around him, so maybe the emotional highs are making me crash? I'm slowly getting to the point where I just don't care anymore which is bad, because I don't want to repeat the past. How can I overcome this?
Last edited by Beliar; 12-15-2011 at 06:23 AM..
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